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(A/N) This story starts off when Blair think she is pregnant. Chuck never said the things in the bar to Blair and she never tried to leave. But Blair is still mad at Chuck for ruining her ball. And Nate is mad because he found out about Chuck and Blair.
Chapter One. Results of Two Boys.
'No this cannot be happening! I cannot possibly be pregnant' Blair thought. ' It could be Chucks OR Nates.But I need to find out.'
After Serena went to go get the test and came back with it the two girls sat on Blairs bed.
"So are you going to take the test B?" Serena said gently.
"Yeah, but S, do you think maybe I could be alone"
Serena looked hurt but she slowly stood up from the bed.
"Serena I really don't want to hurt you, your my best friend, but I just feel like i should do this alone. Do you understand?"
Serena smiled a small smile and said " Yeah B its fine. Call me later though okay?"
"Okay" Blair replied and hugged her best friend.
Blair walked into her large bathroom and looked around it. She glanced in the mirror and saw her scared looking reflection staring back and quickly glanced away. She looked at the toilet and remembered the times she had thrown up in it and felt a wave of nauseousness fall over her but she quickly shook it away. ' No, I am not doing that anymore, I'm better than that.' Blair thought to herself. ' Unless its just morning sickness...No no no' Damn it just take the test!'
As Blair waited for the test to show its result she stared in the mirror. For some odd reason she really wanted it to be positive. "No Im just being crazy, why would i want to be a teenage mom?!" Blair said aloud. 'Because your sick of trying to be perfect' the annoying little voice in her head said.
'Was she just sick of trying to be perfect? Or did she really want a little baby. A baby that she could hold and love and take care of and that would love her back. No she didnt. Because it would ruin the plan. Although that plan was kind of ruined anyways since Nate didnt want her anymore. But did she even want Nate anymore?! What am i thinking?! Why am I doubting that I love Nate? Its always been Nate. 'Exactly, you have always loved Nate so how would you know if you loved someone else all along?! Like who?? Like Chuck?! No, Chuck was a jerk. I hate him! Sureee you do.'
Oh god.She was having conversation with herself inside of her head. She was crazy!
Blair was shocked out of her confusing thoughts when she noticed that the test had gotten its answer. Blair stared at the lines for a moment before reality sank in.
