Hullo! I do not own DBZ. So you no can sue! ^_^ hehe. Ok well this is a newer version of the first chapter. Because the last one i couldnt use spell check and it had A LOT of misspelled words. lol. ok read on!
¤Chaper 1¤
"Take care of your mother, Im proud of you son." "No, Dad! No! Dont go again! Dont leave!" "Gohan!! Gohan!" Gohan opened his eyes and saw Goten standing there. Goten looked down on him with eyes full of tears. "Goten?" HIs little brother hugged him. "Gohan! I didnt think you would wake up! You just kept yelling and screaming about dad! I was scared!" Gohan pulled back from Gotens hug. "Its ok now, Im fine." Gohan glanced at the clock and sighed. "Hey, Why dont you try to get back to sleep. Its 2:30 in the mourning."
Gohan smiled and picked Little Goten up and carried him over to his bed. He tucked in the sheets alaround Goten. "Goodnight Goten." "Goodnight brother." After Gohan was sure Goten was asleep he walked downstairs. He poured a glass of water and started to drink. Why did he have that dream again. He was having it everynight now for two weeks. *I guess it'll just get worse as time goes by.* He thought.
He through his glass in the sink and it shatterd. He slammed his fist down on the table. "I can't take this anymore!" "Gohan..." Gohan turnned around. Chi Chi was standing there with a frightend Goten hugging her from behind. "Mom, I..." Chi Chi frowned. "Are you ok sweetie?" Gohan didnt want to answer her. He didn't even want to be there. "IM Fine. Goodnight." He walked past them both and went back to hes room room to go to sleep. Chi Chi looked down at little Goten and smiled. "You can sleep with mommy tonight if you want." Goten smiled and headed towards her room. "I dont understand it. He always gets like this before the anniversry of Gokus death. Its been 4 years." She sighed. "Goku, we all miss you." she whisperd, then walked into her room.
Gohan woke up to the sound of rain banging against hes window. He slightly moaned as he rolled over and put hes pillow over hes head. He could still here the rain clattering so he rose hes self out of bed and looked out hes window. "Gee,...Its a beatiful day." He mumbled sarcasticly as he tumbled around for hes shirt. He found hes shirt and quickly put it on along with hes shoes. He stumbled over some toy car that Goten had left out in room.
"Arg! Damnit!" He threw the toy against the wall and walked into hes bathroom. He grabed a brush and looked in the mirror. He brushed hes hair and then walked downstairs. "Goodmorning Gohan! Sleep well?" Chi Chi Called from the kitchen when she saw her son come downstairs. She was still a little worrid about him. "Fine" He mummbled as he grabed a jug of milk and drunk straight out of it. "I wish you wouldnt do that Gohan!" She yelled. He rolled hes eyes and put the jug down. Then grabbed some Toast. They sat in silence the whole time. Until Chi Chi finnaly looked outside.
"I love the rain. Its so calming." She sighed. "So did dad." Gohan muttered under his breath but wanting his mother to here. She did anyway. she took a deep breath. Then looked at her oldest son. "Gohan, its been 4 years. Its time to move on. Your farther wouldnt want us said forever. He would want us to be happy and live life cheerfully. Thats why he died." Gohan slamed his fist down on the table. "Thats not why he died. He died because of me mom! And you know it! We all know it! Its my fault. Its all my fault dads gone. He would have never died if it hadnt been for me. He would still be here....with us,...with me."
His black eyes filling up with tears. All the painful memories coming back. Chi Chi was silent. Goten was listening to it all from the door, un noticed. Gohan continued. "Its my fault you dont have a husband. Its my fault Goten doesnt have a dad! You can say whatever you want mother but its all true! Everyone knows it." Goten walked in. "Its not your fault Gohan." Gohan looked up at his brother. CHi Chi snaped back into it. "Gohan it is not your faul-"Gohan stoped her. "Yes it is! If i would have killed cell sooner then he wouldnt have had to sacrifice heself"
Gohan new he was about to cry. He hadnt cryed sense the last anniversry of the cell games. And all the times before he hadnt let hes mother see him. He stood up and walked towards the door. "Gohan! Where are you going! Its cold and rainy out there!" Gohan shrugged. "Anywhere from here for awhile." With that he walked out of the house. "Son Gohan!" Chi Chi cried. Then she ran to the phone and called Bulma.
"Mushie Mushie?"
"Bulma!"
"Chi Chi?! What is it?"
"Its Gohan. Hes scaring me Bulma. He gets all upset everytime the anniversry of Gokus death comes around!"
"Oh my god, Do you know where he is now?"
Chi Chi was silent. Then whisperd. "I dont no... He just walked out of the house..."
"Ok, Chi Chi. I want you to listen to me. Im coming over there. Dont go anywhere."
Chi Chi choked out between sobs. "Ok..."
"Alright ill be over there in a minuite. I'll bring Trunks over to occupy Goten."
"o-ok. Bye."
"Bye now." click.
Chi Chi hung the phone down slowly. Then she looked over at Goten, who was crying. "Come here sweetie. Trunks is coming over to play today." Goten ran over and hugged her. "Ok, Is Gohan gonna come home?" "Soon honey. Now how about you go into your room and play until Trunks gets here." He nodded and went up to his room.
Chi Chi walked over to a photo Albulm and flipped through the paged. There was a picture of Her, Goku and baby Gohan. Chi Chi felt a tear well up in her eyes. She flipped the paged and came acrost the pictures of Gohans 11th Birthday. One was him smiling holding up his telescope. And one with him and Goku. That had been one of the last days they had spent together. And they had looked so happy. She started crying and droped the picture. "Oh i cant belive this." she said as she started to pick up the class.
She through it all away and then herd a knock and the door. She went to open it and there stood Bulma holding Trunks hand. With vegeta standing behind them. "Hey Chi Chi." Bulma said. Chi Chi smiled. "Come on in." She looked over at Trunks. "Gotens in his room." Trunks ran to Gotens room. Chi Chi lead Bulma into the living room with Vegeta not to far behind. Chi Chi sat down and explained to the two the last few nights.
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I kno it sux. But i tried to make it better. be gental with the flamming pleaseee.
¤Chaper 1¤
"Take care of your mother, Im proud of you son." "No, Dad! No! Dont go again! Dont leave!" "Gohan!! Gohan!" Gohan opened his eyes and saw Goten standing there. Goten looked down on him with eyes full of tears. "Goten?" HIs little brother hugged him. "Gohan! I didnt think you would wake up! You just kept yelling and screaming about dad! I was scared!" Gohan pulled back from Gotens hug. "Its ok now, Im fine." Gohan glanced at the clock and sighed. "Hey, Why dont you try to get back to sleep. Its 2:30 in the mourning."
Gohan smiled and picked Little Goten up and carried him over to his bed. He tucked in the sheets alaround Goten. "Goodnight Goten." "Goodnight brother." After Gohan was sure Goten was asleep he walked downstairs. He poured a glass of water and started to drink. Why did he have that dream again. He was having it everynight now for two weeks. *I guess it'll just get worse as time goes by.* He thought.
He through his glass in the sink and it shatterd. He slammed his fist down on the table. "I can't take this anymore!" "Gohan..." Gohan turnned around. Chi Chi was standing there with a frightend Goten hugging her from behind. "Mom, I..." Chi Chi frowned. "Are you ok sweetie?" Gohan didnt want to answer her. He didn't even want to be there. "IM Fine. Goodnight." He walked past them both and went back to hes room room to go to sleep. Chi Chi looked down at little Goten and smiled. "You can sleep with mommy tonight if you want." Goten smiled and headed towards her room. "I dont understand it. He always gets like this before the anniversry of Gokus death. Its been 4 years." She sighed. "Goku, we all miss you." she whisperd, then walked into her room.
Gohan woke up to the sound of rain banging against hes window. He slightly moaned as he rolled over and put hes pillow over hes head. He could still here the rain clattering so he rose hes self out of bed and looked out hes window. "Gee,...Its a beatiful day." He mumbled sarcasticly as he tumbled around for hes shirt. He found hes shirt and quickly put it on along with hes shoes. He stumbled over some toy car that Goten had left out in room.
"Arg! Damnit!" He threw the toy against the wall and walked into hes bathroom. He grabed a brush and looked in the mirror. He brushed hes hair and then walked downstairs. "Goodmorning Gohan! Sleep well?" Chi Chi Called from the kitchen when she saw her son come downstairs. She was still a little worrid about him. "Fine" He mummbled as he grabed a jug of milk and drunk straight out of it. "I wish you wouldnt do that Gohan!" She yelled. He rolled hes eyes and put the jug down. Then grabbed some Toast. They sat in silence the whole time. Until Chi Chi finnaly looked outside.
"I love the rain. Its so calming." She sighed. "So did dad." Gohan muttered under his breath but wanting his mother to here. She did anyway. she took a deep breath. Then looked at her oldest son. "Gohan, its been 4 years. Its time to move on. Your farther wouldnt want us said forever. He would want us to be happy and live life cheerfully. Thats why he died." Gohan slamed his fist down on the table. "Thats not why he died. He died because of me mom! And you know it! We all know it! Its my fault. Its all my fault dads gone. He would have never died if it hadnt been for me. He would still be here....with us,...with me."
His black eyes filling up with tears. All the painful memories coming back. Chi Chi was silent. Goten was listening to it all from the door, un noticed. Gohan continued. "Its my fault you dont have a husband. Its my fault Goten doesnt have a dad! You can say whatever you want mother but its all true! Everyone knows it." Goten walked in. "Its not your fault Gohan." Gohan looked up at his brother. CHi Chi snaped back into it. "Gohan it is not your faul-"Gohan stoped her. "Yes it is! If i would have killed cell sooner then he wouldnt have had to sacrifice heself"
Gohan new he was about to cry. He hadnt cryed sense the last anniversry of the cell games. And all the times before he hadnt let hes mother see him. He stood up and walked towards the door. "Gohan! Where are you going! Its cold and rainy out there!" Gohan shrugged. "Anywhere from here for awhile." With that he walked out of the house. "Son Gohan!" Chi Chi cried. Then she ran to the phone and called Bulma.
"Mushie Mushie?"
"Bulma!"
"Chi Chi?! What is it?"
"Its Gohan. Hes scaring me Bulma. He gets all upset everytime the anniversry of Gokus death comes around!"
"Oh my god, Do you know where he is now?"
Chi Chi was silent. Then whisperd. "I dont no... He just walked out of the house..."
"Ok, Chi Chi. I want you to listen to me. Im coming over there. Dont go anywhere."
Chi Chi choked out between sobs. "Ok..."
"Alright ill be over there in a minuite. I'll bring Trunks over to occupy Goten."
"o-ok. Bye."
"Bye now." click.
Chi Chi hung the phone down slowly. Then she looked over at Goten, who was crying. "Come here sweetie. Trunks is coming over to play today." Goten ran over and hugged her. "Ok, Is Gohan gonna come home?" "Soon honey. Now how about you go into your room and play until Trunks gets here." He nodded and went up to his room.
Chi Chi walked over to a photo Albulm and flipped through the paged. There was a picture of Her, Goku and baby Gohan. Chi Chi felt a tear well up in her eyes. She flipped the paged and came acrost the pictures of Gohans 11th Birthday. One was him smiling holding up his telescope. And one with him and Goku. That had been one of the last days they had spent together. And they had looked so happy. She started crying and droped the picture. "Oh i cant belive this." she said as she started to pick up the class.
She through it all away and then herd a knock and the door. She went to open it and there stood Bulma holding Trunks hand. With vegeta standing behind them. "Hey Chi Chi." Bulma said. Chi Chi smiled. "Come on in." She looked over at Trunks. "Gotens in his room." Trunks ran to Gotens room. Chi Chi lead Bulma into the living room with Vegeta not to far behind. Chi Chi sat down and explained to the two the last few nights.
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I kno it sux. But i tried to make it better. be gental with the flamming pleaseee.
