Chapter 1: Dean Winchester

I was sitting in the motel drinking yet another beer. Thinking about what I had just done. It was something I had never thought I would ever do in all my life. For the seventh time I have turned away the advances of a beautiful woman. What is wrong with me? For years I took any woman who threw herself at me. And I now basically run at the sight of them. What the hell happened to me?

"Hello Dean," a raspy voice echoed through the room.

Oh, that's right, that's what happened to me. My head turned to only look straight into the eyes that have hitched my breath so many times, my perfect little angel, Castiel, the one who raised me from hell.

"So Dean why was I called?"

Good question, why did I call him here? Was I trying to get caught? I couldn't be exposed like that. But as I thought these thoughts I couldn't help but watch the angels every move. The blinking of his blue eyes, the way his hands hung down by his side, the trench coat that concealed every muscle in his body. He walked over to the table and looked at me.

"Is there something wrong with the way I look?" he asked greatly confused.

I shook my head.

"No, no not at all, uhm it's just…. We have a new case we would like your help with."

Did I almost confess? Did I want to confess? Looking at his gorgeous face especially his lips, I knew I wanted to confess. But what is holding me back. Luckily, Cas couldn't see the internal struggle inside. He smiled and sat down across the table.

"I would like to help you Dean," he said in his deep voice.

He picked up a file and started sifting through it. I took another swig of my beer before going back to work. But I couldn't concentrate. He was sitting right in front of me. Teasing me with his being, it has been getting worse and worse. As time went by I started to fidget and couldn't stand still. I was drinking my beer faster than expected. I almost went for another one but stopped when I thought about what might happen if I became drunk around the angel.

Cas could see that something was wrong. He would stare at me when I would start to disrupt the peace and quiet of the room. He frowned a little and seemed a little upset. Did he read my mind? Does he know what I'm thinking right now? This is an absolute disaster. Finally Cas decided to disrupt the silence.

"So where's Sam?"

That's another good question. Where did he go?

"Uhm, think he went out to check on one of the victims."

Cas nodded. But he could still see that I was uncomfortable.

"Dean, am I bothering you."

I flustered a little.

"No, no, no, no not at all, there's nothing wrong with you."

Cas frowned.

"I think I'm going to leave now Dean."

Cas was heading for the door. I didn't know what I was doing but I couldn't stop it now.

"No wait!" I yelled.

He was opening the door when I found my hand slamming it shut. Cas turned around and looked at me with his bright wide eyes. At last restraint had been broken. I leaned down and before the little angel knew it, I had placed a small soft kiss on his lips. It didn't last long maybe five seconds at the most. But it took my breath away. It was better than any kiss I had ever shared with a woman. Cas looked dumbfounded. God dammit, I've done it now.

"Dean?"

I was pulling away not wanting him to see my face but I was stopped by a gentle hand gripping mine. I turned back around and Cas's face was only a centimeter away from mine. In return for my kiss he placed one upon my lips. When we broke from the kiss he has a sweet little smile on his face. He liked me back. My heart was pumping and beating so loud the deaf could hear it. I placed one of my hands on his cheek and pulled his face back to mine. Starting a slow soft kiss that no one wanted to break from, I felt his strong arms wrap around my neck and my arms around his waist pulling him in closer.

Deepening the kiss, our mouths moved with each other making sure not to miss a single speck of each other's mouths. We moved away from the door and ended up not too far from the bed. The kiss progressed more and more, as more and more passion was put in. I found him nibbling on my lip. Did angels even know that was universal sign for open your mouth? I didn't care. I opened my mouth and found his tongue coming in to explore my mouth and for me to explore his. Finally we couldn't take it anymore and we had to come up for air. I breathed heavily trying to catch my breath from such and invigorating experience.

It seemed Cas felt the same way. I chuckled as I found my forehead resting on his. He smiled and pressed against mine. I gave him a quick little peck feeling the love from that one simple kiss. But all of it came crashing down when I heard a familiar, panicked, voice.

"Dean?!" a confused Sam asked before toppling to the ground.

Cas spun around and found Sammy on the floor.

"This isn't good."

"How are we going to tell him Cas, how will we explain this?"

Before we could come up with a solution we heard a knocking sound. We looked over to the open door and found Gabriel.

"You called brother?" he snickered.

"You called him?"

"Well, what was I supposed to do I panicked."
Gabe looked at me and then at Sammy.

"So did he finally figure out that you two have the hot's for each other?"

Cas nodded. Gabriel laughed at my fallen brother.

"Fine Cas, I'll take care of him while you two sort things out." He said looking at my unconscious brother.

"Oh no way in heaven or hell will I allow that!" I growled.

I was about to go kill the angel when Cas stopped me.

"Dean, please just for a few days, let's let Gabriel get Sam used to us being a thing, and then we come back."

"If you want Dean, I promise on heaven I won't harm your brother at all," he said with his notorious grin.

I didn't trust him but I knew Cas was right. Let things cool down a little then we will be back before Sam knows it.

"Okay, I'll go along with this for now."

Cas smiled and grabbed my hand.

"So where to?"

I laughed.

"Oh no, we are taking the Impala?"

I gripped his hand tight and we ran out to the Impala. We got in and locked the doors. As we sped away I knew exactly where we should go. Florida is nice this time of year.