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Probably Shouldn't Speak – Jess and Becker, Primeval.
Just friends. The words Jess repeated over and over to herself, hoping that it would get easier to believe them. The way Becker treated her, she was sure he felt the same way, until about 8 months when he said it himself 'I'm sorry Jess, I like someone else, I just want to be friends, that's all. Just friends.' 8 months and she still wasn't over him. It's not like he made it easy for her though. No matter how close she was to getting over him, he accidently always found a way to make her fall for him again.
Her friends didn't make it easier either. Emily was certain that they would get together and Abby… well Abby was very good at embarrassing Jess, when Jess and Becker were around each other.
But Jess had gotten past that though. She had a job to do, lives depended on her and so she dealt with it. If she didn't actually make the pain go away, she could always just pretend.
"Just go over and talk to him!" Abby whispered, nudging Jess repeatedly.
"I can't! He's talking to his friends; I'll just get in the way and be all annoying!" Jess sighed "Why would he want to talk to me anyway, I'm just a waste of space!" she mumbled so the other's wouldn't hear her.
"Fine I give up! Do what you like, but trust me, things won't get better until you talk to him." Abby patted Jess on the back and walked away.
"Okay, I'm serious now. I think you should talk to him." Emily tried.
"I'm sorry but maybe if I don't say anything, if I just smile, nod and walk past, he might think that I've moved on." Jess argued.
"Yes, but him thinking that isn't good enough. You need to get over him. You know he likes someone else, you might as well just tell him, and then at least you can say that you did it. Otherwise someday you'll regret not trying." Emily finished before walking off to join Abby.
Jess looked away from Emily to see Becker walking towards her.
"Jess! Hi!" He yelled. Jess waved back.
"Hey Jess, guess what! I'm going over to talk to you-know-who, wish me luck!" Becker beamed. Jess smiled weakly in response. "Are you okay? If there's something wrong, just say. You can tell me, you know."
'Last chance Jess. Tell him… or don't tell him.' Jess thought. She opened her mouth slightly, but no words came out. 'Well? Are you going to or not… JUST DO IT! PLEASE! SPEAK!'
"Jess?"
Jess shook her head.
"Well okay. Bye then…" Becker said, leaving her by herself.
"… Bye…" Jess mumbled. "It's probably better this way…"
"These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you…"
"…I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you"
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