A/N: Sorry for not being active guys. I've-well-It's been rough. Here is an angsty one shot. Hope you like it. :)
And I'll try and have the next chapter of Reading All the Books up next week sometime...probably Wendnesday...
Love BMG520
He couldn't have done it.
N O!
He is Sirius Black! Forever good! Forever light!
Forever deranged
He wouldn't—
He thought you to be traitor
James was his brother—
What about you?
STOP! He yelled, covering his ears.
Please! Stop!
You know he did it. He was Voldemort's all along.
And poor little Peter, well he never stood a chance
Shut up! Just shut up!
*sobcryhurtpain*
This was worse than the monthly transformations
Worse than the agonizing pain of being bitten
Worse than fearing he wouldn't go to Hogwarts
This was worse
*badillevilcorrupt*
Sirius wouldn't
Padfoot wouldn't
Words&images blur together
Tears drip.
Dripdripdrip
It wasn't enough
I'm alone. Still here. Without them.
He cried
*weepbawlhowlwail*
He yelled
*screamshriekroarbellow*
Nothing changed.
The world moved on.
And leaves turned, snow fell, flowers came, sunshine all the time
He refused to believe it
*denydeclinerejectsnub*
Traitor?
Not him.
Never
N E V E R
He watched the rain drip on his windows.
October 31st 1982.
No Sirius. No Harry. No Lily&James. No Peter.
Just a little shack
*huthovelshedcabin*
In the middle of
N o w h e r e
Just like he liked it
Pain couldn't come a knocking here.
It wouldn't.
Sirius was still gone.
It's been a year.
Harry turned two, three months ago
It's been a year
James and Lily aren't coming
It's been a year
Peter isn't here sniveling.
It's been a year
And
He
Was
A L O N E
It's been forever
