Authors note: This is second fan-fiction *dies*. This is also my first Destiel so, yeah. I didn't use a beta for this story (unless you count spell cheek as a beta. Lol) Enjoy!

I do not own Supernatual or the song I Hate Everything About You.

Warnings: slight non-graphic abuse and a small amount of cussing.

Every time we lay awake, after every HIT we take

I silently listened to the blood curdling screams advancing from Dean and Castiel's room. The sounds of hitting, screaming, hitting, screaming, repeated thru out most nights, now. It didn't used to be like this.

Every feeling that I get, but I still don't miss you yet.

Deans POV

Castiel left me last year, saying we fought to much, and I would always hit him. That motherfucker is out of his damn mind he would always hit me first, always.

Every room may kept awake by every sigh and scream we make, every feeling that I get but I still dont miss you yet.

Cas's POV

Dean. I left him a year ago today, he was a demented, treacherous, soul. Sinful, yet in my eyes, still a Saint. He would strike me and leave the reached inhuman marks on my body. Inhuman because the marks seem to of struck my heart as well, with immense grieving sorrow I left him to heal my marked heart. But who is to say I never hit Dean first.

Only when I stopped to think about it. I HATE everything about you! Why do I love you?

I hate him but I still cant fight the love I have for him.

When his beautiful green eyes look at me and merge with that of my bright blue my blood all but stops, my heart beats rapidly. A deep flame of cold lonesomeness is kindled to a forgotten bad memory.

Only when I stop to think about you I know, only when you stop to think about me, do you, know?

I HATE everything about you! Why do I love you? You Hate everything about me! Why do you love ME?

Dean's POV

"Cas!" I called, seeing Castiel for the first time in years when he turned to face me, I was shocked.

He looked 10 years older, but it has only been one long year.

He had scars and still healing bruises on him.

The innocence light had faded from his bright blue eyes.

"you did this" Was my only thought.

"Dean," Castiel whispered my name.

I hate, you hate, I hate you love me!

"I hate everything about you! Why do I love you?" Dean and I whispered to each other at the same time, like a broken record those words we repeated until his beautiful deep voice blended perfectly with my rough gravely one, both voices chocked with tears.

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