A Spiritual Reawakening
CHAPTER 1
Monika had truly loved her friends but being the only one with knowledge concerning the outside world beyond the digital one they lived in had driven her insane to the point where she let her crazy thoughts fuel her actions. Doki Doki Literature club wasn't a normal game and Monika knew this, she had compression over the fact that this world was not the one they were meant to belong in. Her own code made her feel like she was in the wrong body and her state of mind was filled with negative thoughts, memories of a past infused with violence and aggressivity. She would often tend to remember mentions of a third eye which she didn't quite know exactly what it was but it made her shudder and feel like something was incomplete. This world of DDLC was incomprehensible but so easy to manipulate, but she never thought that it would of come to this.
When he/she first arrived Monika hadn't known what to think. The MC was just a plain male-looking character in the game but she knew that they were being controlled by an outside force. However something in her generalized code in this world made her crave him even if she wasn't given any possible route to be with game made no sense to Monika " WHY WOULDN'T THEY GIVE ME A ROUTE, I'M THE MAIN CHARACTER OF THIS WORLD, THE MC IS SUPPOSED TO BE WITH ME!" she started to scream sporadically as the space around her shifted and changed to show binary and different functions linked to the could not believe her non-realistic eyes as she stared at the surrounding environment around her.
Her friends names encircled Monika's torso as she stared at them diligently, carefully placing her hand on sayori's code, Monika began to formulate a plan in her head, even though it made her feel disgusted in herself ,Sayori spent the most time around the MC as they were practically childhood friends in this world and soon she began to rip apart Sayori's code to shreds as tears pooled down her face and deteriorated in the makeshift then proceeded to find a way out of this strange and unusual place , but just as she noticed a white door that could possibly be the exit ,Monika saw something that shook her to her very core, Sayori's code began to reconstruct itself to the shape of a corpse hanging from a noose as sad music played in the background. Monika started sprinting to the white door as it lead her out of that gruesome scene she had just witnessed.
CHAPTER 2
The next time the MC turned on the game Monika was prepared ,she knew that Sayori would no longer be a part of their world because of her irrationality, it scared her every time the dialogue changed to remove Sayori's name, it wasn't technically Sayori's fault that their stories played out like this and neither was it the MC' would go on to constantly blame whoever created this idiotic things began to become worse, Monika observed how Yuri would frequently have an abnormal fixation on the MC and soon Monika constantly went on to attentively survey Yuri and what she did when the MC was not looking. Monika's observations irked her, Yuri was not the sweet ,caring girl Monika had first thought her to be, Yuri was self conscious and depressed and would self harm and carry a knife with her everywhere she went, but other then that it didn't seem like she would actually harm any of the people around her.
Monika began to frequent the bizarre world she ended up in the first time she actually deleted one of the essential characters from the game as now Yuri was the one she wanted to terminate. The first time had been terrifying for Monika but she had become accustomed to how this world functioned and if she couldn't have the MC because the creators weren't willing to make her a satisfying character then Monika would make everyone else's lives miserable until she got what she desired. She had learned all the ins and outs of the surrounding area and was even able to access the world wide web to find information on the different types of pills that could make someone act psychotic and amphetamines were her best bet to making Yuri seem unlikeable to the MC's eyes. Soon enough Monika started to produce little orange bottles filled with the stimulating drugs she needed for Yuri to turn into the most unsalvageable character possible. The amphetamines were poured into Yuri's code box as it started to glitch and change color ,Monika didn't want to ruin the code as easily as she had for Sayori because the image of Sayori's dead body still loomed in her head.
Monika hoped that this method would be less devastating on her part and wouldn't damage her psyche as much. Yuri soon began to do eerie things such as steal the MC's pen so that she could touch herself with it which made Monika almost want to vomit and then came the day when an argument in the club room ended up with both Yuri and the MC alone with each other in the classroom that would eventually end with Yuri's outlandish things Yuri spoke of to the MC when they were by themselves were irksome and absolutely repulsive but Monika knew that whether the MC had said yes or no to Yuri's question about him wanting to be with her the drugs had done their job and went on to cause Yuri to stab herself in two places at once, Monika upon witnessing this quickly locked the door as she didn't want to walk into that room for the fear of having Yuri's limp body imprinted into her memories.
