"Cas you have do this he has corrupted you, he is the enemy the one who rebels against heaven." Said Naomi
"But I can't he is my friend."
"Is that what you think Castiel, Dean's just using you. He doesn't care, he just wants you to kill things."
Cas holds Dean in the air by the his collar, Dean who has been unconscious for an hour already, looks weak and helpless which makes it harder for Cas to kill him. I can't kill him Cas thinks to himself, but every fiber of his being is telling to do it.
"Do it Castiel, he will ruin heaven, he will kill all your brothers and sisters."
"No…I can't…He's…I just can't."
"Yes you can Castiel, just do it! You know it's for the best." Naomi screams
Cas stands still while looking at Dean lying motionless in his grip. It's for the best. This what he tells himself as he brings the angle blade down to Deans throat, but just as Castiel was bringing the blade down Dean wakes up with fear in his eyes.
"Cas's?" said Dean with curiosity in his eyes and the shock Dean feels after the blade reaches his skin is the last express Cas sees as Dean lies bleeding in his arms. It was for the best Cas tells himself while he falls to the ground with tears streaming down his face. He then cups Dean's face in his hands while repeating those very words.
"Good Castiel, now let's try again, I want no hesitation next time."
Cas then turns to Naomi with no light in his eyes, like a man who has lost everything.
"Alright I'm ready, let's try again."
