Darkness! deep, darkness, like a complete void empty of life, that was what it was like here. floating around, but not seeming to go anywhere, loneliness, no one else was there just black... forever black, nothing but black and me. no where to go nothing to see completely empty...whats that? a little light far away. i floated towards it, but never seemed to get closer if only i could get there mabey i would find someone waiting, someone i love. someone who loves me. no more lonlieness, no more black, just to touch that light, such perfect pure light cant give up. the light is just a little ways away if only... finally im closer... but still out of reach. from this distance i can see my best friend holding his wife as if he didnt want to ever let go. with a desperation i struggle to the window. almost there. but now i feel as if im burning, i hope i get there soon. i dont know how much of this i can take. all the guilt, all the pain, multiplied by those i've given pain. it was worse than azkaban, worse than anything ive ever felt before. but finally the pain stops & im outside the window. james and lily are there to greet me... all the pain & suffering i felt was worth it to finally get here. with a hug from each i knew i could never leave, i was home, i was at peace, and best of all i wasnt alone.
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