Hey Namida here. This is a fic written in the format of a letter. I thought why not. Any way. Hope you like it.

Zoro: Where you just going to leave it like that, dude what the hell.

Namida: meh cba to be honest.

Chopper: bu-but you always do this!

Namida: Look we're doing it now so shuuuushhhhhh.

Chopper Good point :D. Namida does not own anything at all. In fact she lives in a box!

I'll never know how you do it. I'll never understand it. You truly are I'm writing this letter to you to… let you know how truly sorry I'm for what I'm about to tell you.

Last month while we were docked in the Harbour of Misterole Island I did the unspeakable and cheated on you. Again. I know it's terrible and truly if I could take it back I really would. More than anything. I really didn't do it to hurt you I never would. Not in a million years. You don't deserve to be treated like this. You really don't. I'm very sorry that I did this to you. I don't mean to do this. It just happens. I know this isn't the best explanation. You are truly the best woman in the world. I never could of dreamt of how someone as amazing and beautiful as you. You make think that term saying all of these truths to help win you back but that is not true. I'm doing it to try and make you realise that in no way is it your fault. I have not been completely honest with you in the past when you have asked me about the mistakes. For the most part they are true. I have been lying about myself. Let me explain.

All four times to have cheated on you have been with men. Honestly. In my stories I just change this one feature. I have been hiding my true self from you, the crew and myself. Just brushed it off .I did not want to believe I was gay. It may sound as if l never loved you. I truly thought l did. I'm so sorry that I have done this to you but at least you now know the truth. I hope you can forgive but I understand if you don't.

I know it was cowardly to write this all in a letter and if it was just the case of telling you I cheated then I would have told you straight to your face. I can do that. It's not easy but I can do it. However the second part of my confession terrified me and I couldn't bring myself to say it aloud but I can no longer hide it from anyone. So tell the crew please because I don't think I can. I have no clue how they are going to react. At all. Please, please tell everyone. I am a coward I know. I can fight anyone and not even flinch in fear but this part of myself terrifies me.

I am truly sorry Nami.

Love Sanji.

Wow that was … meh.

Chopper: Do you really live in a box.

Namida: No Chopper.

Chopper: Good! :).