Edit: February 11, 2015

A/N: Grammatical and spelling corrections.

Hero – Part 1

Alfred F. Jones was a young man who had dreams of becoming an Air Force pilot. Inside the metallic bird, he will be a man who soars through the vast blue sky. He will be the best pilot and his uniform will be lined-up with several medals of different shapes and sizes. He will also be given stripes that will distinguish him from the others.

Mr. and Mrs. Jones were very supportive of their son's plight.

All in all they were a happy family.

Junkie – Part 1

Lovino Vargas was a man who had no passion about the world. He was like a bamboo that swayed to the wind's direction. Well, bamboos looked high and mighty. Perhaps grass blades would be more appropriate for the metaphor. Anyone could step down on grasses.

His parents lost their hope that the boy will man up and bear the responsibility of being an adult.

When his parents gave-up on him, Lovino began wandering around the neighborhood. The lack of parental care and affection led him to what his parents would have called wrong sort of people. He became acquainted with one of the local dealers.

Lovino had his first weed when he was fifteen.

Hero – Part 2

Alfred was an only child and his parents showered him with overflowing affection but the young boy was not exempted from any form of punishment. According to Mr. and Mrs. Jones, they prided themselves when the right moment was to scold the child for doing something foolish.

Alfred knew that deep down his parents loved him but sometimes the punishments became unbearable.

When the little blond boy was seven, he broke the favorite vase of his mother. He was scolded for a full-hour and he was made to kneel on the salt scattered on the floor. The child had to hold out his hands and three volumes of a thousand-paged encyclopedia was put on top. Alfred's eyes were watery but he held his tears.

When the boy was no longer a child but a pubescent, he snuck out of the house one night and used his father's car. At that time, he was still in the process of learning how to drive and it resulted with him getting into an accident. After his discharge in the hospital, his father beat him with a belt to the point where he almost passed out from the pain. Alfred was also locked inside the closet for two days without any meal or drink. This punishment was several times greater torture than his mother's.

However after every scolding, his parents would explain why he was punished. He also receives a hug and a kiss after he says that he repented for his actions.

Middle school was the last time that Alfred did something that invoked those kinds of punishment.

All in all, it was like just another family.

Junkie – Part 2

Lovino looked a lot like his father – brown hair, hazel eyes and sun-kissed skin. The boy knew that he was a stunner to the ladies and he could get inside of them after a few words that contained promises of pleasure and false love. It was his best combination when we wanted to have a fuck.

He was sixteen when he first had sex. It was during this age that he had his first personal encounter with heroin. His partner that night, a lanky woman from downtown, had coaxed him to grow out of the withered green leaf and try harder stuff.

Before he turned seventeen, the youth overdosed with the powdery white substance. Neither his mother nor father came to pick him up at the hospital or took care of the hospital bills and whatnot paperwork.

Luckily his younger brother was there to help him. As well as their butler who also acts as the siblings' caretaker.

But the younger brother, who was three years younger, could not yet comprehend why his older brother went to the hospital when there were no physical injuries. It baffled Feliciano but he did not ask for the fear of being the object of Lovino's irk.

The chauffer brought the siblings back home. The ride was only filled with silence.

Mr. and Mrs. Vargas waited at the foyer of the house. They greeted the boys with equal enthusiasm.

That day, Lovino realized that he was unloved because despite his recklessness, neither parent scolded him and corrected him of his behavior. He will never know the warmth of a parents' love after being scolded.

When he was inside his bedroom, it was the first time he let a razor blade slide through his dark skin. The metallic object flitted like the butterfly but left behind a gash that was oozing with the river of life.

The Hero

The last year of high school was not heaven. The students were trying to make impressive college applications just to astound the admissions officer of their chosen university. The sports-oriented or the so-called jocks try to make a last minute or rather, their last season, an incredible game so that they can snag a scholarship or get a sponsorship and slowly build up a professional career.

Alfred sighed as he read the letter of acceptance to West Point. All that he needed will be the medical examination and a series of tests. Right now, he was having doubts about his dreams. As a child, he would pretend to be a pilot, carrying a small imitation of one of the country's fighter planes while running around the house. The Alfred right now… he was unsure…

The American's blue eyes caught sight of a familiar person.

Lovino Vargas.

The other student was the talk of the school's gossip mill. According to the rumors, he had deflowered more than half of the freshmen and he even had an affair with the English teacher. The Spanish and French teachers have also been rumored to have they have the hots for the student in question. What makes the news shocking was all the teachers were males.

Alfred never really cared about the school's gossip. He just hears about them because the girlfriends of his teammates as well the team as a whole has talked about Lovino Vargas. Lovino Vargas is also the center of attention within the school because he was the MVP of the soccer team.

Alfred just watched in the distance as the brunet opened his locker and several love and hate letters poured down. The blonde's locker was at the opposite end of the hallway and everyday Alfred always caught a glimpse of the Italian.

There was always a particular scenario that happens at this side of the school wing.

There would always be a series of curses varying between Italian and English that came from the mouth of Lovino Vargas.

"Wow, it must be snowing in the tropics…"

The American couldn't help but it say it out loud as the Italian just left his locker after getting his notebooks and books. The letters piled one after another on the floor. There were no cusses, no strange stares from other students directed at the brunet.

Just like that, everyone went to their respective classes when the bell rang. It was an unusually peaceful morning.

What made Lovino Vargas a familiar face to Alfred was that they were classmates since freshmen year in English and occasionally P.E. and this year they were classmates with a language elective. Alfred found it unfair that an Italian is taking up Italian as an elective. It was a path for an easy-A.

Classes went on and Alfred didn't bother to fully focus on his subjects. In his mind, he was unconcerned with the names of the subjects. To him they were just first period, then second period… then third period.

Third period was special.

Third period was special because it was the language elective. This subject will be the first of the serious of casual, face-to-face encounters that Alfred had with Lovino Vargas. The next will be followed by fourth period which was English, another subject with the third-generation immigrant.

Although Alfred only knew Lovino through face-value, meaning their conversations were limited to school stuff, he is more acquainted with the younger brother, Feliciano. Both met last summer when the younger student got lost. The American was kind enough to show the junior around the school: the admissions office, the principal's office, etc. etc. During the short time, they exchanged things about themselves. That was how the golden boy knew that Lovino was a third-generation immigrant. Sometime the two hang-out along with a Japanese common friend. The three of them usually went together to get a bite at the local burger joint and crash at Alfred's place to play video games.

Unlike the friendlier disposition with Feliciano, Alfred and Lovino had a different routine.

"Hey Jones, let me copy your assignment…"

"…"

"Thanks man."

At the start of the period, his seatmate would copy his assignment.

"Why don't you do it?" Alfred finally swallowed the lump on his throat and voiced his slight distaste with Lovino's constant copying of his homework.

"It's a bother. Besides, I can make last minute corrections to your work."

The irony of the situation was, as Alfred always tells himself, why on Earth is an Italian-fluent man copying his answers?

This peculiar arrangement started two months ago when the brunet was late for class (and as Alfred noticed, stoned) elbowed him for his assignment. Since Alfred didn't say no after that incident, apparently for Lovino Vargas, it was okay to maintain the habit.

Well, Lovino does correct my errors… was what Alfred would tell himself when his notebook will be returned.

This routine does not happen in their English class since they were several seats apart and the teacher was a straight-laced Englishman who would slash his stick on the table if he sees anyone who cheats or looks like one. It isn't a stick per se. It was just a wooden ruler.

Throughout the day, it was only during third period that Alfred talks with Lovino. It couldn't even be considered as a decent conversation. After English was the coveted lunch break and both men took separate ways. During the afternoon, there was no chance that they would be seeing each other because they were engaged in different extracurricular activities.

Alfred was into baseball while Lovino was into soccer. The playing fields were at the opposite sides of the campus.

Two months later, just a week before the senior's ball (which is according to their Principal: an event dedicated for those leaving the halls of high school and entering the world of adulthood) the school was in a great buzz. The younger students were vying to be the date of one of the graduating class. The committees for the event were busy planning and setting-up the school's gymnasium for the event. Basically, almost everyone was looking forward to the event.

In fine print it says almost everyone.

Amidst the bumbling busyness, Alfred was in one of the school's old buildings, lazily sitting down. He was not in the mood to join the crowd's excitement.

The school spanned several hectares of land; before the school expanded to its current state, the older buildings which were colloquially known as old campus, this was the part of the school that existed before the Second World War. Instead of dismantling the buildings using bulldozers and other forms mechanical equipment, they were left for ruin; waiting for the day that these would crumble and be reclaimed back by the earth.

Students hardly go to the old campus. The people who came here were usually those who had homework about ecological systems or some-science related topic. Sometimes, students came here for a quick fuck, away from the eyes of the teachers and other morally uptight beings. It was the perfect venue for any illicit activities.

Alfred didn't fall to either category; he was just here just because. He was inside of what used to be an auditorium. The leather upholstery has been long gone through time and what remained were chairs that didn't resemble its former glory. What made Alfred go all the way to such remote place was his… well, he didn't know what label to use with his and Lovino's relationship.

"Let's go out Jones. You're not dating anyone and I'm not dating anyone."

"!"

"Come on now…"

Blue eyes dilated at how close the face of the other was. Compared to the Caucasian complexion he had, the person in front of him was colored like the rich bountiful earth. Okay, that sounded too poetic. The other's eyes reflected specks of green or brown, like the forests' trees. Those hazel eyes held knowledge beyond his years…

A blush crept on the face of Alfred. At that time, he cringed at how he described Lovino then. He has wondered since then if there was some seriousness to what Lovino said because the other student was stoned when he made that confession, proposal or whatever it was.

"Vargas."

"Hello, Jones."

Alfred laughed a little at how they acknowledged each other: using their last names. Never had they called each other yet with their given name. According to what he learned from Kiku, his Japanese friend, both he and Lovino were still in the early stages of the relationship because they did not use one another's given names. It was like those romantic Japanese comics.

If there is some consolation to their relationship, that awkward day, Lovino had not done any drugs. He was normal.

"Hey man, what you doing?"

"I'm trying to answer the damned chemistry homework. The library's too noisy and the school is like a factory of bitching students. I can't stand the noise."

The American also learned another thing: good looks aside, Lovino's uncouthness was a vital part of his language. Before, Alfred only saw the other cuss during the brief minutes before first period. He thought that it was just normal irritation. As he spent more time with the other, somehow, the brunet found ways to insert profanity in his statements. It was different kind of creativity.

Maybe he could get a Guinness award for it… Alfred thinks as he walked and sat beside the Italian.

"A-, Jones… do, do you have a date for the ball?"

"Hm, I thought we were going out… I don't understand why I would-" before the American could continue, he saw how the other sharply turning his head to the opposite direction. "- get a date?"

"Okay, shut up. I get what you're saying!" Lovino gave an annoyed reply to Alfred.

Alfred's laugh echoed throughout the desolate hall. Teasing Lovino was quite entertaining in its own way. It revealed a different side that only he was allowed to see. He never thought that he would actually go out with a guy but being with Lovino was fun and the other guy was interesting, so there was no harm to it.

Every day was like a learning experience. Every day was enjoyable. Every day was filled with an uncertainty that Alfred gladly embraces.

Aside from that, it made him feel like a hero who saved someone from the influence of illegal substance.

However some things are not meant to last forever. Within the social media, there was a popular phrase: there is no forever.

The Junkie

High school was the last ring of hell for Lovino Vargas. It was only making him feel cold and in turn, he has become an unfeeling person despite how many people flock over to him; despite how many cheered him on during a soccer game when he was about to make a goal; despite how he spends one night after the other with a different girl, woman, man wherein they shared heat emanating from their bodies; despite how he felt different things when he tries new variants of drugs (but not too much, just enough).

This was how high school looked like for Lovino.

Every day was a chore; he drags his body out of the bed, waits for his younger brother inside the car and is driven off by the chauffer to the school.

The routine was grating on his nerves and by the time he arrives at school, it intensifies when his locker is loaded with letters from people he doesn't give a shit about and the notes would pile by his feet. He spouts blasphemies between Italian and English to blow off the edge. People would then give him weird stares and he would slam his locker's door before going to first period.

For the most part of his high school, he rarely paid any attention to the classes unless it was interesting. Among the few that piques his interest were music and arts, and a little bit of mathematics. P.E. was only interesting depending on the sport that they would be playing. There was a great disparity between his grades of these subjects and the other fields that were in the boring zone. His final marks would be ranging from an A to a D. The Italian prided himself for never getting an F, repeating a year or taking remedial classes despite his laissez-faire attitude in learning.

Even so, school was always a drag. The only thing that made it bearable was soccer. His love for the sport made him stay.

The school's program on the sport was relatively extensive and Lovino could indulge himself with it. He loved how the grass would crunch beneath his spikes and the feel of the wind when he had to run from one end of the field to the other just to get that rolling black-and-white ball into the goal. Maybe sometimes, he did love how people would cheer him on; their eyes only trained on his movements and how sometimes his parents would watch his game, both swelling with pride because of his achievements.

After practice, he would seclude himself from the others. The only time he actually cooperates with his teammates was during the game and practices but outside of it, he didn't make any pretension that he actually likes the bastards. Once he cleans himself up, he would go to the old campus. His favorite spot was the auditorium. No one ever goes there. Even the horniest members of the student population evade the area.

It was perfect place of Lovino.

Underneath one of the once-luxurious seats was his hidden stash of weed or coke.

Hazel eyes watched as a puff of smoke went out of his mouth. His favorite hiding spot was the fifth row, sixth seat from the stage which held the best view for the empty platform. There was dramatic tone to the elevated area: the roof's been badly damaged and there were holes on it, giving a natural lighting to the space. He would just blankly look at the empty space in front of him.

Thirty minutes later, he would casually stroll outside of the campus and ride a bus going home.

This routine was what he could only tolerate and learned to love and embrace.

In the Vargas home, a butler waited by the doorstep and took the things of Lovino while the student proceeds to the kitchen to get something to eat and sneak a wine glass and bottle to his room. His father was a connoisseur of the drink and has collected several bottles from different parts of the world. Lovino made sure to avoid the vintage ones and only get those that were not exquisite to his father's standards.

Due to the enormous size of the house with only four family members and servants who outnumbered the owners, people rarely met each other in the hallways or wherever unless they want to. The brunet was all too happy with this kind of arrangement since it gave him privacy.

Inside the confines of his room, he took out a scalpel that was safely kept inside his mini-surgery kit. During his biology class some years ago, the teacher required each student to have their own kit. The blunt tool was precise in cutting its mark, literally, and that's how Lovino became enamored with the metallic object. Compared to a cutter which was a mess to clean up and would rust through time, the apparatuses he had were from the finest quality and he didn't have to worry about any rusting. He only made sure that he sterilizes the damned blade before and after using it.

As his fingers glazed over it, he realized that he didn't want to cut today.

Instead he crawled underneath his bed and he took out his stash of powdery white coke. Since his first OD, he avoided heroin like a plague despite how he preferred it over coke or Mary Jane. He had to be in the clear because if something like that happened again, it was a sure ball that he would be kicked out of the house and he had nowhere to go.

Each bedroom had its own bathroom and Lovino walked inside the white expanse of walls, lavatory, shower, tub and bottles of different kinds of toiletries. He locked the door, turned on the faucet and smoked his little cannabis with joy and satisfaction.

Lovino was irritated when his daily afternoon routine was shaken. He didn't expect that the prude English teacher had followed him to the auditorium and saw his illicit activities. The Italian expected that he would be ratted out but the blonde haired, green-eyed lecher wanted something else: sex. The bastard used what he saw as blackmail for momentary skin-to-skin contact.

At first, the student was repulsed not because the other was years ahead of him but because he was at the receiving end. He didn't want to submit to control because he was the MASTER when it came to fucking. The ladies loved it when the lips of the Italian whispered sweet nothings, making them shiver at the thought of eternal pleasure. The gents were more than willing to hear the endless tirade of mocking and humiliation they are told while being held gently. Lovino could make anyone surrender to him and beg on their knees that they be taken by him.

That's how he came to hate his afternoon routine. Somehow, he began to hate school altogether and the following day he entered late. He had woken up on time but he chose to go to the old campus and smoke some pot first. Until he reached his level of desired satisfaction, it was already third period and he didn't do his assignment. He took the liberty to copy from the obnoxious American seatmate he had.

Despite the haze, he was able to make some corrections on the work of the other.

That was Lovino's first time talking to Alfred F. Jones, whom he simply called Jones.

After that period, Lovino began to notice that they were also classmates in English but sadly they were several seats apart. The Italian hated it when his teacher gave him leering glances just like how the French and Spanish teacher did the previous school years. The world was conspiring against him.

Lovino was grateful that the day arrived when the English cazzo was returning to London, a dreary place in his opinion which perfectly suits the persona of the bastard. A sense of joy washed over him as he could go again with his normal afternoon routine. It was bliss.

The following days were like his usual routine: wake-up, school, soccer, drugs, home, drugs or cut, dinner, drugs, wine, sleep.

However on a particular afternoon during his one of his sessions, he was very high when he was caught red-handed by Jones. Instead of being shy and meek which was his reaction with the English cazzo, he was aggressive and seductive to the American. He had no fucking idea how the other ended up here but he didn't want a repeat of the time with the cazzo.

When Lovino was sober, the blond haired, blue-eyed youth didn't ask for sexual favors. They just spent time together afterschool at the auditorium. The Italian at one point tried to cajole the blonde into trying out weed but there was vehement rejection.

"I'm applying for the military and I want to stay as clean as possible."

Since then, Lovino tried to curb down his drug-tendencies, mainly doing it at home or not in the presence of Jones. He could not yet stop. Maybe he could never stop. He was a junkie. He was an addict. In one way, he became a slave to the pleasure of narcotics.

The Italian learned some things about Jones. The other student was set-on becoming a pilot for the Air Force and he wanted to be a hero.

"I know that heroes are like those fancy fairytales but everyone can be a hero in their own little way!"

It was ironic how polar opposites came to sit down together under one roof; a man who wanted to be a champion of the people and a man who was the scorn of the people. However, there was no awkwardness between them. They knew little things about each other but they DON'T really know each other that much.

Both avoided the topic on family.

This was the first thing that Lovino noticed.

Jones was a blabbermouth about many topics but he never talked about his family or something more personal. The same goes for the Italian.

Lovino let it slide since it didn't matter. He enjoyed the other's company and he couldn't ask for more. He too would rather avoid talking about his family because there is nothing to talk to in the first place.

However there were bonds that were meant to be severed.

THE HERO AND JUNKIE

Graduation was a stifling event. Although it was already the 21st century, there were ceremonies that remained the same throughout the change of eras. It was a long and tedious event but when it was the over, the students rejoiced in happiness and are excited to go to where they plan or want to. Some were going on a vacation before heading off for college, there were those who were already preparing to immediately head-off for college while there were a few who were going to be stuck in the city working to earn a little extra cash for the family and let go of extravagant dreams of leaving the state.

There were people who were exceptions to everything.

This day was not a day of celebration for Alfred and Lovino. From this day, they would be parted to each other for who knows how long. Since it was the Italian who initiated the relationship, he also broke it off. Well, he considered themselves as partners, not really lovers since they had never gone to dates unless their afterschool escapades counted.

Alfred was taken aback at the suddenness of it all. His mind had been in a daze for the past months. How they fumbled with each other after the senior's ball, making out inside the Lovino's new car. Their bodies were fervent with need; their kisses hungry for taste for the other; and how they rhythmically complimented each other without any effort. It was the day that the American youth lost his virginity and he was happy that it was with a person that he has grown to adore.

"I really did like you."

Before the Alfred could give his reply, the brunet dashed away. The blond just stood still and he only moved when his mobile phone was ringing incessantly.

Meanwhile Lovino went inside the car that became more than just a vehicle that he used for travel. His tears slowly fell down from his eyes, to his cheeks and the salty liquid landed on the steering wheel. He didn't expect that he actually might have fallen in love with the idiot. Nothing in this world comes for free and the price of loving was the ache of leaving and being left. When he lifted his gaze, he saw a frantic Alfred running and that was the last time that Lovino saw the other man.

Back to Alfred, the call he received was from the police. Their house was in ablaze and both his parents were in critical condition. The necessary immediate treatments have been applied to Mr. and Mrs. Jones so that they could be travelled to the nearest hospital and receive intensive care. When the young man arrived at his house, it was no longer recognizable.

His father was already en-route to the hospital but his mother's body just gave up moments ago. More than 90% of her body sustained third-degree burns. Alfred cried for his mother who was no longer with him. The charred body made her unidentifiable to how she looked like before: blond hair, blue eyes, fair skin. The youth got most of his physical attributes from her mother while his traits were from his father, a boisterous man like the beaming sun. It ached so much that he suddenly felt alone in this world.

He wondered if he had the right to call Lovino and tell him about his situation.

But his fingers froze as he was about to type for the number of the other person.

"Idiot, you should have told me before rushing here. I got a speeding ticket because of you damnit!"

Alfred hugged Lovino as both cried for the loss of the other.

Maybe some bonds were meant to stay after all. Even if one was a hero and the other was a junkie, both at the extreme ends of the scale of human morals, they will be walking side-by-side.

Several years later… the junkie…

Lovino had opened a small café. He came out his parents about his lifestyle and he received an earful scolding from his mother but his father stayed silent and only gave a nod and asked what he wanted to do with his life.

"I want to be a decent person…"

Lovino could remember how his mother's amber eyes were watery and she immediately hugged the young man. The youth also silently wept with his mother.

"My little boy, how did you come with this decision?"

"A, A friend brought me to my senses…"

"If you think that the time is right, let us meet this friend."

It was the first time that Lovino heard the kindness in his father's tone while being talked to.

Instead of spending years in college, Lovino Vargas was busy with cleansing his body and rediscovering himself. It sounded a lot of those cliché chick flicks but it was his life.

After the fire incident with Alfred and the burial of Mrs. Jones, the American was in a stupor for days and Lovino took it upon himself to care for the other, be a pillar even though he might not be exactly qualified as such. By the time Mr. Jones was stable enough to be outside of the ICU, Lovino could see that Alfred was also slowly returning back to himself.

Before classes begin in fall, they parted temporarily to find out what it is that they should be doing with their lives. They didn't make any promise to each other and there was banter to cover-up their loneliness in their voice. However before they completely walked at the different parts of the crossroad, Alfred and Lovino said to each other:

"One day, I'll tell you about myself."

For Lovino, all of that was a distant memory. His youth was full of turmoil but in those dark pits, he met saw a brightness that led him out of the tunnel.

Several years later… the hero…

Alfred's life after the graduation was a blur. He could only remember bits and pieces of it. However, during the entire ordeal, he can never forget how Lovino stayed by his side, gently supporting him. The brunet helped him schedule and fix the burial of his mother. Hazel eyes were filled with compassion and this different side of Lovino made Alfred fall for the other more. It was not the right moment to tell his feelings but one day, he silently vowed to himself that, he will tell the other of his feelings and how much his life has changed because of him.

Despite the goodness of his family, dark clouds always hang beside him. He began to admire Lovino who lived inside an abyss but battled them on face-on, like a proud soldier.

"One day, I'll tell you about myself."

It was not a promise that they should meet again and wait for each other. It was a simple statement that if they do happen to see each other again and still feel the same like how they did before they left the vast grounds of the academy, then they can talk about the things that they kept inside themselves.

The day may or may not come but Alfred hoped that it will.

No, he will make it happen.

He will never leave his life up to the hands of capricious celestial beings.

After several months of moping and counseling, Alfred began to straighten himself back to his older self. He went to the barber and but down the blond locks that were growing longer than they should be. He also had his face shaved clean and he bought a new suit. If he could not be a pilot, they he will be a man who will build the babies that will zoom through the azure expanse. For years, he struggled through college, juggling two part-time jobs, visiting his father and school. He didn't have time to fool around. So when he came through alive and he was a verified aerospace engineer, he began his search for Lovino.

With the internet and asking around old acquaintances, he found out that the man was operating a small café.

It took days for Alfred to find the courage to walk through the wooden glass door and start a conversation. When he did finally enter the quaint place, his mood was dampened because the man called-in sick. Well he cheered himself up by going to a diner and ordering a burger and fries plus soda. The meal was satisfying.

Instead of visiting again the café the following day, he waited for two days and he finally saw Lovino. Unlike the teenager who was flitting between sobrieties and being in a daze, the man before him was completely changed. The brunet was taking orders, usually to the ladies and made small talks with other customers, still the ladies. He still cussed to others but it was controlled and he was… more handsome than before. The last train of thought dusted the fair complexion of the American with rosiness. He berated himself and then entered inside the small place.

It was quaint ambient place. The chairs and tables were usually only for two people but at the back were long rectangular tables for customers who were in groups. The lighting was just-enough to allow those who were reading to see the words and letter without squinting. Quiet jazz music played in the background.

"About time you visited me bastard. You looked like a stalker while standing outside."

Alfred laughed as he heard again that voice that was his constant companion during those languid afternoons.

END