The Right to Die

Chapter 1

Ray was in the bathroom that connects his and Kai's rooms together. He was drying his hair with his towel. When he herd Kai's voice. He walked over to the door and his ear up to it to listen to what Kai was saying "I don't know Tal." Kai sighed "It's all so confusing…..I would but I'm not too sure about that……yeah but….ha, come on Tal you know me I'm not going to do something like that……ha ha, no Tala I wont……ha come on Tal let the kid talk….talk to you later……hey Ian……pretty good….well the doctor said that its gotten worse…..ha ha calm down Ian its not that bad….Ian you know I have to stay here." he sighed "look Ian the first chance I get I'll come and visit. Ok?…good now does anyone else want to talk before I hang up?…….all right have them call me later. Ok?…ha, bye Ian………Tala leave the kid alone……you're so picky ha, alright, alright I'll take it now." Ray heard Kai get off the bed and open a drawer. Curious to see what he was doing, Ray opened the door as quite as possible just enough to see what Kai was doing.

Ray's eyes widened as he saw Kai take out a syringe and a small glass bottle with a clear liquid in it. Ray watched as Kai poked the top of the bottle with the syringe pulling the liquid in it. He then laid in on the dresser. Ray held his breath while he watched Kai unbuckle his belt, undo his pants and pull them down enough to see his hip. He took the syringe and pushed it in his bare skin, he pushed the liquid into his body and removed the needle from his skin.

Ray finally took a breath and decided to close the door as quickly and quietly as he could. Still shocked at what he saw he took his stuff and went back to his room, threw his clothes and towel in a pile. As he sat on his bed he thought to himself. 'Kai's sick?!' 'why didn't he tell us or at least me. I have to talk to him. But what can I say' "Kai I saw you inject your self and I want to know what's wrong. I cant say that he'll probably get mad and say that I was spying on him and wont tell me anything." he had no idea that this whole time he was thinking out loud. Kai had walked in the bathroom after Ray came out. He heard ray talking so he decided to listen to him and he had heard everything that Ray said. At first Kai thought that maybe he should just let ray think what he wants, but he would probably tell the others. He walked into Ray's room "so, what were you doing?" Kai said as he walked over to ray who jumped off the bed as soon as Kai said something "Kai I…I…was just…I'm sorry I just heard you talking and I wanted to hear what….I'm sorry." Ray was looking at the floor as he saw kais feet and looked up to see Kai's crimson eyes. "what all did you see?" Kai asked as he looked Ray in the eyes. Ray sighed "I saw you take that liquid." "that's all you saw." Kai glared at ray. Ray lowered his head and looked at the floor "Yes." he said as he messed with his hair. "Kai? Are…Are you sick?" ray asked as he looked up at his team captain. "cause I …I heard you say that…that your doctor said it was worse…and I-." "Ray?!" Kai said in his monotone voice "don't worry your self over me. I'll be fine, its just a little illness, nothing to worry about. Ok?" "yeah ok but if you need anything-" "you'll be the first one I ask" Kai finished for him. "So what is it?….the illness that is?" ray asked "Don't worry about it. Its my problem and I can handle it. If it comes to the point that I have to tell you I will but for now forget it. K" "ok." Kai went back to his room and shut the bathroom door he walked over towards his bed. He got to the end of it and stopped abruptly. His hand grabbed his shirt were his stomach is and he feel to his knees. His free hand holding him from falling to the ground. His stomach started to contract.

In Ray's room he heard something fall from Kai's room he decided to go and see If he was ok. He went through the bathroom door on his side and knocked on the other. "Kai, are you ok I heard something?" there was no answer "Kai?" he said as he opened the door. He looked around and saw Kai. He was on the floor coughing like crazy. "Kai?!" he said as he ran over to the coughing teen. "Kai? Are you ok?" Ray asked as he rubbed his captains back on instinct. Kai sopped coughing and Ray kept rubbing his back for a few seconds and carefully leaned him up against the bed. His breathing was heavy and his vision was blurred. But he could make out Ray's figure more and more as he blinked a couple of times. He could see Ray clearly now. "Kai are you ok?" he asked worry in his voice. "yeah I think I'll be ok." Kai whispered as he tried to get up Ray stopped him. "No! let me help you." Ray helped Kai to his bed. Kai laid down on the bed and closed his eyes, his breathing rigged. He lay there for a few minutes when Ray finally broke the silence.

"Kai are you all right? Do you need some water or something?" Ray was scarred Kai could tell from his voice. And he was Ray had no idea what happened. He was just glad that Kai had stopped coughing and was breathing normal again. "I'm fine, I'll be ok it was just my stomach contracting that's all." "are you sure cause I can do what ever you want." Ray said quickly to ret Kai to tell him. "No I'm ok don't worry about it." Kai said as he turned on to his left side.

He clinched his teeth as another wave of pain came into his stomach he curled up on the bed. He felt the blankets being pulled over him. "Thanks Ray." he whispered as he feel into a dreamless sleep. "No problem Kai." Ray said as he left the team captain's room and into his own. "HEY RAY." came an extremely loud voice from his door 'Tyson' Ray thought "What's up Tyson?" Ray asked then he opened the door. "We're going out swimming. Do you want to come?" Tyson asked loudly "sure, oh and keep it down Tyson Kai's not feeling good today." "really? Is he ok?" asked a concerned Max. "yeah I think he just needs to rest that's all." Ray said as he got his trunks out to put them on. "let me change first k?" he said as he walked to the bathroom. "all right we'll wait here." Max said as he sat on Ray's bed. A few minutes passed and Ray came out with his swim trunks on. "oh wait a minute wail I check on Kai." Ray said as he came to Kai's door. "We'll come too." max said "I want to make sure he's ok." "all right but I don't think he'll appreciate all of us in there." Ray opened the door slowly "just be quite. ok?" "all right." they said as they walked in to their captains room. "WOW" Kenny, Max, and Tyson were stunned that their captain's room was so clean. Ray walked over to the side of the bed he leaned over the figure in the bed under the blankets. He put his hand on his shoulder and shook him gently.

"Kai?" Kai moved a little. "Hn" he said not opening his eyes. "we're going to the swimming pool if you need anything you can call my cell phone. Ok?" "Uh huh." "well we'll see you later Kai." "feel better." Max said as he walked out the door. "see you later Kai" "get better soon captain we need you." Tyson and Kenny said as they followed Max out the door "come on Ray" "I'm coming." Ray said as he got something from the dresser "here Kai I put your phone on the table. If you need anything just call." he said as he walked out the door "see you later Kai." the door shut with a click. Kai lay on the bed not able to sleep from the pain in his stomach 'maybe a hot bath will help' he thought getting out of bed and walking towards the bathroom. He turned on the water. As he got undressed he was in deep thought. The others will be back soon If their not already' the bath was full so he turned off the water. Steam was every were, the mirror was fogged over along with anything metal. Kai took the rest of his clothes off and slipped into the tub he lay there for a while till he heard the door open in Ray's room he figured he should get out. So he got out pulled the plug, put his boxers on and grabbed his stuff.

He walked into his room grabbed a black shirt and a pair of pants slipped them on and went back to his bed he lay there for a few minutes starring at the wall. He heard his door open and shut with a click. "Its polite to knock before you come into someone else's room." ha said in his monotone voice. Suddenly he felt a sharp pain in his neck and his world was going black. He could feel the person grab him by his shirt collar he could barely see. His vision was becoming black he couldn't move his body it wouldn't respond. "Don't worry Kai Hiwatari, you are in good hands for now." he could tell it was a girl. Her voice was calm and pure. He tried to speak but she stopped him by putting her finger on his lips. "Shhhh. its ok you don't have to say anything." he couldn't keep his eyes open any longer they slowly dropped shut and he feel into the black of unconsciousness.

End of chapter 1

A/N I know its not very good but its my first one so I didn't expect it to be. Reviews please.