I do not own them (even when it would be really, really, really nice to have own Chuck Bass in my bed)

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Blair Waldorf had it all planned when it came to loosing her virginity. It was supposed to be romantic, perfect, unforgettable and of course, the most important, with Nate. The picture was so clear in her brains: a bedroom, candles, some violin music, silk sheets, soft kisses, love, passion, warmth, gentle hands undressing her slowly… All after the perfect date in the perfect restaurant with the perfect food and with the perfect boyfriend.

She used to think how it would happen in bed, late at night. She used to imagine how Nate would look when his amazingly blue eyes would look straight to her soul. She had expectations and high hopes. She was well prepared and she wanted it to be so. She had seen how they did it in movies and wanted that her first time would be like those scenes. To some one that would've sounded impossible and naive but not to her. She was Blair Waldorf and he was Nathaniel Archibald and they would live happily ever after.

Well that was before she found out few not so picture perfect things and that everything didn't always go as she planned. The return of Serena Van Der Woodsen was the beginning of the end for her dreams. Suddenly Nate had wandering eyes and Serena stole the attention when she finally was ready to give herself to him. She broke her heart, repaired it, pretended, forgave and all was perfect again.

Well that was before the disaster called the masked ball where Nate finally crossed the line and whispered sweet things to little Jennys ear thinking that she was Serena. Before all the sweet promises he made turned to dust once again. The perfect boyfriend was nothing like he used to be anymore and even the ridiculously luxurious Vanderbilt ring couldn't repair the damage he had done. And the most important…

That was before Chuck Bass showed her that it can be special for all the right reasons even at the back of the limo.