Hey guys,
this is a new songfic I wrote.
The idea popped into my head, while I was listening this song.
Hope you'll like it.
Quinn was dating Mark. And she could say that she was happy. He was so sweet, but sometimes she wished, that he could make the first step instead of her. To her misfortune he didn't. And that frustrated her. But of all her thinking, she didn't know how far she could go.
She was sitting in her dorm, listening to music and reading a biology book.
Zoey and Lola stepped in.
"Hey Quinn!" Lola said happily.
"Hey" Quinn mumbled not really want to talk.
"What's up? You don't seem very good today." Zoey asked.
"It's nothing, really" Quinn lied.
"She's lying" Lola interjected.
"Quinn, tell us, we're your best friends" Zoey said her voice full of concern. Quinn hated it, when someone interferes in her problems.
"Well, it's about Mark" She finally answered.
"Did he break up with you?", Lola asked unsure.
"LOLA!" Zoey glared at her.
"It's okay Zo. And no he didn't break up with me."
"So, what's the matter?" Zoey asked confused.
"I'm unhappy; he isn't doing anything with me. Other couples go on dates, and we? We're staying in my or his room, watching a new wrestling episode and eating potatoes. That isn't what I expected of a relationship."
Lola tried her best not to laugh, but when Zoey looked at her, she had an empathetic look in her face.
"Talk to him" Zoey proposed.
"But what if he didn't want to?"
"If he really loves you, he would" Lola said seriously.
"Okay, I'll talk to him tomorrow." Quinn said and went to bed.
The next day Quinn talked to Mark and he promised that they would go on a date on Saturday. She smiled and kissed him on the cheek. Don't get her wrong, she would kiss him on his lips, but he wouldn't kiss back for some odd reason, and that would hurt her a lot.
Quinn, Mark, Logan, Michael, Zoey and Lola were sitting on a lunch table having lunch.
A big boy arrived and sat down on the seat, where Chase would obviously sit, but because Chase was helping a teacher with the slide-projector, he wasn't able to have lunch.
"Hey Quinn, can I copy your science homework?" he asked.
She recognized him. It was Lance the bad boy bully, who was in her science class. He disturbs class every time and one time the teacher freaked out and threw him out. After that, he called her slut and he had to go to dean River's office. Quinn hated him.
"Hello? You're listening?"
"No!"
"You're not listening or you won't give me your home work to copy it?"
"The second one", Quinn answered.
"OUGH! I'll remember that you little spaz" he said angrily and stood up.
"Quinn are you okay?" Zoey asked her.
"Yeah" she answered coldly.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
After class Quinn went into her room. She laid down her back pack and sat down on the couch, hugging her legs. She began to cry. The most thing she hated was, when someone called her a spaz. She knew that Lola and Zoey would be in the mall. So she let her tears come out. She could hear a slight knock on the door.
Her breath stopped for a second and she got frightened.
She wiped away her tears and stood up.
"Who's there?"
"It's me, Logan" the voice came from outside.
"Come in"
And he did.
"Is Lola here?"
"No, she's shopping with Zoey, why?"
"Damn. She wanted me to help her in chemistry."
"Why she didn't ask me?"
"I asked her the same and she answered, that you aren't in the mood to help her."
"That's not the truth. I would do-", she was interrupted by Logan.
"Were you crying?" he asked looking deeply in her eyes.
"I...no…" she doesn't know why, but she began to cry again.
She felt his arms around her.
"It's okay" he whispered.
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
After she stopped to cry, she looked at Logan. He gave her a little, but still soft smile.
"Thanks Logan"
"Shh, it's okay." He whispered in her hair.
"I hate it, when someone calls me a spaz. I…it's just...it hurts." She said hugging him tightly.
When she looked at him again, she felt the need to kiss him, but just on the cheek.
She was about to kiss him, when he turned his head and her lips met his.
At the first moment both were shocked, but soon they began to kiss each other.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
What was she doing? She kissed Logan and now? She's gonna sleep with him. That wasn't what she expected of herself. How could she just betray her boyfriend, with one of her best friends? But it felt so good.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
She wanted to stop it. No, her heart told her that she has to stop with what she was doing, but her mind told her, that she is getting the love she needed at the moment.
He worked his way down her neck. And she moaned, but not too loud. Afraid, that someone would hear them. After they finished she was exhausted, and so was he.
"That was great" he said while snapping for air.
"Uhu" was all she could say. Pure pleasure defeated her heart.
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
It becomes a routine to sleep with Logan. Three days ago they had had their first time. The next time she was ready to go to his dorm, when suddenly Mark stepped into her dorm.
She looked shocked.
"Mark, what are you doing here?"
"We have a date? Today?"
"Uhm…I…"
"You wanted to go somewhere else?"
"Well, yes?" she said unsure.
"Oh, and where do you want to go?"
She has to think fast. She always was smart, why not now? Maybe because she is gonna make a mistake? She got it!
"I was about to go to the mall with Zoey and Lola. Are you okay with it?" she asked relaxing a bit.
Mark sighed.
"Sure, but can you bring me something from McDonalds, since you're there?"
"Yes, a great idea," she looked at her watch "Gotta go baby" she kissed him on the cheek and left.
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
Mark was walking down the hall way after Quinn left. He looked at his feet. After he opened the door to go outside, he couldn't believe what he was seeing, it wasn't that tragic, but he had an odd feeling in his stomach.
Zoey and Lola were sitting next to Chase and Michael by the fountain.
He made his way up to them.
"Hey guys"
"Hey Mark" Lola greeted him with a smile "Were you on your date with Quinn?"
"No, she cancelled it."
"Oh, I'm sorry" Zoey said.
"That's not the point. I thought you guys are going to the mall?"
"No, we were three days ago, why should we go today again? Lola asked confused.
"Because Quinn told me!" After he said that Zoey and Lola looked at each other and gulped.
"Uhm, well she wanted to go with us first, but we told her, that we don't want to go again, so she went alone."
"That's not the truth, is it?"
"It is the truth Mark."
"I don't think so" Mark said and left them.
"I think Quinn is in trouble" Michael said slowly.
"You might be right." Chase said.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
After Quinn got back to her dorm, Lola and Zoey were sitting on the couch arms crossed over their chest.
"What?" Quinn asked.
"We're asking you", Lola said angrily.
"Why did you tell Mark that we're in the mall?" Zoey asked. Quinn bit her bottom lip.
"Uhm, I…euh…needed an excuse."
"For what?"
"I don't want to tell you that. I know you two are my best friends, but that's too private."
"You slept with another guy?" Lola asked.
"How do you…I mean no…"
"How do I know? You said 'too private'" she answered.
"Quinn, that's so not you." Zoey said furiously.
"I felt so lonely, but then Logan came to comfort me and-" Lola and Zoey interrupted her.
"LOGAN?" both screamed.
Quinn bit her bottom lip again. Why couldn't she just shut up.
"Uhm…"
"Quinn you're gonna end this immediately." Zoey shouted at her.
Quinn winced at Zoey's voice.
"O…okay" she whispered.
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
The next day she went to Logan's dorm and knocked.
"Come in!" Logan shouted.
"Hey Logan" she said as she entered the room.
"Hey Quinn" he said and stood up.
"We have to talk, Logan"
"About what?"
"About us" she whispered.
"Okay" he said and leaned closer. His lips met hers again.
She pulled him away.
"No Logan, we have to end this!"
"Why?"
"Because I have a boyfriend and he is suspecting that we have an affair."
"So?"
"Logan please, I like you a lot but that must have an end."
"If you want that, then I'm cool with it."
"You don't know what that means to me!" she said and hugged him. He just smiled at this.
"But you're really good at it." he said with a smirk on his face after she stopped to hug him. She punched him.
"I didn't hear that, okay?" she asked playfully. They decided to be 'just friends'. She said bye and left his room.
She went to Mark's dorm and knocked.
To her surprise he opened the door immediately.
"Hey Quinn."
"Mark," she took a deep breath "I love you"
"I love you too, Quinn."
She hugged him, and he hugged her back, tough he felt hurt. He was about to forgive her that. But he knew, that if he wouldn't change, she would do it again.
She sighed in relief and a tear rolled down her cheek. Maybe one of happiness, because he forgave her or one for regretting leaving Logan.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
So this was my song-fic Unfaithful. Hope you guys liked it.
I like this song a lot and it's kinda funny, because at the last part with the 'take a gun and put it to his head' I had a cappuccino placed on my bed. And my crazy but adorable older sister jumped on it and spilled my whole delicious cappuccino on it.
Hope the characters weren't too OCC.
Please make me smile and tell me if you liked it or not with a review.
-teddybaer-
