I worked in the palace of the Empire since i was basically born. My mother was born here too. She was born here, she worked here and she died here. I, as her daughter, just took her place and i will more than likely end up with the same fate.

Its hard to live in a world like this but its just how the world works. If you weren't lucky enough to be born in a well off family you were bound to suffer. So i guess you could say im lucky in a sense?

I dont have to fight for food, or sell my body to survive. I clean and do chores and do as commanded on request like the good dog I am.

I always behave well. I never disobey the master and i listen to every word because i know what disobedience leads to so...

Why did i do it?

Why did i lay with the prince when it wasnt allowed?

Why did he pick me?

Was it all just for fun?

What did i have to offer that the princess of his arranged marriage couldn't?

Why did i do it?