Hello! This is my first TMNT fanfiction! Please review!

"This is all your fault!" Raphael shouted at his older brother. Leonardo turned his head to Raph with a face saying, 'are you serious?'

"My fault?" He asked not expecting an answer from the hot headed turtle.

"Yeah it is!" Raph pointed at Leo, "If you hadn't of gotten in my way I would have stopped those Krang from getting away!" He then placed his fists by his side.

"If I hadn't of gotten in the way Mikey and Donnie would have been dead!" Leo shot back, "Why is it when one of us is in a life threatening situation you ALWAYS seem to be the cause of it!?" The blue turtle seemed to shadow over Raph who took a step back from the harsh words, "Would you even care if one or all of us died!?"

Raphael was speechless, "I… it's…" He let out an angry yell before running out of the sewers shouting, "Damn it!"

Leo panted from the yelling that seemed to go on for hours, "Leo," Donnie caught his attention, "Don't you think that was a little too rough?" Leo thought back to his words making him feel guilty. He knew his brother cared, he was just angry.

"Ok," Leonardo responded guilt in his voice, "I'll go get him," Donnie nodded as he watched his leader leave.

Raph kept running feeling the cold breeze of the city night's air ignoring his tiredness from jumping from roof to roof. Soon he stopped panting, he looked up to the view of the New York, it was bright and beautiful, but other things were clouding his mind.

"Why is it when someone is in a life threatening situation you ALLWAYS seem the cause of it!?" A voice echoed in the red turtle's thoughts. It felt like his life was going downhill, It was just his temper, he couldn't control it! "Do you even care!?" Raph cringed at the memory.

Every day he has to put up with his brothers, mostly Leo about his mistakes and issues. It just makes him feel useless and unneeded, like he was just some object that ruins everything. Soon he felt his mask get soaked, he placed a finger over the wetness, tears? He untied his mask and clutched it in his hand as the other rubbed his eyes.

They kept coming, sliding down his cheeks as a shaky gasp escaped his mouth, and Raphael bit his lip supressing a sob, he was strong he wasn't meant to cry! This made the red turtle angry, he threw his fist that held his mask to the ground causing it to slightly bleed accidently letting out a cry. He felt his legs become heavy, he had no choice but to fall on his knees. Raph watched as his tears fell to the roof top like crystals from the moon light.

It hurt so much both his throat and his heart, the tears just kept coming they wouldn't stop they came one after another. He covered his mouth trying to muffle the sobs and whimpers, he was so weak! These tears… Why won't they stop!?

Poor Raphael, I wonder if any of you think he's out of character, please alarm me if you do. ANYWAY please review, If there are enough reviews I'll make more chapters! :D