Dear Readers,
I know that almost all of you have no clue about what is going on with us, the way we have vanished and are becoming much less present than we were before. I promise you, there is a good reason for this, there is something wrong with us, we just… haven't mentioned anything to you, yet, because we did not want any of you to be worrying about anything. This is something that will never affect you, it seems to just be affecting us countries that are personified.
I would like to come out and speak to you myself, explain why and how this happened, but I fear that I do not have the freedom that I once did and I fear that whatever is inside of me may try to hurt you out of spite. Though I hate to think of that happening to you, my citizens, because I care for each of you, though I may not know you all.
So please, do not try to find me.
As I was saying though, I feel the need to explain myself, to tell you exactly what happened to all of us, though I have not seen the others in years now, for all I know they could be dead.
Not really though, these things inside of us are not going to let any of us go so easily.
It started off as just a few odd things, darkening eye color, lightening hair, eyesight that got better, eyesight that became more sensitive to the sun. This wasn't thought of as much more than that average country stuff, sometimes our hair changes color, sometimes our eyes do the same. I remember that time that England told me had a brunette phase at one point, and how his hair was white once because of the wigs that almost every one of that time wore in his country.
I, of course, always thought that having my hair change color would be pretty cool, now all I wish is that my blonde hair would come back, that my eyes, now a dark maroon color, would change back to their bright blue. I never realized how much I would miss my looks until i no longer recognized myself in the mirror.
All of these things turned out as symptoms of a disease that none of us had heard of before, not that we ever got a specific name for it. Because it had never happened before it infected us and no one knows how it started. All anyone knows is how I am the one that started it, the one that began the spreading of it to the other countries.
I cannot continue any longer, so I must end with this:
To any other country out there that somehow managed to avoid getting infected, please, stay away. Do not come looking for us, we are toxic and I do not wish this life upon even my worst enemies. I saw what happened to Russia, I saw him brought lower than he had ever been and I was in tears for the man. I may have not liked him, but no one should have to go through something as… terrible as he did.
This is Alfred F. Jones, signing off and wishing luck to those who are still free.
Disclaimer: Because I don't own Hetalia, though I would be a very happy camper if I did.
Tell me whatcha think please!
Over and Out~
