I Shouldn't Feel This Way But… I Do.


Chapter 1

*In this fanfiction Clare and Eli were never romantically together just purely best friends, Fiona is _NOT_ a lesbian and is in a happy relationship with Eli*


ELI'S POV

I walk down the halls with my fingers intertwined with Fiona's. We arrive at Mrs. Dawes English class, my first period class.

I gave her a small peck on the cheek. "Goodbye Fiona I will see you after class."

I notice her smile and I release her hand. I walk into class and sit behind the radiant Ms. Clare Edwards.

I know I shouldn't feel this way but, Clare's beauty makes me just plain… nervous.

CLARE'S POV

I watch that beautiful boy sit in front of me.

I can't help myself but I must gaze up at him as he sits.

I have the stupidest of smiles on my face but I can't help it. This boy just makes me smile whenever he is close.

I know that he does have a girlfriend but, who wouldn't be falling for him.

"Hey Eli."

"Oh, hey Clare."

I wonder if he feels anything towards me, other than just being my friend...I hope he does, maybe even one day we can be more than friends if he does.

Mrs. Dawes walks in and starts her lesson.

I start to wander off, mentally of course, I go into this wonderful daydream of what it would be like if Eli were mine and I were his... No, I can't feel this way.

I have a boyfriend, Jake. Eli has a girlfriend, Fiona, who he is happy with... I think.

...But, what if he isn't?

Eli then turns around towards me, "Want to be my partner?"

I am completely and totally confused at this point.

"Partner, for what exactly?"

Eli smirks, "Not paying attention in class Ms Edwards?"

Oh that smirk of his it's too perfect, just like his hair and his eyes and everything else... Clare stop it!

"I guess not."

"We have to try to think of ideas for this year's play."

"In that case then it would be great to have you as a partner, you being the amazing play-write you are."

Eli smiles, "I'm not that amazing but thanks. After school my house, my parents won't be home?"

"Urm sure." His house, just wonderful… as if I wasn't tempted enough to just jump on top of him and kiss him over and over again, we will be at his house… alone.


*I feel this chapter was kinda short... Please Review :)*I hope you enjoyed my first fanfiction*