Yesterday, Tomorrow and Today
CH 1
How Everything Started
One day, we where friends…
We barely talked to each other or acknowledged each other's existence but then…
"Itachi…Will you please go on a date with me?" Pein asked me with the greatest determination in his eyes.
Those words echoed in my head over a thousand times. I didn't even notice I was blushing visibly or that I was even realise that I was repeating the word date over and over again. Deidara was with me at the time, before I could even answer Deidara said:
"Itachi would love to go on a date with you Pein!"
I gasped in shock, "Deidara!" I yelled.
Pein hadn't seem to notice, he turned around then looked back at me smiling softly, "I'll come pick you up at around six okay?" He said then left.
And that's how it was settled…
My first REAL date…
The first to know was my guardian Madara, he's my uncle, and my little brother Sasuke. They where all as shocked as I was when I was asked on this date. I pulled out my cutest look I could think of and then begged:
"Please help me!"
"Wait, Aniki doesn't want to go?" Sasuke asked he then mumbled to himself: "That's weird…"
My uncle sighed, "Itachi-chan? You don't have to go…" He said, "If you don't want to go."
I have to be honest, I was surprised.
"I don't?" I asked, my uncle and brother nodded, "That's great so I-"
"RAAAAAAAAWR!!!" Deidara suddenly scream kicking open the door.
"R-RAAAAAAWR!?!?" I screamed back out of reflex.
"Itachi! I'll kill you if you don't go on that date, un!" Deidara yelled. "Look at you, un! You haven't been on a date in forever, un!"
I did the only thing I could to try and get Deidara to try and change his mind. I made my cutest face and begged him not to make me do it. Though, this technique didn't always work.
Seeing how troubled I was, my uncle stood up for me.
"Deidara…You cant force him to go on a date if he's not ready…" Madara said stepping in front of me.
For an uncle who constantly asks his nephews annoying sex questions and is annoying most of the time, I was really happy he was there…unlike most of the time…
Even though he tried standing up for me, it wasn't enough to stop Deidara's determination, "I don't care, and I will, un!" Deidara screamed at Madara, "I'm tired of seeing him mop over Kisame, un!"
Kisame…
He was my old boyfriend…My first boyfriend…
I really loved him…
I loved him so much I let him be my first…but then, after we had sex he broke my heart…
I soon learned that he had been cheating on me with six girls and four guys. It really hurt and I never really got over it. Now hearing his name makes me sad… That's mostly why I'm scared to go on dates again…I'm scared of being deceived yet again.
When I snapped back into reality, I noticed my uncle, brother and friend starring at me with concerned eyes. Deidara had noticed the mistake he had made and started to regret it.
I forced a smile, the last thing I wanted to do was get them worried about me, "I…You're right Deidara…" I said, a tear managing to escape my eye. "I'll go on that date okay?"
"I'M SO SORRY ITACHI, UN!!" He screamed jumping into my arms crying. He nuzzled his face in my chest, "I FEEL SO BAD NOW, UN!!!"
"You should." Mumbled Sasuke.
"SHUT UP, UN!" Deidara hissed.
I laughed slightly for a moment but then broke into tears hugging Deidara. If only he could understand how it felt to have someone you loved break your heart. Then he could be a little easier one me…right?
Deidara soon left after the event and so did Sasuke. Deidara went back home expecting me to go on the date and then call him afterwards so he learns how it went. Sasuke left to go to Naruto's house, I find he's been hanging around him more and more these days. I think there might be something going on between them…
The second they where out of the house, my uncle grabbed me and forced me to change into different clothes for the date. He then took some pictures of me in the outfit he forced me into, then Pein showed up on time to pick me up.
"Uh…Itachi? What are you wearing?" He asked.
I could have died from embarrassment. I was wearing a read dress that was rather revealing (My uncle let me in on an inside scoop saying it used to be my mom's dress…To think my mother would wear such a thing…), I also had black high heels and my hair was untied like it normally is.
I couldn't help but blush madly, "I-I'm sorry Pein…" I mumbled my gaze attached to the ground. "M-my uncle forced me into it…"
Pein chuckled lightly, "Well you do look good in it." He admitted with the nicest smile I've ever seen.
It made me blush a lot, "Oh well…thank you…" I said looking away.
Pein scratched the back of his head, "I'm sorry if you just felt awkward…" He said laughing slightly, "Would you like to come back to my house so you can get into some real clothes?"
I was so close to just jumping in his arms and scream yes, but I maintained my calm. It's not because my uncle was evil that I was going to do that. "Y-yes please…" I mumbled.
Pein smiled at me one more time and lead the way. He opened the car door for me and before closing it he asked:
"You don't have to answer if you don't want to but, did your uncle force you into panties too?" He asked grinning.
I looked at my feet again, "Y-yeah…" I mumbled yet again.
Pein laughed and closed the door. He went to his seat then drove off back to his house. We soon arrived to his apartment, it surprised me a little at first but he then told me that his parents had passed away and now he just lives with his best friend. Konan. I felt bad for him even if I had lost my parents too. The only different thing with out situation is that I still have family members alive while he has nothing left.
He parked his car in his parking space then lead me over to his apartment. It was a little gloomy at first but then livened up little by little. He brought me to his room where he started fishing for clothes for me. It wasn't too long until he handed them to me.
"They might be a little big on you…" He warned."It beats wearing a dress." I admitted taking the clothes from his hands, "Thank you."
"No problem."
There was a long pause, I expected him to leave but he stood in front of me smiling. It made me feel a little uncomfortable. Finally, I asked him:
"C-could you leave, so I can change?"
He looked at me puzzled, "hun? But we're both guys."
My gaze went back to the ground like it does very often now, there was another pause when he clicked.
"Point taken, I'm gone." He said exiting the door.
For some reason, I felt like stopping him. I wanted him to stay. I know it's a little weird, even I don't understand why that sudden feeling took over myself. I hugged the clothes tighter to my chest wondering if I might actually like Pein the same way he likes me.
I shook my head, Not the time to wonder about that! I schooled myself, I need to get changed!
I placed the clothes on Pein's bed when I noticed he had a Maximum Hormones poster on his wall. I wondered why I didn't notice it before for a moment then went back to changing. I slipped off the red dress carefully, even if I didn't like it and wanted to burn it, it belong to my mother and this was one of the few memories we had left of her. I then slipped off the stuffed bra my uncle forced me into and threw that in the garbage. I don't know to whom it belong to, and even if it was my mother's I would never, and I mean NEVER keep it as a memory of her! EVER!
I took off the high heals that I was stuck with after wards. Kami! How do girls walk in these things!? I almost fell so many times with them on! I placed the shoes next to my mother's dress then slipped off the panties. I really preferred boxers, those things were really uncomfortable! These are one of the many things I don't understand why women do or wear. I'll probably never know so I should just stop asking myself. I looked around Pein's room for a moment, there were many band posters on the wall, a couple of CD s here and there on the ground, but besides that it was a pretty plain room.
I had to admit, I liked it very much.
For some reason it occurred to me that I was in another man's room naked, which made me feel really uncomfortable. I guess it was a sign that my body was sending to my brain saying: 'GET DRESSED ALREADY!'
I took the shirt Pein had given to me, it was black with PATTY-CAKE CHAMPION* written on it in red. I'm not sure if he was looking to embarrass me like my uncle did but I had no choice but to put it on anyways. I placed the shirt back on the bed, then looked around Pein's room for a mirror. I needed to check my hair. I found one quick enough then started to fix it quickly. Satisfied with the results, I grabbed the shirt then heard a loud THUMP!** come from just outside the room.
I held the shirt to my chest, then blushed for some reason, "Pein?" I asked, "Is everything okay?"
"Yeah…just fine Itachi-chan." He said.
My blush became a bridge leading to one cheek to the other. Did he just call me Itachi-chan? I shook my head again, I made him wait long enough anyways. I slipped on the shirt, then the boxers and the pants which were all really big on me. I walked out of the room waiting to be judged by my date. Pein went wide eyes as he starred at me, he was blushing and said nothing.
I screwed my eyes shut and jumped away, "Don't look at me!" I screamed, "I'm ugly aren't I?!"
Pein stopped me from going any further, "N-no, you look really cute." He assured, "I just didn't know what to say, you could never look ugly. You're too beautiful for that."
I felt my heart flutter, I don't think Kisame ever complemented me like that before…
His grip on my hand started to loosen a little, he took a step forward and with his other hand cupped my cheek and kissed me. My eyes went wide, it was very hard to register what was going on for a moment. The only thing I could ask myself in my mind was: Is he really kissing me? Over and over again, until I finally got an answer, which was obviously yes.
I slowly kissed back. It never occurred to me how soft and smooth Pein's lips were. Well of course, this was my first time kissing him but every other person I kissed before him, their lips weren't as smooth or as soft as his. My eyes slowly fluttered as I returned the kiss shyly at first. Pein nibbled on my lower lip asking for an entrance that I granted shyly. His tongue moved against mine in a pleasurable way that made me mewl lightly.
Just as I was getting over how shy I was at the moment and really responding to the kiss, Pein broke it and pulled away. My eyes were still hazy and I wasn't all there at the moment, Pein really was one hell of a good kisser. Pein smiled at me and gave me one last taste of what he was capable of doing so well for a short moment.
"So, shall we go?" He offered.
I smiled back and took his hand nodding.
The movie was good but sad, it was a chick flick and it embarrassed me a lot that I actually cried during it. Even if men aren't supposed to like chick flicks, I cant contain myself during them! They're just so sad and so romantic at the same time! Pein wouldn't let me live it down though.
"I cant believe you cried." He mocked.
"It's not my fault! It's just so sad!" I mumbled.
Pein laughed lightly and shook his head. I was really enjoying myself at the moment, Pein was an awesome person to be around. He was so calm and so funny at the same time. I think I was actually falling for him.
I suddenly gasped silently when I felt something brush against my hand. I looked down to see Pein taking my hand. I looked at Pein wide eyes, there were no words to describe how happy I was. When I was going out with Kisame, every time I would try to take his hand, he'd push me away and whispered to me 'not in public'. I was really happy that Pein took my hand, it showed that he didn't care if we were in public or not but he loved me and wanted to touch me. That probably didn't come out right but I don't care! I'm really happy at the moment!
Suddenly, Pein stopped walking. "Itachi," He started, "There's something I want to ask you. Please take me seriously."
I nodded and looked at him a little confused.
Pein took a deep breath, "Itachi…I really, really like you." This made me blush and smile lightly, "So…would you go out with me? I mean…like…be my lover?"
Pein was really cute when flustered. I smiled at him cutely, "Of course." I answered, "I really like you too."
I got on my toes to kiss Pein, "That's so cute, you have to get on your toes to reach me." He passed a quick comment.
"Shut up!" I replied.
We froze hearing mumbling, and a couple of squeals. We looked and from the other side of the street we saw a large group of people starring at us, one of the girls had a camera while most of the others where huddled over her.
"Have they never seen a gay couple?" Pein asked puzzled.
"It looks like it." I smirked and tilted my chin upwards, "Then let's show them what a gay couple does." He said then kissed me.
I kissed back happily. I knew that my new relationship with Pein would last longer then any other one I had before. He loved me and I loved him back, nothing could change that.
End Of Chapter…
*I just felt like letting people know that the Patty-Cake Champion shirt actually exists XD
** Since I drew this, when Itachi heard a loud THUMP! sound, it was because Pein had peeked in and saw Itachi naked. He fell on the ground with a major nosebleed and was in some kind of lala land which is also why Pein used the honorific 'chan' at the end of Itachi's name. I know it's completely useless information but I felt like it needed to be said XD
