Titel: Kawaii desu!

Author: Sui Kokoro

Fandom: Yu-gi-oh!

Spoilers: No
Warnings:Yes, yaoi. Boy on boy doing it.. so if you don't like gay porn, stop reading then!

Publisher's Notes: Man friend did this. But she can't publish it. So I'm doing it for her. And I will replay all your review's and show them for her as well! So read and review!
Disclaimer: She and I don't own Yu-gi-oh! But Sui-chan wants to own Bakii..

"Kawaii desu!"

I had a dream last night. A dream about Bakura-kun.

In it, I was watching him shower.

He ran his hands over his body, washing himself.

The water was (I think!) a bit cold, so Bakura-kuns nipples had become stiff and hard.

I wanted to touch them.

That white foam coming from the soap made large bubbles, so that I couldn't see when he began to wash his more private parts.

But suddenly the foam began to disappear.

It was then that I woke up. Hearing the alarm clocks angry screams, I gritted my teeth, knowing exactly what it was that were growing in my boxers.

Hitting the clock with my fist, I made the angry screams stop.

8 o'clock sharp. Time to get out of bed, masturbate a little, wash my hands, eat my breakfast and then go back to sleep again.

It was a Friday, and I didn't want to go to school today.

I could just ask Yuugi-kun or someone else to bring me my homework. It's as simple as that.

I crawled out of bed. I dragged myself to the small mirror in the bathroom.

Aw… Many days of lack of sleep, and this is what you get!

My long, silvery, almost completely white hair looked filthy and I had rings under my eyes.

"I look awful…!" I murmured and turned away from the mirror.

Forgetting about my erection, I walked into the kitchen and opened the door to the refrigerator.

I looked after bread, but I couldn't find it.

I looked after yoghurt and milk but I couldn't find it.

I looked after cereals but I couldn't find that either.

All that I could find, and all was left, was a large piece of something green and yellow and that looked like very, very old cheese.

I made a face and slammed the refrigerator door shut.

Now what was I suppose to eat? Mould!

I sighed in frustration, going back to my room in search of clothes.

I couldn't go shopping without them and to my surprise, I found that my erection had reduced quite much in size.

And then… I suddenly remembered my dream Bakura-kun.

I imagined myself touching that wet body, pinching those nipples so hard that he would moan in pleasure.

I also wanted to grab a hold of those moaning lips and suck on them…

Holy Ra! What was I thinking!

Bakura-kun was nearly almost three years older then me, and in school I didn't have much of an opportunity to talk to him, because he was always surrounded by his friends and those screaming girls with huge breasts and big lips.

My chances with him where minimum but… I just couldn't take my eyes of him!

During class or lunch he always tend to look back at me when he's noticing that I'm watching him from behind my book.

I blush and he smiles.

I don't know if it's because he thinks I'm silly or something or if I amuse him.

I feel so confused…!

And on top of everything, Bakura-kun's a guy!

I'm a guy…

Oh, this is scary! What is Yuugi-kun and the others going to say if I tell them I'm… gay?

Are they going to laugh at me?

Or just congratulate me and move on as if nothing had ever happened?

But what if I'm bisexual instead? That would be so much easier to cope with…!

My thoughts where interrupted by the door bell.

Curios as I am, I walked towards the door. I looked through a window to see who my visitor was.

My heart jumped. Could it be… him? I asked my own thoughts, opened the door and looked up at two beautiful big, brown eyes, surrounded by long, white silvery hair.

"Ohayo, Ryou-kun!" Bakura-kun said.

Wow... he... he talked to me. To me!

"O-ohayo, Bakura-kun!" I murmured, blushing pink.

He laughed and smiled at me.

My heart jumped again…

"Going somewhere?" He asked, pointing at the clothes I had in my arms.

"Ow… I was planning to get some breakfast…" The truth always works.

"Mind if I join you then? I know this really great place and it's just around the corner. If you don't want to eat out, we can stay here instead!"

"S-stay here!" I smiled, nervous of what to come.

"Ow, okay!" He smiled. "But maybe you should get dressed first?" Laughing again, he pat me on my head.

Again, my heart jumped and I quickly hurried to my room to change my clothes.

"O my god! Bakura-kun… he was… he was in my house!"

I kept on thinking, over and over again, until I got all dizzy.

What was I suppose to do? I mean, the only thing I did when talking to Bakura-kun was blush and I…

Wait… it felt like I was… suddenly being watched…

I turned around and saw Bakura-kun stand a few meters in front of me. He smirked and took in the sight of my half naked body,

"Kawaii desu!" He said and tilted his head to the side.

My eyes widened. Did Bakura-kun think I was… c-cute?

I stood like frozen when he approached me.

Was this… a dream?

His hand softly stroked my cheek. I shivered at the touch, but I couldn't move,

His hands slipped lower…

"Ba- Bakura-kun…" I was finally able to say something.

His hands stopped. I wish they hadn't.

"Ne, Ryou-kun? Did I do something wrong?" He asked me, taking the shirt from my hands and putting it on me.

"Nani?" I managed to say something again.

"Time for breakfast!" He just said, dragging me gently by my hand.

He held my hand… O my god! He held my hand!

I blushed but didn't pull away,

"It seemed as if you didn't have anything eatable in your refrigerator… Wait here, don't move, I'll be right back!" Bakura-kun said, showing me to a chair in the kitchen.

I sat down, trying to sit still and wondered where he was going. So I asked.

"Get supplies for pancakes! You like pancakes, right?" His answer was quick and cheerful.

"Hai!" I smiled. Anything Bakura-kun made, I knew that I was going to like it.

"Good! I'll be right back then!" He laughed, went out, closed the door after him and there I was, all alone on a chair in the middle of the morning and in my own kitchen, feeling depressed and left out.

But it turned out, that just a few minutes later, Bakura-kun returned with… supplies for pancakes!

I licked my lips and pat my stomach, knowing exactly what was to come. And just like me, Bakura-kun was a very great cook.

I watched as he mixed the ingredients together, and finally as he served those thick, golden pancakes… with syrup on top…

I smiled, taking in the scent of the food.

"Itadagimas-u!" I yelles, digging in.

Bakura-kun ate to, but not as much as I did.

Oh, I was hungry, and oh, it tasted so good!

"Oishi!" I said, closing my eyes.

"Glad you liked it…" Bakura-kun said.

I knew he was watching me.

The feeling made me giggle.

I opened my eyes and started to laugh.

"What's so funny?" He asked, clearly amused by my laughter.

"Nandemo! Nothing…" I giggled, looking down at my empty plate.

"You're a real great cock, you know that right, Bakura-kun?"

"Am I? Oh, thanks a lot! Anything for an admirer!" He smirked, stroking back some hair from his face.

I gulped. Did he see me as an admirer? I tried to smile, not to look so nervous. What if he suspected, or knew that I was… in love with him?

And now it finally struck me.

I was… I was in love with… Bakura-kun…

To be continued..