Up All Night

As Remus laid awake every night in bed, as the intimidating silence pressed in around him, he often considered the many possibilities, advantages, and, most frequently, the consequences of revealing the truth to his friends. In all honesty he knew that the reason he was so conflicted was not only because he was terrified of losing his friends, he was also terrified of losing Sirius, who had the potential of being so much more than that. However, he just knew, without a doubt in his mind, that there was not a ghost of a chance that they would ever understand.