Inspiration: "Yandere-chan's Childhood" by Yandere Dev

Yandere!Ichigo


My earliest memories...

I remember...

Hospitals

Doctors

Examinations

I was...

Different

And doctors tried to fix me.

My parents, Isshin and Masaki tried to explain what was wrong with me.

But I didn't understand.

Why was I different?

Why was I in hospitals almost my whole childhood?

I didn't understand.

One day before I left hospital I heard my doctors say

'I'm sorry, I don't know how to fix him.'

'He'll be sick his whole life.'

'We can try some medications but we're not sure if it work.'

And things like that.

As I grew older I started understanding what was wrong with me.

Children started becoming

Angry

Happy

Sad

Confused

But I didn't feel anything of it.

I felt nothing.

I only felt

Empty

Hollow

Incomplete.

My father desperately wanted to fix me.

But my mother wasn't like him.

She just said

'I was just like you before I met your dad.'

'One day you'll find someone special who will make you a better person.'

But father didn't want to listen.

He wanted a normal family.

Normal son.

Wanted it more than anything in the world.

But he didn't understand it.

Even if he was a doctor himself.

He tried everything to make me happy.

Games

Toys

Cute things

But I didn't feel like 'happy person'.

But I did feel

Pity

For this sad man.

I didn't want him to worry about me.

So I started acting like the other children.

I started acting

Happiness

Sadness

And everything what made me feel more like human.

I pretended to be normal.

My father was happy

So happy

We finally became a normal family.

But I knew

I knew my mother knew about it

She knew it was all

Faked.

And I think

Deep in his heart

My father knew too.

Then my sisters were born.

He was so happy

More happy than when I was born

Because they were normal.

We all in his eyes were normal.

But at school the other children knew I was different

They mistreated me

Bullied me

Because I was strange to them.

So at school I started acting too.

Soon my whole life was one big act.

I was pretending to be normal

Almost every hour

Of every day.

And then my mother died

I tried to feel something

Some sadness

Something

But I didn't.

Then I stopped taking my medicines

They weren't working at all

Then I started seeing things

Horrible things

'Schizophrenia' they said

But they didn't know any more

Because I wasn't myself any more.

The only thing I felt was

Emptiness.

I hated myself because of that.

I wanted to feel

Anything.

Nothing worked

No matter how extreme.

'One day you'll find someone special who will make you a better person.'

It was the only reason for me to live.

Waiting for person

Who would save me

Fix me

Complete me

So I waited.

My father was acting like everything was fine

My sisters were acting

And I was acting too.

Then one day I met someone

And then I knew

He was that person

Who'll save me

He'll fix me

Complete me

He doesn't have a choice.


Who should be that 'lucky person' who'll save Ichigo?

Vote:

1. Grimmjow

2. Shirosaki Hichigo / Oghichi / Ichigo's hollow

3. Nnoitra

4. Gin

5. Tsukishima

6. Yhwach

7. Starrk

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