Prologue
Dear Sora,
I seriously hate today. I really do. It's just not fair, why does the past always come back to haunt me? Why can't it just go away and never come back? Tell me, Sora, why can't that happen? I hate my past, horrid, painful and full of sorrow.
You want to know what happened today? Ok, here it is. I was in my dumb English class when that girl, Naminé, came over and 'stole' one of my friends! You see, since you've left, I've been trying to make new friends.(I wish we were going to the same schools, why did you have to move?!) Well, I was trying to start a pleasant conversation with Olette until Naminé came over and just took over. Olette got so involved with Naminé,(that's exactly what Naminé had intended) Olette kinda forgot I was even there; it was as if I was invisible. Not there and non-existent. Have you ever felt that way? Abandoned, neglected, or even isolated? I have, and it depresses me so much. I know that I should forget the past, but it's just so hard to do that when the past is right in front of you??
Right now, you don't know how much I would give to be with you right now, this very moment. I miss your smile, I miss your eyes, I miss you so much. I want to cry everyday, but I don't. I hold it back, I refuse to cry. Right now, you don't know how much I want you to be here, because you're always there for me. Always.
Luv ya,
Kairi
Kairi, the hurt fifteen-year-old, closed her diary and slid into her bed, to wake up early the next day. She closed her eyes and sighed greatly. She didn't want to go to school tomorrow. Staying at home was what she wanted to do. Going back to school to get hurt even more made her sad inside.
Gloomy thoughts came to the poor girls mind. She envisioned that her former best friend would do something even more hurtful to her the next day. She thought about the malice things that she had schemed in her mind, drawing them out in her precious drawing book that she had forever. Fretfully, she sat up in her bed and glanced at her alarm clock.
1:14 a.m.
She got out of bed and crept softly towards her balcony. A cool, refreshing breeze swayed her auburn hair as well as her blue night gown. She stared at the stars. How brightly they shone above. They looked so peaceful, so calm. Kairi took a breath of the air and exhaled. Searching the star-filled sky for a shooting star, she thought about what she wanted to wish for. The sky was still, nothing moved. Regardless, Kairi closed her eyes and whispered, "Sora, I wish you were here with me."
