Summary: I was still in love with him, and would always be in love with him. No matter what.
Coupling: Emma and Peter Pemma and Emma and Sean Semma.
A/N: Okay, I just thought of this last night. And so, I thought Id post it on here. I hope you like it. Please, if you read it- review, so that I know if you like it. Thank you.
Oh, and obviously I dont own Degrassi..because, if I did, I wouldnt be on here writing this.
A Tearful Ocean
The wind blew down hard, making the surrounding trees in the area sway back and forth. I slowly walked down the gravel road, holding onto my light teal jacket softly. My wild wind-blown blonde hair flew around in the air, about to turn into a tangled mess. I didn't care much about that, though, seeing as though I had more important things to worry about than my hair. Those important things were the reasons why I was casually walking down the windy streets of Toronto, Canada.
Perfect is a word I most definitely could not use to describe my life, nor a word I could use to describe my love life, but still- I had thought everything with Peter was going along pretty well. My once hate for him eventually had turned into a possible friendship, and then into something much deeper than that. But, when he had teamed up with Manny just so that he could help me with my eating disorder, that's when I knew that I seriously loved him more than anything in the world.
Of course, that was before he came back to town. The first guy I ever loved. The guy I had shared my first kiss with was back in town after a year of living with his parents in Wasaga Beach, after he had shot and killed Rick Murray. When I had strolled into 'The Dot' with Manny and Peter on either side of me, I was the first to notice him. He was sitting at the counter, holding a cup full of soda in his left hand. A black beanie was on top of his dirty blonde newly-curly head and a dark-coloured jean jacket sat carelessly on his shoulders. A smile was plastered on his handsome face, as he conversed with Spinner.
I had sent Manny some useless gestures with my head and eyes, but she didn't pick up on any of them. Sighing, I looked back over in Sean's direction, and realized he hadn't noticed me yet. "Um..." I started to studder a bit. "Why don't you two get us a seat and I'll be back in a nano-second?" I suggested, not taking my eyes off of the right-side of Sean's face. "I just want to talk to somebody really quick."
"Oh, alright." Peter had caved to my suggestion and started to gaze around the room for an empty table. He had spotted one and nudged Manny gently in the side as I made my way over to Sean.
"Is this seat taken?" I had unintentionally flirted with him, right as my boyfriend and my best friend took their seats by the window.
Spinner had smirked and pointed over at me, making Sean's head turn to the side and face me. The smile that had been on his face grew larger as he stared at me. "Emma, hi! It's so good to see you again."
"Like-wise!" I had agreed with him, sending him a small smile. I turned my head and glanced over at Peter and Manny. I let out a sigh and turned my attention back to Sean. "Listen, I'd love to get together sometime and catch-up a bit, because I can't right now." I glanced back over at Peter and Manny, who looked to be talking a bit. I had smiled to myself, thrilled that they were slowly starting to become friends. "So, just call my cell sometime- that is if you still have my number- and we'll make some plans or something." I sent him another faint smile.
Sean had continued to smile at me, while Spinner looked over at both of us smirking the whole time. "Yeah...yeah, I still have your number," he assured me. "Okay, that...that sounds great. I'll call you soon and make plans whenever we're both free."
I had slowly slipped off of the cushioned metal stool and stood firmly onto the ground. "Okay, sounds great. I'll talk to you soon then. It was really nice seeing you again. Bye Sean." I let a slow breath of air float out of my mouth as I made my way over to the table Peter had picked out for the three of us.
That was why I slowly walked down the gravel road, holding onto my light teal jacket softly. That is why I didn't care about my wild wind-blown blonde hair flying around in the wind, about to turn into a tangled mess. That's why I didn't even bat an eye when a light rain started to fall from the cotton white clouds, quickly soaking my hair and clothes.
None of that bothered me, because after running into Sean Cameron for the first time in a little over a year, I realized something. I was still in love with him, and would always be in love with him. No matter what.
