A/N: Sooooooooooooo I know I never update the stories I already have, but this story was in my head so I decided to give it a shot. And I'd love to tell you guys I'm going to start updating now, but well I'm busy, lazy, and easily discouraged by lack of ideas in my stories so be warned if you read this story you're at risk of unknowing syndrome from lack of update. : )

Disclaimer: Knock knock, whose there? Not Stephanie Meyer, that's a terrible joke, eh oh well u still don't own twilight, jerk! So anyways there you have it I own nothing nada me no owny

Introduction

BPOV

They say it's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all, well whoever said that is on crack. I loved my puppy, but a week after I got him my neighbor ran him over. I loved my friend Tess, but when I was six she died of cancer. I loved my mom, but when I was 8 a drunk driver ran her over. I loved my dad, but 6 months after my mom died he got killed on the job by some druggie.

Ever since then I've gone from foster home to foster home, and I've made friends there and I've loved them and my foster parents and the home, but I always had to move on. So excuse me for believing I would have been better off never loving than I am now after all the losses I've had.

Chapter 1

I'm now 16 years old and I'm finally being adopted, how exciting. I'm currently sitting in my social worker's office as she tells me how much I'm going to love the Cullen's, yea right.

So she's giving me the 411 on the Cullen's I guess they've adopted 5 other kids all around my age, "Isn't that exciting you'll have friends!" yeaaaaa sure I will. Anyways so my adopted dad is a doctor and my new mommy is an interior designer so they've got lots of money and I'll have a great life now they're so nice yada yada yada. I didn't pay all that much attention until she announced that the Cullen's live in this quaint little town in Washington called Forks. Greaaaaaaaaaaat a trip down memory lane.

In one week I get to move once again, this time supposedly for good, but I'm not stupid enough to believe that. I long ago started counting down the days till I turn 18 and can ditch the system to live on my own, but until then I guess I'll just have to deal with the Cullen's and whoever else I wind up with in the next couple of years.

A/N: sorry the chapters so short hopefully the other one's will be longer, though I make no guarantees , but it'd be great if you guys reviewed I'd love to know what you guys think so far. :D