A/N: I used this song in another one of my stories. But, if you have ever lost someone near and dear to you. You will understand why this song stays so close to me. (Dallas Green – Missing)
This story is a song fiction.
So, now you're not there,
but your ghost still burns in the air.
The feelings were to much to handle, Its been 9 years. I can still feel you everywhere. I know though, your not there.
And finally above us the waves have come,
to take you away.
I laid on the beach that we made love on for our first time. I miss you. I wonder why you just gave up? I thought I was good enough, to keep you around forever.
And with this song, I'll say good bye,
and thank you for what you've done to my life.
I only have Nessie and my family now. But no one to show my joy to. No one to show who Nessie really looks like. I feel like it's all my fault.
And finally, I'll say it with love.
I hope you're at rest, in the stars above.
I looked into the night sky, trying to feel your presence. I don't know when I will join you up there, or if I ever will. I would take my own life, but then I would leave my only child, my only reminder of you left behind. Then she would feel like me. Alone.
And I don't understand what you died for.
We still could have given so much more.
I wish you would have fought harder to stay alive. Do you know what we could have had together if you were still here? I believe there is a God, but I don't want to know that he's the one protecting you, not me.
Even though you were something I could never be.
I know you're still there watching over me.
You were my life, my only love. You were so beautiful, and still are. I know your looking down on me. Probably wondering why I am so sad. I am sad because I don't know if I will ever see you again.
He looked down at his baby girl, and smiled at her features. Her mothers hair, lips and that little faint smile. He rocked his baby back and forth to the sounds of the waves crashing against the shore and rocks. He swore, he could almost feel Bella's touch around his waist looking at their girl.
