Disclaimer: Oh my god. I'm not J.K. Rowling, no way! I don't own any characters in this. If this is simular to anyone else's story, I'm sorry. If you find any mistakes, tell me, and I will fix them. Ok, I will not be saying this every chapter. This is it and it goes for all chapters, this is my first fanfic, so sorry if it sucks.


A young boy played in a field with his mother and father. Amber eyes dancing around as he played. A growl was heard, the amber eyes locked on the large beast as it clamped down on him, the boy screaming in pain. The scene suddenly changed and there was a greasy black haired man over the bodies of two of this person's friends. Then all changed again. A better scene, same greasy haired man sitting there with his friend's son in his arm. He spoke "Hey, Moony, have you ever wanted kids?" Then there was nothing.

Remus Lupin woke up feeling more exhausted then he should have. His two pale hands moved down his face as he thought of where he was. He sat up slowly and looked around. His room. He was in the same room he had fallen asleep in. In the same Hogwarts. He looked out the window, it was storming outside, and he knew he should be sleeping. But could he sleep? He shook his head; he knew he couldn't if he tried. He walked downstairs to his office after throwing on his robe; he would do paperwork, which always helped.

He looked over the test he had just given that morning and began grading. Some he could just scan, like Hermione Granger's, which of course got a perfect. Others he had to go through and look at each individual wrong to see how much partial credit he would have to give, like Neville Longbottom. "At least he tries" he muttered to himself as he gave Neville a nine out of twenty. Then there were those who didn't care, such as Draco. He chuckled softly "Just like his father" he mused to himself, looking back on memories, but he couldn't stay in his memories, he knew he would just cry again.

The window burst open, wind and rain disrupting his thoughts and paperwork. He stood up and went to the window and looked around seeing no one in his room he slammed the window closed. He looked around his room and started picking up papers sighing, trying to calm his startled body.

"Sorry about that…I meant to come in quietly…" Remus' body went rigid when he heard the familiar voice, he recognized it anywhere. He whipped out his wand and turned, the tip glowed and he saw the man he really didn't want to see. Sirius Black.

"Why are you here?" Remus said coldly

"Why else would I be here? I came to see you, Moony…"

"Don't call me that!" Remus could tell he had startled Sirius, but he wasn't in a good mood.

"What's wrong, Remus?"

"Why are you here? Did you come to kill me too?"

"What?"

"I know what you did! You killed James and Lily! Then you killed Peter! You're here to finish me off now aren't you?"

Sirius watched him and shook his head "Remus, I didn't kill them..."

"Bull shit!" Remus swore, again startling the greasy-haired man

Sirius watched him in silence for a while, then swiftly moved, catching Remus off-guard as he was pulled foreword into...a hug and a kiss. Remus was confused and tried to get away, but Sirius' body was much stronger then poor Remus. Sirius looks down at him.

"Remus…This is the man you trusted. He's scared and he's alone. This is the man you loved. He's missed you and would do anything to be with you. This man is not a murderer. Now sit down. Let me explain this to you. You can keep your wand aimed at me if it makes you feel safer" Sirius' voice was so serious; his eyes stared into Remus' with no hint of a lie. Past that he could see fear, something he had only seen once, and Remus was three inches from death when he did. Slowly he moved and sat down in his desk chair as he stared at the man he hadn't seen in twelve years.

Sirius took a deep breath "I know what's going through your mind, ok? I know you knew I was James Secret Keeper, but…we realized that that could be dangerous…so we switched the duty over to Peter, not telling anyone…not even you…He's the one who led Voldemort to James and Lily…not me, I swear it to you. I'll take the Unbreakable Vow for you." Sirius got down on his knees, in a very fetal position. "Now, for Azkaban…They're looking for a human…so all I had to do was transform into a dog and…swim…It was hard, my hands and feet still hurt, but I had to make it to Hogwarts. I've been watching Harry this whole time, I think he saw me once but there's no way he's going to know it's me… Remus I am so sorry for everything I've done…I've sinned and I know I have, I have so much weight on my shoulders…but…if I'm going to be executed…" He looked up at him "I wanted to tell you the truth first, so I wouldn't go with you thinking I was a murder."

Remus watched him in complete silence. He bit his lip in nervous habit. He touched his shirt and pulled him up, kissing him deeply. When he pulled away Sirius' hair hid his face, but he knew he was crying and when he suddenly tasted salt he realized he was too.

"…You can stay at the Shrieking Shack. No one goes there except me…I'm not dangerous anymore though, I'm taking wolfsbane, Severus brews it up-" but he was interrupted by Sirius' barking laugh.

"So it's true, Snivvelus does work here…"

"Yes, Sirius" he sighed at his child like manners "He does, and it's polite if you don't call him that"

Sirius looked at him with a familiar glint in his eyes "I'm not polite, and that's why you love me"

Remus laughed and nodded, pulling Sirius in for another kiss "Yes…you're right…" he hugged him tight "thanks for coming back" Sirius smiled and hugged him back.

"Every time…" he said softly and ran his fingers threw Remus' sandy hair.