Will you forgive me?

This has to end. This is not okay. We're not okay. You don't see me anymore, you don't care anymore.

Why can't you say it to me? Why do you hide it, yet you don't hide it?

I think that's it. I'll go, 'cos deep inside I know that it's over, you just really don't care.

My heart bleeds when I walk to you, watch you silently from behind. You don't notice me, but it's okay, I know that already. I walk in front of you.

I look at your familiar face, familiar pink hair, blue eyes and the pain grows stronger.

You can't see and I know you don't hear me when I say; "Please forgive me but I won't be home again…"

I turn around, you still don't see, don't hear me.

It's okay, I close the door behind.

I'm sure you'll find the letter – well, maybe someday.

It's still okay. I walk along the streets, there are happy people all over the town.

I look back, but I can't see the house we lived together, slept together, laughed together. You were the only one who could make me smile.

I reach the bridge, water is black. It's autumn, everythig I see is gray, there are no leaves on the trees, houses are made of gray stone, and the only thing that could make me feel better is you and your warm embrace.

But really, it's okay. I'm okay. The water can't be that cold. I stand on the bridge, staring at the black water.

It's getting late, light are being turned on in small windows, rain starts to fall. There is no one except me and the shadows.

I climb to the edge of the brigde. I don't have coat, not a scarf. I didn't know it'd be this cold.

I look back one last time, whisper to myself that it really was okay, and felt tears on my cheeks.

Then I jumped.

And the water wasn't cold at all.

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An angsty fic for a change ;) And short, too.

Maybe because I feel kinda angsty these days… Sigh… There might be tons of typing errors, so please forgive me. I write so fast and can't possibly read all I write in the same time. And then there are the ones I haven't noticed…

Inspiration came from Evanescence's Missing. It's such a sad song and it makes me want to cry…

Well, of course, please review