Do you ever just feel like you want to start over? Just get rid of the past, and become someone knew? Don't you wish that one day you could wake up and be that one person you always wanted to be? Well with me, it happens a lot.
My name is Cammie Morgan, or well at least for now, until I pick who I want to be. My mom is Rachel Morgan and because of her job we move around a lot, and by a lot I mean in the past 3 years I've been in 5 different schools. It usually 3 months in the same place, and then we are onto a different state. I'm leaving the small town of Newburg in New York where I was Cam, the preppy cheerleader who had the quarterback as her boyfriend. I knew I was only going to be there for a little while, but I still got a boyfriend somehow, well he wasn't really my boyfriend since he cheated on me a few times. Oh well not like I loved him or anything, I'm never going to see him again anyway.
I'm moving to Virginia, Roseville to be exact but I don't know who I want to be, mom said we were going to be staying there for a while but she also said that about Cary, North Carolina and we were out of there in less than 5 months. My brother, Grant, he enjoys these moves because he gets any girl he wants and doesn't carry that 'player' reputation since no one knows him. How he does it, I will never know.
Maybe I'll just be Cammie, Cammie Morgan the quiet, shy, artistic and athletic girl my mom and Grant know. I'm sure they would love that; they get the normal me all the time, not just when we are alone. I mean mom said this place was home for about the next 2 years, man 2 years that a long time I don't think I'm going to last that long in the same place.
"Cammie! You ready?" Grant called, I smiled, and Grant is and always has been very pushy.
"Yeah! Can you come help me?" I call back; I didn't get an answer I just heard him bonding up the staircase. He flung open my bedroom door and walked over to my naked mattress.
"Who you going to be this time?" Grant asked, he doesn't like my covers, but they're fun so I do them anyway.
"Cammie, just Cammie." I told him and I saw him smile, I knew he was happy. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders as I wrapped mine around his waist, I smiled into his chest, I really do love my older brother, "Why are you so happy?"
"We're going to be there for 2 years, at minimum! That means I can try out for the football and lacrosse teams Cam!" Most people didn't know that Grant was amazing at both those sports; our dad was amazing at lacrosse he even went to Duke on a scholarship there, that's where he met mom.
"Oh yeah hotshot, you haven't picked up a lax stick in a month, I bet you I could bet you!" I told him with a smirk.
He looked down at me and smirked my dad's smirk, "Fine, when we get to Roseville we'll go to the closest field, how much?"
"Let's do 20 this time." He held out his hand and I held out mine.
I smirked and walked out of my room; with one last look I skipped down the stairs and into the car.
I put my headphones in a turned to my "CAR" playlist and let the music drown at everything. Mom started the car and I closed my eyes, only 7 hours to go.
