AN: Hi everyone! This is my very first fanfic, so bear with me. Something else you should also know is that English is not my first language. So I apologize if there are any grammar mistakes, let me know so I can correct them!

I got the idea from this AU: Finn and Rachel trying to get kurt and blaine to be an item.

I've been wanting to do this for a while now, so here it is! Enjoy!


PROLOGUE


love

[luhv] noun, verb, loved, lov·ing.

noun

1.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, asfor a parent, child, or friend.

3.sexual passion or desire.

4.a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person;sweetheart.


There he was. Between the crowds in the hallway, between the pushing and shoving I could pick out his frame from anywhere. I don't know what it was about him, whatever pulled me towards him. It's strange, because the world I used to know doesn't exist anymore how it was supposed to. Everything around me changed. Like you're standing still on one spot and you don't know if you're actually moving forward or backwards. You also can't seem to notice any progress from your last checkpoint. And it's so damn frustrating.

He looked at me and smiled but didn't walk up to me. Instead, he smiled and walked right past me. I didn't know what to think of it. It was definitely not a good sign… but it's also not a bad one. I watched him walk past me and disappear in one of the classrooms. I kept looking in the direction where he disappeared. If I could take a glance in the future I would be happy, like really happy.

I looked at my watch and turned around immediately. I was late for class, again. I ran up the stairs and sprinted across the hallway. I stood in front of the door and knocked hesitantly. I was pretty sure that I was getting scolded again. I opened the door and realized that the teacher was late himself. "Great". I rolled my eyes and took a seat in the back of the classroom. My mind automatically thought of him again and I didn't care if I had the silliest grin on my face or the biggest butterflies I have ever felt. It felt right and it felt good. And whenever he talks it goes straight to my heart. I don't care how cheesy it sounds, it's true, but it gets so painful at times. I want to be with him. I just want to walk up to him and kiss him, right there and then but I can't. And it's painful.

I hated him right now, I hated how he made me feel. I hated that I haven't felt this before, the feeling of being completely and hopelessly in love. Yes, in love. In love with Blaine Anderson. And I have to tell him, I can't keep it for myself anymore.


AN: Worth continuing?