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I'm not her

Chapter one: tickles

He walked alone down the cold stairs that lead to his life. He had thrown his life into dino research in hopes that the painful memories of forgotten loves. However they were buried deeper then even tommy could admit.

That's why he could allow her to stay with him, because she deserved better then him. He alone was nothing more then a fallen hero, a shadow of a man. He wanted to be forgotten; it valid the pain.

But she didn't give up not until he forced her out of his life. But that chapter was over they were all gone. He looked around the lair hoping to see her strumming the guitar while she watched conner bounce a ball to ethan who dodged it with his laptop then trent complaining about his art work.

But tommy knew they were destining for greatness and he couldn't stand in the way. He once was a loner, he was again. As he fought tears of despair and abandoned he didn't hear her coming in to the house.

Kira turned the key in the door hoping to find him waiting for her. But she was greeted with darkness she walked in to the house. Finding parts of his suit, she shook her head thinking, Tommy never took care of himself.

As she collected the other garments she remembered when they first met. She laughed he never looked like a doctor, she remember he tried to save her. He sent them home after the first battle but kira couldn't just go home.

The others got to go home to people who were concern for them. That the attack was to close of call at school; but her step mother was off in paris shopping for something, her father was on business. This was code for one of his many affairs. She missed her mother more that night then she ever had. She just wanted someone's arms to hold her and tell her that she was okay.

She went home, took a bath hoping the feelings of being scared would leave but she could shake them. That's when she go into her car and drove to Tommy's she knocked twice. He answered not looking surprised at all and welcomed her into his arms. Arms which she cried into, that night they formed a great bond.

A bond kira would be damn to allow broken. She placed the clothes on the couch and noticed the door to the lair was open. She frowned and asked herself "why on earth Tommy would be as stupid as to enter the ruins alone."

Her dress swayed as she enters the lair, Tommy's back was to her. She hated watching him look so destroyed. His world was in this research she knew that.

"Tommy"

He jumped at the voice but didn't turn to look at her. He just kept on with his work.

"You should be at prom having fun with the guys." Tommy said still not looking at her.

Kira rolled her eyes

"And you shouldn't? You should be there trying to stop them from spiking the punch." Kira still hoped Tommy would look at her.

"I had to get out of there I'm not ready for loud crowds." Tommy shrugged his shoulders and picked up another item to save.

"I know I remember Tommy I"… but Kira was cut off by Tommy. "

"Kira I think its best if we just say our goodbyes and leave." Tommy now looked at Kira but what she saw was pain and hurt in his eyes. She never had seen any one look so broken.

"Is that what you want Tommy for me to leave and never come back?" She asked with a trembling voice.

"Just say the word Tommy tell me to leave, tell me you don't love me anymore." Rushed out of her mouth be fore she had the chance to think about what was being said.

Tommy pushed passed her, "Kira I made a mistake I'm sorry but no I don't love you."

Tommy then turned back to his work tears formed in his eyes and he bit his lip to keep from crying.

Kira felt her world was falling apart she need Tommy more then ever now. And he just casted her away like everyone else did, she had hoped that Tommy would see that they were one in the same. Just cast off the world didn't want.

She drew strength she didn't know she possessed. Fine have it your way you self-destructive, bastard. You cry because people you love have walked all over you but you allow then to. What do I have to do? I AM NOT HER, I AM NOT KIMBERLY.

"Kira I"… Tommy was then cut off by Kira again.

"No Tommy you said enough I get it I'm just some screw-up that landed in your bed. Did I take the edge of missing kim off or what?" Kira couldn't believe she had asked that question that she pushed that button. She always wondered if she was a replacement but the question was never asked until now and she could see that this was a low blow.

Tommy stood there shocked, he never thought Kira would ask that question she knew that his past was something in which he was running from but to have her ask this was too painful and he closed up.

"Remember this Tommy as you dream of her at night and who ever else that fills your bed. No one and I mean no one would love you like me. All you had to do is asked me to stay, or do you even know me at all?" With that Kira throw back her communicator; Kira ran out of the lair, the house and soon out of his life.

Tommy watched as she left, the words shared stunt in the back of his mind. She was right he did allow the people to hurt him. He still couldn't believe she actually left him. He went to bend over and collect her communicator when a slight tickle in his arm he didn't think much until the tickle became a piecing pain in his arm. He soon noticed that his heart beat steed up and was unconscious soon after.


Bare with me please i am trying to rewrite the story showly so you might have to reread some chapters i just dont like it that much. Oh well please read and review any feed back is better then none. thanks Manders