Title:Darkness Consumes
Summary:What happens when you find yourself in the hands of someone you hate. At their mercy. They can and will do anything they want to you...
It was quiet, for once in my home. The darkness had become me, and I was numb. My fingers, moved, and I winced. It hurt so much to feel these things, and yet they were apart of me now. Apart of my life. I longed to scream out, my anger, my sadness, my pain. Just to scream it to the world. I wanted to die, but I couldn't. I had promised her, Maria...
I had loved her so much, but she had given her own life to save mine. I remember watching as the cruelty of the human, shot. Hitting my beloved in the chest, with a black bullet, soon stained red. She died as she lived, with such a happy smile on her face. Were you happy to die Maria? Please don't tell me that you were.
I can feel the tears, running down my face. My fingers gripped the handle of my weapon. A pistol, similar to the one that had killed her. My beloved Maria...
"Maria..."It was the only thing I could say, and only in a whisper. I want to tell you how I'm sorry for what I've done. I want to go on my knees and beg you for forgiveness...I can't though.
I wonder if you can even hear me, Maria. Can you? I know you're in a better place now, and please don't become upset if I join you. I want to, I can't live forever without you Maria. Without your love, and kindness.
The humans of the world we had always longed for, are cruel. They want to use me Maria, they want to harm me. But I've already harmed myself.
Oh Maria, please don't cry. Your tears land so softly on my room window, some humans call it "rain", but I know that's not it. It's you Maria, and please don't be so sad. I do love you, and I'm doing this for both of us.
I move my hand up, and placed the cold metal beneath my chin. I shiver, against my will. More tears, harder this time against my window. I can see bit of sunlight though, and I smile. She was crying because she was happy now, I assumed. I smiled. If Maria was happy then I'd be too.
I continued to cry, I felt so happy. More then I had in years now. I would be with my Maria, my sister in only a few moments. I was just about to pull it when a thought consumed my head.
Rouge, Omega…I never even said goodbye to them. They had only been loyal to me in this world, and I wanted to say goodbye before I headed to the next. Then I remembered that Rouge and Omega. They worked for G.U.N,, willingly. I am G.U.N's property apparently. I am not though, I don't belong to anyone.
My heart aches slowly, as the thought of my friends' faces as they found out about my self conflicted death. I swallowed, opening my eyes for a moment. I ridded their faces from my head, my mind, my very soul. I needed to do it, erase them, so they too could get over me. I would watch over them. I would always want them to be safe, even that God awful Faker.
I close my eyes softly, feeling the tears continue to roll their way down my cheeks. I'm crying with you Maria, I love you. Shhh, we'll be together soon. I promise.
I ever so slowly, positioned my fingers, gripping the gun tightly. My breath caught in my throat as I tilted my head back. I let my index finger slowly slid down, and I heard a soft click. The last sound I'd ever hear before…
Bang!
I felt my body slowly go numb, and my eyes rolled back into my head. I smiled softly to myself, as blood and tears, covered my face. "I love you, Maria…"I whispered, letting her name roll off my tongue, before darkness consumed me.
A/N: Well this is my first ever fanfic I hope you all enjoyed it. Please review!
