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Christmas Eve. Afternoon.

And you are baking cookies with Wanda's help while Vision keeps you company. Nat, prohibited to be near the kitchen, due to some previous problems about setting things on fire, is currently at the training room with Steve.

"These look delicious, [Y/n]!" Wanda cries, her eyes following the tray you just placed on top of the table.

"Before attacking, wait for them to cool off a bit," you chuckle and turn to spread the icing on the chocolate cake.

"Don't care," she notes and takes a big bite. Her eyes bulge out of its places almost instantly, but she gives you a thumbs up nevertheless.

"Wow," you hear Steve say, eyeing the endless trays of food displayed around the kitchen. "Hey," you and Wanda greet him.

"Are you guys throwing a party?" he inquires, entering the kitchen with Nat right after him.

"Nop, just baking to get in the Christmas mood," you beam.

Steve looks around, "Right," he drags the word, "I thought it was already very festive in here."

You throw a cookie at the super soldier, who catches the flying food before it hits his face.

You and Wanda were the most excited about Christmas, followed closely by Tony and Thor. Tony was excited to show off, and wasn't being an asshole, for everyone's sake. Thor had never seen anything like it, so he was curious and thrilled.

So Tony bought infinite boxes of decorations for the upcoming holiday and you and Wanda took the job of ordering everyone around to decorate the Tower. Now, golden and red decorations were displayed in every – every – room, including an enormous tree with a bunch of wrapped presents resting under it.

"Captain Rogers, will spend the night with us?" Vision asks.

"No, Vision. It's still kinda hard for Bucky to adapt and I think it's best if we spend the night at the apartment, as we'd have back in the 40s. We'll come here in the morning," Steve explains.

Even though Bucky told you he and Steve wouldn't be at the Tower tonight, hear Steve saying it reminded you of your sadness. They shared an apartment in Brooklyn, which you had visited countless times, since Bucky came back from Wakanda one year ago.

"But that smell is making me want to stay, I gotta admit."

You perk up at that and turn to the Captain. "Eat it."

Steve takes a bite from the cookie he has in hands. His eyes flutter close as the chocolate melts in his mouth. "God, this is good."

"Then stay," you offer. "Go take a shower and I'll go get Bucky. I'll bring him some cookies to convince him," you propose, trying not to sound so desperate.

Steve pounders for a few seconds, his hand stroking his chin in deep thought as his eyebrows furrow. "If you convince him to come willingly, I'll stay," Steve decides.

"On my way."

And you waste no time in dressing into some warmer clothes and flying to your car.


Christmas Eve. Though it is late afternoon, it feels like night. Winter made the nights longer and the landscape was absolutely gorgeous, everything painted in softly in white with the dark sky as a contrast.

And the engine of your car decided to stop working. In the middle of the street.

At least you only had to walk a block to get to Bucky's apartment. Completely worth it.

You blow on your cold hands once. Then twice.

You try to contain the nervousness that's creeping up on you as you think of what to say to Bucky. After all, he isn't expecting you. He has no idea you're coming to get him and convince him to spend the night with Steve, Nat, Wanda and you.

A soft knock on the window catches your attention.

The man outside looks at you intently with his blue eyes, one eyebrow raised, his dark brown hair covering part of his handsome face. He wears a wool coat and boots. Tiny

droplets of snow stick to his hair and clothes.

"Who are you waiting for?" Bucky asks, air escaping his mouth due to the cold.

You motion for him to step away from the car so you can open the door. Being the gentleman he is, Bucky opens the door for you and waits for you to get out before closing it.

"You," a soft smile forms in your lips. He blushes and looks down.

"Let's get inside then. It's cold here," Bucky says and tugs your hand gently toward his building.

"Says the Winter Soldier, ladies and gentleman," you motion to the empty streets, pretending there's a crowed there, and bow exaggeratedly.

He laughs and tugs you again.

A comfortable silence overtakes the environment as you are on the elevator, his hand still loosely tangled into yours, his thumb tracing patters slowly on the back of your hand.

Your free hands try to get rid of the snow that got stuck to yourselves.

You reach his floor and he unlocks the door, holding it open for you.

"Wanna some tea?"

You nod and follow him to the kitchen.

He motions for you to seat on the table as he fills a pan with water and sets it on the stove.

"Bucky, why were you out there?" you ask.

"Enjoining the weather," he reveals. "You know I like to walk around the city, thinking."

"I know," you squeeze his hand lightly.

"I don't mean to be rude, but why aren't you at the Tower?" he asks.

You smile wickedly at him, earning a concerned look from Bucky.

"I'm always afraid when you smile like that." And that is something coming from the Winter Soldier.

You laugh and he cherishes the sound that escape your mouth, the edges of his own lips turn slightly up.

"It's not all bad, I promise," you seat up and lean your elbows on the table. "As Wanda and I had some spare time, we cooked a lot. And now the Tower is full of festive food. I am

here to take you to Tower, to spend Christmas with friends. Will you?" You clasp your hands together in front of your face and squeeze your eyes shut. "I got bribery!" you search your purse for the bag of cookies and offer it to him, just like you told Steve you would.

He chuckles lightly and its sound it one of the best you've ever heard.

"Sure."

He fishes a cookie and his reaction is almost the same as Steve's. Almost because, unbeknownst to you, he falls more in love with you.

You gag. "Really?"

"Really."

The TV gets your attention then. "And now, with news for the weather: it is highly recommended to stay at indoors. The blizzard just got stronger and there are no previsions for it to weaken. Repeat: stay indoors. Stay indoors."

Bucky turns to you, a ghost of a grin on his pink lips. "Don't think we're goin' anywhere tonight, doll."

"Apparently."

Not that you're complaining.


"Bucky?" Steve calls on the phone a few hours later. "Will you try to come?"

"I think we're stuck here until the blizzard fades," Bucky answers, "In the morning, it'll probably be gone and we'll be able to meet you guys," he looks at you, sipping at your tea.

He finds it cute the way you curl all of your fingers around the cup to tip it to your lips.

"Okay, see you in the morning, I guess," Steve acknowledges.

"Merry Christmas, Stevie."

"Merry Christmas, Buck."

They hang up and Bucky seats on the chair in front of you again, leaning his metal arm on the table and his piercing eyes focused on you. His hand twitches to touch yours, which are resting on the table as well, but he refrains his wanting.

"Since we're here for the night…"

You raise your eyebrows at him.

"No! Wait, I didn't mean that. I was just wondering what you wanted to do, like watch a movie or just sleep or anything," he averts his eyes to the table and unconsciously scratches the back of his neck.

"A movie sounds good," you smile softly at him.

Bucky raises his unique eyes, sending you a shy grin.

So you sit on the couch as he picks a cliché Christmas movie and popcorn pops in the kitchen. He plops down right next to you, hands you a cup with [f/d] and places a bowl of popcorn between the two of you. Once the movie starts, you recognize it as one of your favorites.

"I love this movie," you whisper.

Bucky turns to you, surprised. "Really? It's one of my favorites."

Halfway through the movie, you shiver. "Are you cold?" Bucky asks, trying to contain the worry, gut-wrenching feeling in his guts. Its profoundness even surprises himself.

"A bit, yes," you say, running your hands up and down your arms, trying to provide some warmth.

"C'mere," Bucky scoots over to you and pulls you closer to him, into his broad chest and engulfs your small frame in his muscular arms.

You're almost instantly filled with his body heat, and lean into him. Your sweet smell fills his senses and he finds himself pulling you closer to him.

"Thank you," you mumble into his sweater.

"Anytime, doll."

That's how you spend your Christmas Eve night: wrapped in the arms of the man you secretly love, a movie you love plus some colorful Christmas lightning displayed around the apartment providing the only light in the dark room, a storm ragging outside.

You are almost dozing off when you hear Bucky murmur, "I'm gonna say this and hope you forget it in the morning: I love you."

But you're too far gone to respond.


The next morning, you wake up in a comfortable surface. With your eyes still closed, Bucky's manly smell fills your nostrils and you feel a bit dizzy by its amazingness. A small smile spreads across your face.

Your eyes shot open. Where are you? A quick scan allows you to realize you in Bucky's bedroom.

Comfortable bed with white sheets and a dark blue duvet. You look confused around the room, trying to remember what happened last night and your eyes lay on the window.

Snow falls gently outside as you remember the blizzard, the movie, the cuddling with Bucky and his… confession.

Was it real or a dream?

You seat up and swing your legs to the edge of the bed, shivering with the sudden lack of heat provided by the blankets. You wrap the duvet around your figure and open the door.

"Good morning," Bucky greets you. His long brown hair is tousled, he changed his clothes to a long sleeved shirt, said sleeves rolled up to his elbows, and loose sweats provide the image of comfort and relaxation from Bucky Barnes. And you just love it.

You could easily wake up to see that same image every day.

"Good morning."

He's brewing some coffee in the kitchen, which has a window to the living room. He offers you a cup when he reaches you and sits on the couch. You sit on the armchair perpendicular to him and you notice the pillow and grey duvet on the couch.

"You didn't have to sleep on the couch, you know. This is your house," you say and take a sip from the coffee. It's exactly how you like it.

"Then we'd both sleep on my bed, which I find a total lack of respect towards you," he points out and you feel your cheeks burn, "Or you'd sleep on the couch, which I would never let you do."

You squeeze his metal hand gently and ignore when he tenses up, knowing he's afraid of hurting you. "Thank you."

He only nods.

You let go of his hand, lingering your fingers to his one moment more than necessary.

"When you're ready, we'll go to the Tower. Steve already called asking for us, "Bucky reports, "Apparently he's excited to open his presents," he chuckles.

"I got him something he ought to appreciate," you smirk, thinking of the horrendous sweater with Captain America design you bought.

Bucky visibly tenses. "I'm sure he will," he manages to say.

A few seconds go by with silence.

"Last night," you start, looking at him. His gaze was already on you. "I think you said something before I fell asleep, but I can't seem to remember. Do you remember what it was? I

may be imagining things though."

He sits up and clears his throat.

His eyes scan you, the messy [h/c] hair, the lack of make-up, the sleep that still hasn't left your eyes, the relaxed features, his duvet around you… He cherishes the image. He

wouldn't mind waking up to see you like this every day.

And that is what gives him the strength to tell you the truth.

But then he remembers how much he loves the feeling of having you close. He is your friend and you spend so much time together, trusting each other, enjoining each other's company… And he doesn't want to risk it by turning the comfortable moments into awkward ones.

"I wished you goodnight before you fell asleep, that's all," he looks at the ground again.

"Oh."

You're surprised. And embarrassed.

After all, why would he say he loved you?

Of course he would bid you goodnight, as the great friend he is, as your sleep-confused mind listened whatever it wanted.

You can't avoid looking disappointed and he notices that, but you speak before he can open his mouth.

"We should go. Steve will probably start handing the presents without us if we don't hurry."

He nods and moves to change before following you to the car.


"Thank you, [Y/n]," Steve smiles, shaking his head, as he unwraps the sweater.

You smirk at him. "Anytime, Cap."

You enjoy all the presents you receive from Nat, Wanda, Vis and Steve. Wanda loves the necklace you got her, Nat smiles at the new combat pocket-knife and Vision seems to find the cooking book quite interesting.

You leave Bucky as last.

"Here," you hand him his gift, the colorful wrapping paper contrasting strongly with his dark clothes. He takes it from you gently, quite surprised you had gotten him anything.

"Thanks."

When he opens the present, all the endless hours you spent searching for your gift become worth it. His eyes shine as he reads the titles of the astronomy books, rare titles one couldn't find anywhere. Except you did. For Bucky.

"[Y/n], this is… Thank you."

His voice is caught up due to emotion, realization that you care so deeply for him. Bucky knows you're his friend, but he never thought you cared so much. As much as he does.

He hands you your present, also leaving you as last.

The books you had been trying to find, the original, old versions with the author's signatures on the cover, lay at your hands. Shaking hands from emotion.

You searched for years and couldn't find them once you did find them. But Bucky had spent so much time and money and dedication on this present that you find yourself tearing up.

"Bucky," you choke out, "Thank you so much. Those are amazing."

He knew which ones you wanted and he got all of them. Your fingertips trace the covers of the books, their titles and the signature before opening the one at the top of the pile and inhaling its scent; old and rusty.

Perfect.

"We ran out of food here," Wanda complains, tapping the bottom of the bowl that once had cookies.

"I'll get more," you and Bucky say at the same time, standing up.

He smiles at you and both of you walk out of the room.

Before you can actually step out of it, Nat calls, making you and Bucky stop on your tracks.

"Hey!"

"Don't you guys wanna look up?" Steve asks, pointing to something above your head. You and Bucky do as told and find something hanging from the railing of the floor above.

Mistletoe.

In a moment of pure boldness, your gaze locks with Bucky's and you stand on your tiptoe to crash your lips with his smooth ones.

But the kiss doesn't last long.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that," you apologize, your eyes wide as you take a step back.

"You're right, doll" his voice is hoarse. You feel a wrenching feeling on your gut and you look down.

His fingers touch your chin, making you look at him. His blue eyes meet your [e/c] eyes, the intensity of the emotions that pour from his orbs almost takes your breath away.

"I should."

And then he encircles your waist with his metal arm and cradles your face with his flesh hand, pulling you gently toward him in order to fit his soft lips to yours.

"Finally," Steve, Wanda and Nat breathe out at the same time, collapsing on the couch side by side.