Girls from Hogwarts come out with the truth
Hermione: the reason to live, part I
August 28th
Well it all started quite a long time ago. Some time after I got my letter, i used to be very close friends with my neighbor Kitty. Kitty was my best friend since... Well since kindergarten! She was the 1st one to know (after my parents) about my letter for Hogwarts. She understood perfectly why it was so important form me to leave and to become what I was born for... A Witch. She understood, but didn't accept it.
almost a year after, June 19th
Some people might ask themselves why haven't i continue my relationship with Kitty. Well 1st of all, her reaction to the all new world I become a part of was not very good. Even after hours of talking to her and explaining her how I will always be her Hermione, she still wouldn't accept the fact that I was a witch, again, something that she will never reach.
So, when I left my home on that September 1st, a few years ago, Kitty didn t want to leave her room and say goodbye. That was the moment that she crushed everything that was built between us in those 6 years.And don't think that her action changed me and that is why I become a geek. No! Her role in my life was not that important. Not at all... At least that was I thought about it until I came back home in June this year. I finished 4th year, and found out that she disappeared. Just like that. I spoke to her mother last summer. Clearly , Kitty wasn't the same girl, that I was playing with in the back yard. she was still very good student, not a straight A student, but her grades were quite well. According to her mom, Kitty fell in love with a boy from Liverpool. Her mother, Mrs Webber never met that boy, but she spoke very rude of him.
I can't say that I was worried about Kitty. She was the last thing on my mind. After what has happened at the end of this school year, it would be very unwise to worry about my irresponsible ex-friend.
June 20th
Two days after I came back home, my teacher, prof. McGonagall came to out house. I was very surprised by her visit. She only stayed breathy,I was frightened that she would tell my parents about the things that happened in Hogwarts and that maybe the school will be locked up until Voldemort is active. But, thank God, that was not the reason. McGonagall wanted to talk to me about my summer plans. I was quite shocked, but she informed me that a young wizard like me, is not needed in the muggle world. She explained to me that The Order of the Phoenix will be needing me this summer. I agreed to come with her.
She only said that I should be ready on the July 15th to go, and that the members of the Order will pick me up. She promised that prof Lupin will be with them as well.
Later that night I received an owl with massage from Ron. He was quite nervous about Harry. Who wasn'! It was only a matter of time when will he snap. I was only hoping that he would get throw this summer and join us in the seat of the Order of the Phoenix. To tell you the truth, I never understood why was so important for Harry to spend most of his summer holidays at Dursley's. Ron' family would love to have him for the all summer holidays. But, when I asked Prof McGonagall about it she told me that Dumbledore said so and that was pretty much all.
All my books were still packed, together with my capes. Muggle's washing machine simply cannot wash them. Mrs Weasly promised to wash them, I' ll just need to send them with Errol. That will not be necessary. I seems like i will be spending most of my holidays with Weasly's. I jut don't know where. Not in the Burrow. But Prof.McGonagall didn't want to tell me a word more about the Order. Even Ron didn't know, or he was told not to tell me. After all, some things should not be written on paper. Letters can be intercepted.
I am off to bed now, his is Hermione Granger and she, soon 5th grade student of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, curse everybody that reads this diary, without permission.
