(A/N- Hello there. You have reached another ammature story by yasmincheesecullen. This is a songfic based on Paloma Faith's Picking up the Pieces. In order for it to fit I had to change the pro-nouns. Sorry if any are missing, I'm tired!)
DISCLAIMER- I'm not Paloma Faith, or Stephenie Meyer, thusly none of this is mine...sorry for your dissapointment!)
Jacob's POV.
Bella and I were in the garage like always, and she had something on her mind. Most likely she was thinking of him!
Do you think of him
When you're with me
Repeat the memories you made together Who's face do you see?
I could be a good boyfriend for her. Protect her, love her and cherish her...but no. She still thinks of Cullen. What's wrong with me?
Do you wish I was a bit more like him? Am I too loud?,
I play the clown,
To cover up all these doubts.
Perfect heart, he's flawless
He's the other man
Shining in his splendour,
You were lost,
Bella needs to realise that he's never coming back. Charlie told my dad that she still wakes up screaming for him. It's been five months for crying out loud! Talk about a bad break up!
Now he's gone
And I'm picking up the pieces,
I watch you cry,
But you don't see That I'm the one by your side.
Cause he's gone,
In his shadow is it me you see?
Cause all that's left is you and I
And I'm picking up the pieces
He left behind
Bella, so smart, so beautiful...she has to realise that I'm the one for her!
I found a photograph behind the TV
You look so happy, are you missing the way it used be?
And I have changed this room around more often lately
It's clear that me and these four walls
Still know it's his and yours
Perfect heart, he's flawless
He's the other man,
Shining in his splendour,
You were lost
Sometimes I'd say something or show her something and she'd go quiet and turn away. Obviously it brings memories of him into her mind.
Now he's gone,
And I'm picking up the pieces
I watch you cry
But you don't see
That I'm the one by your side,
Cause he's gone,
In his shadow is it me you see?
Cause all that's left is you and I
And I'm picking up the pieces
He left behind
Can I trick her into loving me? Do I have to face the fact she'll never love me, just as she has to face the fact he'll never love her.
Are we liars in denial?
Are we smoke without the fire?
Tell me please, is this worth it
I deserve it
Bella and I are stuck in the friend zone...if she wants to spend her whole life chasing after someone who's never coming back, that's fine by me...but I love her! He's damaged her heart and she'll never be whole again!
Cause he's gone
And I'm picking up the pieces
I watch you cry
But you don't see that I'm the one by your side
Cause he's gone,
In his shadow is it me you see?
Cause all that's left is you and I
And I'm picking up the pieces
He left behind.
