"I Wish I Never Met Him" by Nicky

Summary: My POV of how I felt over Kenshin for the past six years. SONGfic

the song's called 'The Waves' by Elisa.

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It was never meant to be, it was all a fantasy.

I'll get away, get in the car I'll reach the shore before sunrise, And I'll watch the moon and the stars I'll tell them everything about us

I never knew love until i saw your eyes, your swimmingly, beautiful, brightly lit eyes that captured my heart and melted my soul with each glance. but our eyes never locked. they could never be locked.

I left last night I reached the shore Trying to find everything I lost

I wanted to learn more about you. Wanted to know who you are, where you came from, your strengths, your weaknesses, just anything about you. I knew then I wanted to be with you. I saw you as the I've been looking for in my life. I wanted to believe that.

In a thousand waves A million waves Still, somewhere I am sure That I will see your face

I will see you there

I should have seen this coming. was everything I believed in just an illusion? How could I not see that you wouldn't feel the same way. and without even saying a word. I saw you. and her. This was no illusion. I just stared. My chest frozen. My mind numb. I barely noticed the thin streams down my cheeks. I turned around and covered my mouth in disbelief.

Morning sun Before you will rise Before you'll come and shine again on us

Thoughts were racing through my mind, rapidly thinking of an explanation. Of any kind of misunder-standings that would lead away from my harsh conclusions. My hope was slipping away. I never felt so alone and betrayed in my life and at the same time. Still, I kept my hope. I kept myself firm. I held onto the thought that this would be something that would pass and not have to worry too much about. I wanted to believe that.

That was the most foolish mistake of my life.

Let me find, let me find, let me find Some comfort in the night

How could I not see this? It was only to be expected. I saw a young child. He looked identicle to you. He confused me. It confused me until I saw her again. My whole world caved in. I felt as if a strong jolt of lightening struck my mind and paralyzed my body, would've left me for dead. Nothing fell from my mouth...not even an utter. Should've known it was doomed from the start.

Cause I don't mind what I've lost I've reached the shore And nothing ever changed

I had to run.

I had to run away from the pain, the heartache, and the betrayal. I was foolish to believe you would save your heart for me. I collapsed on my kness,coveredmy face and wept.

In a thousand waves A million waves Oh still I look for love And all I see is your face So I come back home to you

Today was a not-so-special day.It's a day I'm ready to see you once again. I knew it was time to break through my burdens and face my obsticles. It would be the day I finally admit to myself to give up my false hope and get over my heartache. It will also be the day that I will move forward with my life, since you've obviously moved forward with yours.

I bleed but I'm choosing you again I'm done but I'm ready to begin

If this broken heart could have one wish, I would tell you this:

"I still love you, but I wish I wish I never met you."

Owari(end)

(AN: hope you guys liked it! Since this ismy first fanfic in awhile, please try to be kind.)