Inspiration: "Yandere-chan's Childhood" by Yandere Dev
Yandere!Ichigo
My earliest memories...
I remember...
Hospitals
Doctors
Examinations
I was...
Different
And doctors tried to fix me.
My parents, Isshin and Masaki tried to explain what was wrong with me.
But I didn't understand.
Why was I different?
Why was I in hospitals almost my whole childhood?
I didn't understand.
One day before I left hospital I heard my doctors say
'I'm sorry, I don't know how to fix him.'
'He'll be sick his whole life.'
'We can try some medications but we're not sure if it work.'
And things like that.
As I grew older I started understanding what was wrong with me.
Children started becoming
Angry
Happy
Sad
Confused
But I didn't feel anything of it.
I felt nothing.
I only felt
Empty
Hollow
Incomplete.
My father desperately wanted to fix me.
But my mother wasn't like him.
She just said
'I was just like you before I met your dad.'
'One day you'll find someone special who will make you a better person.'
But father didn't want to listen.
He wanted a normal family.
Normal son.
Wanted it more than anything in the world.
But he didn't understand it.
Even if he was a doctor himself.
He tried everything to make me happy.
Games
Toys
Cute things
But I didn't feel like 'happy person'.
But I did feel
Pity
For this sad man.
I didn't want him to worry about me.
So I started acting like the other children.
I started acting
Happiness
Sadness
And everything what made me feel more like human.
I pretended to be normal.
My father was happy
So happy
We finally became a normal family.
But I knew
I knew my mother knew about it
She knew it was all
Faked.
And I think
Deep in his heart
My father knew too.
Then my sisters were born.
He was so happy
More happy than when I was born
Because they were normal.
We all in his eyes were normal.
But at school the other children knew I was different
They mistreated me
Bullied me
Because I was strange to them.
So at school I started acting too.
Soon my whole life was one big act.
I was pretending to be normal
Almost every hour
Of every day.
And then my mother died
I tried to feel something
Some sadness
Something
But I didn't.
Then I stopped taking my medicines
They weren't working at all
Then I started seeing things
Horrible things
'Schizophrenia' they said
But they didn't know any more
Because I wasn't myself any more.
The only thing I felt was
Emptiness.
I hated myself because of that.
I wanted to feel
Anything.
Nothing worked
No matter how extreme.
'One day you'll find someone special who will make you a better person.'
It was the only reason for me to live.
Waiting for person
Who would save me
Fix me
Complete me
So I waited.
My father was acting like everything was fine
My sisters were acting
And I was acting too.
Then one day I met someone
And then I knew
He was that person
Who'll save me
He'll fix me
Complete me
He doesn't have a choice.
Who should be that 'lucky person' who'll save Ichigo?
Vote:
1. Grimmjow
2. Shirosaki Hichigo / Oghichi / Ichigo's hollow
3. Nnoitra
4. Gin
5. Tsukishima
6. Yhwach
7. Starrk
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