Eternal Life, Eternal Hell

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Eternal sleep was all she wished for. This time when she wakes up the sound of a cello wouldn't greet her ears, nor would the piercing dark eyes gaze upon her figure fixated on her health. When she fell he wouldn't be there to catch her, and all that was left of him were her memories engraved deep in her chest. As she opened her eyes tears cascaded gently down her pale cheeks, and she knew that it was time to face the world without him. She fell forward out of her cocoon her flowing hair covering her naked form. Weakened she slowly crawled out pushing things out of the way. As she finally pushed the stone door she got on her knees enjoying the feeling of the sun on her cheeks. As she opened her eyes once more she looked down at her figure and gasped remembering the event that happened before tears overwhelmed her as the thought of shedding so much blood has once again burdened her until she shifted her gaze and letting out a gasp. Dragging her body she picked up a rose a blue ribbon tied to it, and let out a small cry holding the rose to her chest even as the thorns scratched her chest it just instantly healed. Saya failed to notice a car stopping, or the sound of feet climbing the stairs all she heard was a gasp and someone shouting her name.

"SAYA!" the sound frightened her and her first instinct was to call out her companions name, but then it hit her hard, that he was no longer there.

"Haji…" she whispered tears springing to her eyes.

"Saya, it's me Kai." She looked up to the source of the voice calling her and a sudden realization dawned on her. She was at the Miyagusuku family grave the place where the previous events started, the events which lead to his departure. All she could do was throw her arms around his neck and let all the pain out.

"Rin why is auntie crying?" Saya raised her head and noticed two large pairs of eyes staring at her.

"Auntie Saya please don't cry your making me sad." She looked slightly worried before another voice broke in

"Kira shush." Saya then looked up and gave the girls a smile. Extending her arms wide the girls understood and embraced there mother figure.

"Kai get Auntie Saya the blanket in the car." Kai immediately understanding had left leaving the twin girls and Saya behind.

"Auntie Saya, you're really early." Rin stated bluntly. Saya shook her head and only then realized that the girls seemed young. She had expected when she woke up the twins to be much older and Kai as well. Shaking her head she gave no response she didn't feel like replying. A few minutes later Kai had draped a blanket around her figure and the four had set off towards the car one of the twins holding a Pink rose in her hands that went unnoticed by all.

After arriving it was evident that Saya was exhausted. Slowly they lead her towards her room. It looked untouched as if abandoned, but at the same time it was clean no dust, Kai must go there everyday to keep it clean.

"We kept it clean for you." Rin had said looking up hoping she wouldn't get in trouble. Saya smiled gratefully of course all she felt like doing was falling onto the bed and continuing her sleep she didn't wish to bear the truth of life, she had wounds that were etched into her that never seemed to heal and the only one who could mend it was gone. Understanding that Saya wished to be alone Kira had grabbed on to Kais, and her sister's hand pulling them out of the room. Saya grateful nodded and collapsed on the bed instantly falling asleep.

Her eyes snapped open to reveal her crimson red orbs scanning the room. She jumped out of bed dragging the blanket with her. Her eyes then snapped towards the window, the song seemed to be calling her. Looking outside the figure of someone was before her playing a tune that has been haunting her in her sleep. Saya completely awake had jumped out of the window dragging the blanket, but as she got closer the person had seemed to get farther stretching her hands out she tried to scream his name but no sound resonated from her throat. Collapsing to the ground she began to cry. Untill everything became dark and Saya had truly awakened. Something hot had been on her cheeks and she realized that it was tears. Not being able to hold them back anymore she got dressed and attempted to leap out of the window, but before being able to do that a feeling of dread had spread upon her making her shiver and her world turned black.

A/N: My first Blood+ fanfic and its not so great its so late over here and I honestly need to sleep so this will quench your reading for now until tomorrow which I will re-read this and laugh at my mistakes then fix this up and next chapter will be MUCH longer this is sort of like a start up so enjoy for now!