Lukas lie there, broken, the blood ran down his face as his breath came in short shallow gasps, he never complained, he never resisted and surly he never cried ..but that doesn't mean that he is not feeling all the pain... he loved but never been loved. stupid isn't he ? his whole body was hurting, he had no idea from where the pain is coming ... everything hurts, his head,chest,legs,back,arms and heart ...
pitiful isn't he ?
he dragged himself to his room. this huge house ..contained only tow people ... who once loved each other.
he throw himself on the bed and just closed his eyes ...the pain slowly disappeared ..and dark covert him.
~0O0~ Mathias, just sat there drinking, bottle after bottle drinking every last drop ...he hated this ..he wanted it to stop but lukas keeps coming back ..
even though he hurt him in every possible way, he keeps coming back into his arms, he hated himself for hurting lukas, he considered himself as a disgrace and shame on every living thing... only these bottles can help him.
after what seemed like an an hour, he was all drunk, he couldn't think of anything right or wrong .. he lifted his numb body and headed to his room,
kicking the door room open, and staring at the bed ..he was laying there ..even though he is drunk, he could see how much pain lukas was in ..he took few steps toward him "Lukas ~" his voice low, he didn't want to wake him up . he crawled on top of him ...he was all beat up, blood was still there ...how beautiful it looked. white skin covered in red ...
it was a pure look, he slowly lifted the sleeping blond in his arms, he was thin. Heading to the bathroom slowly not wanting him to wake up.
he laid the still sleeping lukas in the bathtub.
lukas woke up as the cold water filled almost half of the tub ...he was cold, he didn't notice Mathias .. his vision was a bit blurry and he was nowhere near feeling his lower body ..he only felt the ice-cold water filling the tub.. his first reaction was to call out for Mathias ..but his sore throat made his voice turn into low whisper-like words "Mathias" he repeated ...and every time the words came out, Mathias felt like bursting into tears ..
he opened the hot water .. after the top was almost cold-water filled ...lukas knew now that Mathias was there ..from the changing heat ... he opened his eyes ... to an empty bathroom, he noticed that the water was still running and the water was running down the bathtub to the floor ..
he pushed his body out of the tub ..heading to the bedroom, his footsteps were the only sound that was in the 3 floors house ..
he opened the door and for his surprise no one was there .. he was still fully clothed, he took them off and put on the first thing in the dresser, a jeans and a shirt .. he was in a mix between fear and irritation for not finding Mathias in the room .. where he was always in ..
he searched for him in every possible place the kitchen,the 6 bedrooms in the second floor, the hallways, the living room, and the library .. he was nowhere to be seen .. he wouldn't go inspect the attic or the basement ..
his fear grew as the silence deafened .. he started calling for him again .."Mathias" in a somewhat loud voice, but silence is was his answer ..
he was really annoyed.. he ran to his bedroom and locked the door behind him ..he had a very bad feeling ..
end of chapter one ...
the first DenNor R&R :3
