Hey Guys! This is my first iCarly fanfic and I'm actually really excited about it. Hope you like it!

Disclaimer: I do no own iCarly.

She stares blankly around the room, boredom filling every fiber of her being. Why is she here again? Oh yeah. Spencer says a therapist would help her. But nothing could help. Nothing would stop the hurt.

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Freddie kisses her passionately on the lips. But even the kiss-the best kiss she's ever experienced-won't stop the pain from coming right back when his chapped lips pull away from hers.

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She walks down the hallways of RidgeWay High School, doing her best to ignore the comments, and remarks that she knows are about her. She feels as though every imperfection she has is written all over, flaunting the fact, that, yes, Carly Shay has flaws too.

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She just doesn't want people to find out.

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Life slowly takes a step downhill, and she is left feeling a sense of emptiness. She knew it was creeping up on her, but didn't know it would hit that hard.

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She spends most of her time crying, until one day, it hits her. She realizes that maybe, just maybe, her therapist was helping her-not that she would admit it. She needed him back.

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So she does it. She walks up to Spencer- whom she had not spoken to in quite some time-and the moment she stops him, he understands what she's going to say. He just wants her to say it. Out loud. And she does. In a whisper. "I need help."

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