Hey, this is my first CaptainHill story. This story links in with my other story Clintasha and hopefully you will like it! I would recommend reading Clintasha before this, but do whatever you like. You don't need to read the other one to read this though :)

The first time I saw him was on the helicarrier.

I had seen photos of him from Coulson, of course. I mean the guy was obsessed with him.

He didn't give off the presence of a strong leader, but I have a bias view.

I think the Avengers Initiative is a really bad idea.

A bunch of superheroes defending the Earth? Really?

This isn't back when the Captain was featured in comics and had a green screen behind him.

This is real. Lives are at risk here.

Even though I was against the idea, didn't mean that I couldn't stare at his beautifully sculpted face. He is gorgeous.

I shook my head and thought What is going on? You are second in command. Even if you liked him, which you don't, you can't be with him. Regulations are in place.

Later, after Captain Rogers and Stark had captured Loki, the other Avengers all took a seat around the table once Banner and Romanoff had left.

I felt sorry for Romanoff. I could tell that her and Barton were close. Closer than they should be considering there was a fraternisation rule, but I would never tell Fury about it. Me and Natasha were quite close. I was not as close as Clint, but she could level with me.

I stood with my hands behind my back and my feet parallel. I stood strong whilst Fury talked about the events that had happened over the past 2 days. I was very uncomfortable, because my back was in a lot of pain.

I had a mission last week that caused an injury there. Stupid assassins. I was sent to medical, but due to my stubborn attitude, I told them that I was fine and left earlier than I should have.

I shifted my stance slightly, which helped me but only temporarily. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Rogers staring at me. What is his problem? Fury stopped talking to retrieve some files on the Avengers when Rogers spoke up.

"Agent Hill, would you care to take a seat?"

"No, i'm fine thank you, Captain Rogers."

Man, I wanted that seat so badly, but I couldn't just go and take it.

"Please, I insist."

Okay, I can't say no now. A soldier from 1945 has just insisted that I take a seat.

I looked over at Fury for confirmation and he said "It's a free country."

Was it though? With Phase 2 around?

"Thank you, Sir."

He nodded in response and I sat down in a chair opposite Stark and Rogers. Rogers smiled at me and I smiled briefly back at him. My heart fluttered slightly so I turned my gaze back to Fury, trying to get my mind off the stupid super soldier.

It failed.

I found it very hard not to get distracted by the man out of time. Everybody is talking about how he is 90 years old, but he was frozen. He is the same age as me.

I glanced back at him for a second and saw him avert his eyes immediately to Fury, to appear as if he had been looking at him the whole time.

Why was he looking at me? He doesn't like me...does he? Stop overexaggerating Hill and tune into the conversation at hand.

"Stark, you will be working, with Doctor Banner, and Rogers you will be discussing strategy with Hill and the other agents on plans of attack."

I looked over at him and he nodded, with the slightest smile on his lips, unnoticeable by anyone further away from the distance between us. He can't be smiling about the situation so why is he doing it?

"End of meeting." Fury announced.

We all got up and Stark said to me "So where is the rage monster then?"

I rolled my eyes and said "Dr. Banner and your's laboratory is down the corridor, turn left and two doors on your right."

"Thank you Agent Chill." he said, saluting and going to join Banner. I rolled my eyes.

God, I hate that nickname. Just because I appear to be emotionless doesn't mean I actually am. Of course, I need to be emotionless. You can't be a deputy and appear to have a weakness.

On my way out, I was stopped by Rogers.

"Excuse me, ma'am. Are you okay? You seemed a bit unsteady in there?"

Should I salute him or...?

"I'm fine and thank you for offering me a seat."

"That's alright ma'am. I couldn't bear to see you in discomfort."

He couldn't bear it?

"Well there's nothing to worry about. I'm much better now."

"I shall see you in the meeting later ma'am. Is it in the debriefing room, in an hour?"

"Yes, Captain."

"Please call me Steve."

"Call me Maria..." I hesitated before finally adding "Steve." with the slightest smirk on my face.

I turned and walked away from him.

I felt my heart race at what felt like a hundred beats per minute and once I got round the corner of the corridor I had to lean against the wall for a moment to catch my breath.

I took in a deep breath, released it and then went to the debriefing room to prepare for our talk on strategy ideas.

After preparing the seats, ordering the staff to bring in refreshments and setting out all of the appropriate information, I realised that I still had fifteen minutes to spare.

I sat down on the head chair, where I would be conducting the meeting with Rogers and Agent Miles on either side of me, and thought about how Rogers even got here.

Being frozen in the ice for 70 years can't be without it's regrets. I read his file. There was a 'Peggy Carter' that I read that he was close to, but apart from that I don't think he's had anyone else.

I felt sorry for him, being in this time. I can't imagine it. Having your whole family taken away from you can't of been easy. I sighed and continued to stare at his chair, not realising that there was somebody already in the room.

When the person coughed, I quickly snapped my head away to look at the person in the room. It was Rogers.

"Yes Captain?"

"I just thought that I would come early to see if I can help. I'm not doing anything apart from breaking all of the punchbags in the gym."

I smiled. I knew that when Fury found him, there were already several destroyed across the gym.

"Well, there's no need. Everything has already been set up." I didn't really want him to leave, but it wasn't exactly appropriate.

"If you're not busy, perhaps you could tell me who everyone is and how they work?"

I nodded. I wasn't just going to let him go. That would be mean.

"Well there's Miles, who is going to sit here." I said as Cap took his seat next to me.

I felt quite shadowed against him, because he's a super soldier - a man who looks like he's taken super hero steroids from what I saw before the transformation.

"He is quite talkative, but has some good points on how to attack. Then there's King, who usually talks about the key details of plans and not the general ways in which to do them. And finally, Hannoway and Port, who don't really say much unless there is a big presence in the room such as Fury, but I bet your presence will make them talk like crazy."

"Why would I cause them to go mentally insane?"

I shook my head and laughed slightly. "No, it means that your authority will encourage them to talk more."

"But I don't have any authority. I'm the equivalent of any other agent." he said cluelessly. Was he not informed of the impact he made during his time at war?

"Cap, you inspired millions of people to rise up against the Nazis. You are a global hero." I said bringing up S.H.I.E.L.D files.

I brought up his file and went to pre-ice. Really? Pre-ice? That's what they're calling it?

"Look," I said showing him all the newspaper articles talking about his influence. "this is why everyone sees you in that way."

He read through most of the articles and then looked back up at me. Newspaper reports from after the war of how they praised him.

"Thanks. I had no idea why everyone is treating me like this."

He kept staring at me and it wasn't until then that I realised that our faces were a couple of centimetres apart.

I felt my heart-rate increase and I couldn't seem to look away from his eyes.

I heard a door open and jumped away immediately and then swiped the evidence that we were looking at his files off the screen.

The agents entered the room and took their seats. Once everyone was comfortable, I announced "Now, let's begin."

To be honest, I would have done anything to take my mind off the Captain right now, but nothing seemed to work considering he was sitting next to me.

Hope you liked it! I will be continuing this story by the way, so keep reading. It is linked in with the Clintasha story quite a bit, so make sure that you read that one as well :) x Please review!