Olivia bit her lip as she continued thrusting her hips, erratically now, desperate to take her wife over the edge. She ignored the burning in her abdomen as she picked up her speed and focused her touch around Alex's straining bundle of nerves. Finally, after what seemed to be hours, her speed was drastically reduced as she was met with resistance and nails scraped down her back. She smiled to herself as she panted, watching the blonde's body arch up as her head dug into the pillows and a silent moan fell from her lips.
Satisfied that she had achieved her goal, Olivia carefully pulled out of Alex before collapsing onto the mattress next to her, slinging an arm over her burning abdomen as she tried to catch her breath. "That was amazing," Alex mumbled as she held an arm over her forehead as she inhaled deeply, filling her lungs with oxygen before turning onto her side, away from Olivia.
The brunette frowned as she glanced over at the naked back of her lover. For the last few months, their sex life had drastically dwindled and it was no longer as hot as it used to be. When they first got together after a night of angry sex, it was always passionate whether it be from anger or lust. But after five years of marriage, things started to change. Albeit, Olivia had been promoted to Sergeant and Alex had taken a job as Bureau Chief for homicide which drastically limited their time together. They both tried to make things work but sometimes stolen kisses weren't enough and a quick fuck before bed while Alex was half asleep and Olivia was sore from chasing a perp wasn't helping any either.
"Alex?" Olivia called out as she turned her head to look over at her lover, admiring the exposed pale back that was revealed to her. She felt her body heat up as she trailed her eyes down to Alex's rear which was covered by their bedsheets. Despite their lacking sex life, Alex still never failed to turn on Olivia.
"Yeah?" The blonde called out as she rolled over onto her back so that she could look at the brunette. She tossed her a lazy smile as she pulled on the covers, bringing them up to cover her exposed breasts much to Olivia's dismay.
"I've been wondering," Olivia started off as she bit her lip. She wasn't sure how to approach the subject especially since Alex never seemed to bring up sex. The brunette had always enjoyed sex and definitely still did but sometimes it felt like something was missing. And more recently, it seemed to take longer and longer to get her wife off which was making sex less appealing. She hated the fact that she couldn't satisfy her wife like she used to. "Am I not pleasing you?"
Alex's eyes widened in surprise as she dropped the sheet and propped her head up on one arm, looking carefully at the sergeant. After five years of marriage, four years of dating, and six years of stepping around their feelings, she could read Olivia like a book. "What brought this up?" She asked, deciding that she'd figure out what was going on in her wife's mind before answering.
Olivia sighed at the blonde's response—always a lawyer. "Alex, it's okay if I'm not," She said as she rolled onto her back and stared up at the ceiling, too ashamed to look Alex in the eye. "It's just that, more recently it's been taking me longer to get you off. And I know we've both been busy and stressed out but sometimes I feel like no matter what I do, you don't respond to my touch like you used to." Olivia pulled away slightly as she felt a warm hand settle on her arm.
"Hey," Alex whispered as she sat up on the mattress and looked down at the brunette. Without giving it a second thought, she pulled the covers off of Olivia's lower half and straddled her waist. She placed her hands on either side of her wife's face and straightened up her head so that they were looking at each other. "Don't ever think that you're not pleasing me, Liv. You always do, especially with the little things like making me dinner to surprise me after a long day."
"Yeah but not in the bedroom," Olivia muttered as she closed her eyes, suddenly embarrassed at the admission that she couldn't satisfy her wife in the bedroom.
"Even in the bedroom," Alex corrected as she leaned down and kissed the brunette's lips softly.
"Sometimes it doesn't feel that way," Olivia whispered as she finally opened up her eyes and looked into her favorite baby blues.
"I promise you do, Liv. Just looking at you turns me on," She admitted as she grabbed onto her wife's wrist and guided it between her legs so that the sergeant could feel her arousal.
Olivia held back her groan as her finger tips were coated in slick heat and instead turned her attention back to Alex. "Even so, it'd probably take me fifteen minutes to get you off. It used to take me five and that was on a bad day," She grumbled as she stroked between her wife's legs, wanting to feel Alex's tight walls clenching against her fingers but not willing to risk the chance that she wouldn't be able to get the bureau chief off.
Alex sighed as she closed her eyes, resting her body on top of Olivia's and snuggling her head against her shoulder. "I'm sorry."
"What do you have to be sorry about?" Olivia questioned as she turned her head until she felt blonde locks tickling her lips. "You're not the one that can't satisfy me."
"Liv, it's not so much that you're not satisfying me as it is that it's harder for me to reach my peak now," Alex admitted as she groaned against Olivia's neck. "On the days that you're away for some conference or joint investigation, I can't even take care of myself like I used to. I'm so sorry I made you think that something was wrong with you. It's me."
Olivia's eyes widened as she felt her heart drop. She hadn't considered the possibility that her wife's sex drive had changed considering that Alex always seemed to jump her before she got in the front door. Alex had almost always been the one to initiate sex minus the few occasions that Olivia just needed to feel the blonde in every sense of the word. "It's not your fault," Olivia whispered as she kissed the side of Alex's head. "I think we're both just at that point where we need to try a little harder. I guess we took our younger years for advantage," She chuckled as she pressed her lips against blonde hair and inhaled deeply, relaxing as her favorite scent overcame her.
Alex pulled back and propped herself up on one arm so that she could look down at her wife. She toyed with her brown locks, wrapping a strand around her finger before letting it go, all while avoiding eye contact. "I've been wanting to ask you something," She said quietly as she bit her lip. "I wasn't really sure how to bring this up but now seems as good of a time as any."
"You can ask me anything, sweetie," Olivia encouraged her as she settled her hands on Alex hips and stroked the soft skin there.
"What do you think about…" Alex paused as she bit her lip and closed her eyes. For her part, Olivia felt her heart rate pick up as dozens of worst case scenarios ran through her mind even though she knew that Alex loved her. "What do you think about trying some new things?"
"New things?" Olivia asked as she looked at the blonde curiously.
"You know, things to spice up our sex life," She stated as she rightfully blushed.
Olivia smirked as she watched her wife's cheeks turn an adorable shade of red. "What did you have in mind?" Blue eyes widened as they looked at brown, surprised with Olivia's response. "I'm open to the idea, Lex," Olivia stated as she ran her hands down and over Alex's rear, squeezing just hard enough to cause a moan to slip from her wife's lips. "Just tell me what you'd like to try and we can try to make it happen."
Alex bit her bottom lip as she tried to hold back her smile. With skilled ease, she lowered herself completely on top of her wife so that her lips were positioned next to Olivia's ear. She took a deep breath as she replayed the words over and over in her head. She pursed her lips, readying herself to whisper her thoughts to her wife. "Role playing."
A/N: So this popped into my head and I finally decided to write it down and possibly see where it goes since most of my stories have ended or are ending. Is it worth writing a few experimental chapters?
