Hey guys! This is a song fic! The song is Smile by Lily Allen! Well I'm just kinda using the story behind the song and I'm listening to it on repeat.


Sanji sat alone in his house. He was trembling on the bed. From the hallway you would think he was crying.

He wasn't.

But in some sense he was. Tears were in his eyes from laughing. Earlier that day he had walked in on a terrible sight. He had driven back home because he left his apron at home and he needed it to wear at his restaurant; All Blue. He knew that Zoro would be home as well so that was a nice bonus. Thinking back, it would have made more sense to call him up and have him bring the apron to work for him.

When he walked into his house he heard strange noises coming from the living room. Curiously he went to go see what was going on. What he saw broke his heart. His boyfriend was with the girl next door. But not just with. No, no, no, no, no... Something much worse.

Sanji had then ran out the door bringing his apron to cry into. He ran and ran and ran. When he had finally stopped under a tree, his cellphone rang and he answered halfheartedly only to find that it was the same guy mumbling bullshit.

I'm leaving you. The sentence sent Sanji's world tumbling. He could feel the black hole start in his heart and slowly take his emotions with it.

He started for to Usopp's house fore he was the most understanding of all his friends. When he had opened the door the cook broke down and sobbed into Usopp's shirt right there and then. The engineer simply helped the other man into his house and waited patiently for an explanation.

Sanji told him everything. Of course all Usopp could do was sympathize and offer alcohol to drown his sorrows. Even though sorrows were amazing swimmers, they seemed to die a bit under the several bottles of vodka. Later after a lot of tears and jumbled, drunken words, he left to go back to his home.

Sanji still wanted Zoro. When he came back home, he threw the foul rug that Zoro and that whore fucked on away and sat down on his bed lost. But that relaxation didn't last very long because he felt a sickening urge in his stomach. He ran to the bathroom and heaved what felt like all his meals from the past year into the toilet.

He was never cheated on and or left so brutally. So he sat alone. All alone, for the rest of the day wondering what he did wrong.

No Zoro, no friends, no emotions.

The blonde was very shocked. He had always thought Zoro was everything good. Nothing foul. A realization swept over him and realized the situation was so stupid, it was funny. He fell asleep on his bed after laughing to himself like a maniac.

When he woke up there were balloons everywhere. He walked out rubbing his eyes to see all his friends comforting him. Apparently Usopp had blabbed his mouth to everyone that night and they got together a party in hopes to get him to feel better.

It worked. A lot.

Suddenly he wasn't so lost and he could see the light at the end of the tunnel that collapsed on him. A big get-well party was thrown and he was feeling better. It was nice to have people care for him and not use him like Zoro. The party was great and he was able to continue life as it was without the stupid green haired man for the next couple of weeks.

He was happy and content with his life. His hole in his heart was healing, but Zoro had messed him up by a ton. Just thinking about him made him laugh like he was insane. But one day Zoro called up and asked to fuck and make up. Of course Sanji saw through it and said him no. Said that he's not Zoro's plaything and hung up. Of course it took all his might to not laugh at Zoro through the phone. Zoro only called because he was lonely. Because he wanted a little whine and moan.

A couple days later the same man was at his doorsteps begging for Sanji back. Tears were in Zoro's eyes. Sanji reacted to this in the strangest ways and laughed at him. Zoro obviously didn't expect it and was shocked. He was easily kicked off the steps and had a door shut in his face. At worst, Sanji felt bad for a while, but then he just smiled and treated himself to some cake.

From then on whenever Zoro saw him he flirted with him and told Sanji that he wanted him back. But Sanji always laughed in his face told him that it doesn't mean shit. That it never meant shit. Whenever Zoro tried he couldn't stop laughing. Zoro really messed up his heart and mind. He messed up Sanji's mental health; he was quite, well, unwell in the head.

Many times Zoro would beg and cry but this only made Sanji smile. It was this man who had control of his heart and mind at one point and now was begging Sanji to come back. It was quite hysterical to Sanji.