Sitting in class, my thoughts drifted to Blue Bloods, more specifically to Joe Reagan and his death. And as I am a great fan of rhymes, this happened. Please remember, that English is a foreign language to me, however I shall learn from my mistakes, so feel free to point them out.

Last surrender

When you're lying on the floor,

everything is blurry, no vision, no sound, just a painful ringing,

your thoughts float away and bring you back to the beginning,

Do you remember?

The first time you walked through the door,

The day of your first surrender?

Your hands were shaking, your palms were sweaty,

you felt them all watching,

knew, they were judging,

and you were asking yourself, if you were really ready.

You felt the pressure, you felt every stare,

you heard your heartbeat, everywhere,

It could have been so easy, to simply run away,

but somehow, there was no going back anymore,

‚another boot in a suit', you've heard it so often before,

and deep down inside, you knew, you would stay.

Simply surrender.

Do you remember?

How you wondered, where your path would lead,

what the future holds, what you may need.

How you pictured - in an imaginary creation,

yourself in a dangerous situation.

What will you do? Where will you go?

How will you survive

This sick gamble with your life?

How will it end, you just don't know!

And when the times comes, when you finally fall,

Will you realize anything at all?

That you are lying on the floor,

simply fading away,

another boot in a suit,

trying hard, but he just can't stay.

Will you remember?

The life you had before?

Till the day of your last surrender?