DISCLAIMER : i own nothing at all the characters belong to Disney and any one associated to HSM the song belongs to Evanescence any thing else with the song I'm simply an fan making a fan fic. that is all harmless fun .
Warning:character death and semi graphic death scene if you cant handle don't complain to me i warned you.
Summary: equal to my other fic Everybody's Fool i don't want to say much with out giving it away but if you read the first you have a sense of what might happen.
AN: i changed the song to this one because i thought it would fit better than the one i had picked out and thank you everyone the reviews it makes me happy:) hope you like this and i did an ok job.
Missing
Please Please forgive me but
I wont be home again.
Someday you'll look up and barley conscious
You'll say to no one "Isn't something missing?"
As Sharpay sat at her desk tears flowed uncontrollably. Her parents weren't home as usual and Ryan was at play practice so that left her alone like she was all along utterly and completely alone. With a trembling hand she began to write. Everything shes been feeling everything shes kept inside.
Mean while back at school Ryan was trying to explain to Ms. Darbus why one of her Star pupil's and leading cast member was missing.
"RYAN WHERE IS YOUR SISTER" Ms. Darbus yelled it scared Ryan making him effectively drop his paint brush. "she wasn't feeling well so she went home early I promise she'll be here tomorrow" he said giving Ms. Darbus a week smile she scowled at him and walked of he sighed and continued painting.
Troy just laid in his bed thinking 'maybe i should call her and talk to her' 'but you haven't talked to her in years well except the occasional word here and there' he sighed in frustration "i just 'don't know what to do to make things better" thats it he thought he'll call gabby she'll know what to do. He grabbed his cell of his bedside table and dialed a number he knew all to well.
You won't cry for my absence
I know you forgot me long ago
Am i that unimportant...?
Am I that insignificant...?
Isn't something missing..?
Isn't someone missing me.?
By the time Sharpay was done writing her tears have stopped. After placing the pen down on the desk she dragged her self into he bathroom. After washing the remaining makeup off her face she slowly walked over to the bath tub and began to fill it up. She walked back into her room and opened her desk drawer she pulled out a razor blade that would normally be used for some sort of arts and crafts. After walking back in the bathroom she placed the razor on the edge of the tub while turning it off . Undressing her self till she was completely nude Sharpay stepped into the bathtub. The water was hot and stung her delicate skin at first but she got used to it fast after siting down. She held the blade tight in her hand squeezing her eyes tightly shut.
She slightly relaxed placing the blade back on the edge of the tub.
(AN:i know your probably confused she didn't do anything)
Memories begin to flood her mind thoughts of her and her brother thoughts of Troy 'god she wished Troy would be there telling her not to do it every things going to be ok . He's not he doesn't care. She thinks.
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You wont try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
As soon as Troy gets off the phone with Gabriella he feels so much better. He decides to call Sharpay and see whats going on. Laying on his bed still he dials her number. Butterflies shoot threw his stomach as its continues to ring. "hey its Sharpay your obviously not special enough to talk to me so leave a message" 'beep' Troy hangs up he thinks about waiting till morning but he really wants to talk to her. As he heads downstairs he yells to his parents where he's headed
Sharpy's house is only about a 20 minute walk to his house.
Please please forgive me
But I wont be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing"?
"Isn't someone missing me"?
Sharpay continued to sit in her tub contemplating what her next move should be she took one last deep breath and pick the blade up one last time...
Troy finally made it her house seeing her pink convertible in the drive way he knew she'd be home. Knocking on the door there was no answer so he tried the door knob it was surprisingly unlocked so he let him self in. looking around the house seemed pretty empty
"SARPAY YOU HERE"Troy yelled.
Sharpy's point of view:
as she brought the blade down to her pale flesh of her wrist she hears her name being called in the distance "SHARPAY"she knew that voice no way could that be him then she heard it again more closer "SHAR YOU HERE" 'OMG she thought that is him' quickly getting out of the tub and wrapping a robe around her self she ran towards the voice calling her name that voice shes longed for so many years.
Troys POV:
he walked up the stairs slowly calling her name hoping she might be here "SHAR YOU HOME" he figures either way he would leave her a note on her desk. As he approached her bedroom. That bedroom he'd been in so many times before shared so many things with the girl of his dreams. Nausea began to set in as he got closer to her door. As he was about to knock the door flew open reveling a semi clad Sharpay in a fluffy pink robe.
There eyes met and for a second time stopped.
"what are you doing here ?" she asked in a sincere voice
Troy looked straight at her "I needed to talk to Sharpay i miss you and I'm sorry for everything"
tears began to fall down her cheeks she threw her self at him and captured him in a tight embrace. He hugged her back with as much need and desire. They didn't say a word just held each other in that warm embrace for a long while.
Eventually the broke apart and sat on Sharpy's bed talking "I love you Sharpay i have all along Its been killing me how I've treated you" she was speechless and she could do was smile as tears rolled down her cheek "i love you to Troy i always did but what about Gabriellia"she asked "don't worry about her your the only thing that matters right now". With that he leaned in and kissed her gently which quickly turned more passionate. After breaking apart for air the stared at each other for a long moment "I love you Pay everything is going to be ok now" she looks down ''you promise'' he lifts her head with her chin and looks her directly in the eyes "I Promise"...
And if I bleed I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just a dream of you
I'll wake without you there .
"Isn't something missing?"
"Isn't someone missing me?"
'Drip' 'Drip' 'Drip'...
Was all Troy could hear as he stood white as a sheet staring at the lifeless yet peaceful body of that was Sharpay Evans. The water was stained crimson red from her blood. He was afraid to move afraid to see if what was happening was real. Snapping out of his thoughts he knelt down nest to the porcelain tub and carefully placed hi index and pointer finger to her jugular he didn't feel a pulse but she still felt warm. Drawing back fast as if he had been burned he falls to the ground with a loud thud before he can think anymore he quickly dials 911 and tells them the best he could what happened they told him to stay calm and they'd be there as soon as possible. Knowing there was nothing he could do troy stepped out of the bathroom. Not being able to take the sight anymore. As he walked into her room he saw various
pictures of her all over most of her and Ryan dressed up in costumes for school plays. He could hear the sirens blaring in the background. He placed one of the pictures back down as he waited silently for the paramedics and police to come.
As he sat there on his bed he couldn't help but wonder what if. What if he came earlier. His thoughts were interrupted by the paramedics coming trough the door closely followed by the police. As the meds walked into the bathroom the police approached Troy. All he could do was blankly stare "Excuse me son?"Officer Orylie
asked shaking troy lightly on the shoulder "huh" was all he could muster " I'm Officer Orylie I'm going to take you home ok" troy just nodded and stood following the Officer out the house as they were making to the car many people were beginning to come and stare at what was happening. As he was about to get into the car a black SUV pulled in Troy knew exactly who it was her parents he felt a pang in his heart as he watched silently from the car as Sharpy's mother flung her self from the car in hysterics slowly followed by Mr. Evans and Ryan both looking sad and scarred as the officer tried to calm her down. His partner came to take over Orylie walked back to the car and got in "sorry about that" lets get you home" as he turned th ignition and put it in drive.
Troy couldn't help but think no sorry to Sharpy's family. As they slowly pulled away he looked back and saw the paramedics putting sharpy's stretcher into the back of the ambulance then Mrs. Evans just collapsed into her husband. And Ryan stood by and watched. Not wanting to see anymore. Troy turned around and told the Officer where to go. After going into his house his mom didn't have to say anything she could see by the look on his face she simply hugged him as he cried.
"Isn't something missing ?"
"Isn't someone missing me?"
Troy cried him self to sleep that night not sure how he was going to face the world of tomorrow.
AN:so this is the second part if your confused tell me please I'm not happy with this but i tried i hope you like it. Umm if you know how i can make it better or things i could expand on tell me. In the next chap will be the funeral the prologue and what the letter said please review it helps me get better and this weekend i work on the last part than you peace out
love Sharpay
