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Edward downed his fifth, or was it sixth?, shot of vodka feeling it burn his throat as it went down. Hid master plan was to get as drunk as possible so the ache in his chest would disappear.
He blinked, stopping the flood of tears that threatened to push past the brink and flow over the edge.
Despite himself, he started crying not big stuttering tears, just small little rivulets of clear cascading down his cheeks.
No one would be able to see them anyway, Edward thought. It was too dark in Big & Hard, he glanced to his side watching as a stripper in blue jeans and no shirt came on stage. Edward watched for a moment as the stripper winked teasingly at someone in the front and knelt in front of them, the startled and notably horny guy unbuttoned his jeans and the stripper stood again to blow him a kiss. The stripper was obviously gay, but who in Big & Hard wasn't?
Edward had a hard time turning his eyes away from the stripper, he looked so much like his Emett. Football player build, dimples and short dark brown hair.
Emett, the bastard. Edwards sadness was replaced by anger and he was dangerously close to shattering the glass in his hand.
~flashback~
Edward had come home a little earlier then usual to surprise emett, it was after all their 6 month anniversary. Edward had bypassed the kitchen in his walk to their bedroom up the stairs.
He'd heard moaning and Edward couldn't help but blush at the though of emette getting off on his own before he knew Edward would be home.
"Oh god harder" a moaning voice had said from inside their bedroom, Edward brushed it off to emette watching porn.
He opened the door slightly sticking his head in and his jaw dropped to the floor.
There was his emette thrusting into some guy Edward thought looked strangely familiar, the guy was on his knees and emette was behind him with his hands on the guys shoulders and his eyes closed.
Edward stood there for a moment unable to move or comprehend just what the hell he was seeing, then it all fell into place and he turned back around slamming the door behind him.
That seemed to bring emette out of his stupor because before Edward was out the front door emett was rushing after him, a pair of jeans hanging low on his hips.
"Edward please, I can explain" emette had boomed in that loud voice of his.
Edward had turned around calmly, determined not to let the agony he was feeling show on his face. He succeeded his face was a neutral mask.
"explain" he said in a neutral voice crossing his arms over his chest, emett knew he had to tread lightly when Edward got like this a spark could make him blow.
"Iwasjust…Itdoesn'tmeananything, idontevencareabouthim,iloveyouedward" emette had said all in one breath, his words jumbled together as he fought to say the right ones.
"What does he have that I don't?" Edward wanted to know.
"Nothing" emett said anxiously.
"Then why?" this time Edwards voice cracked and his eyes stung trying to hold back the tears.
"I…don't know" emett said weakly stepping forward to embrace Edward.
He pushed him away harshly, tears streaming down his face "Don't you touch me!You don't know! You said you loved me! And then you go and bring some random ass guy in our bed! Our bed no less, you sick bastard!"
Emmet hastily tried to explain again when Edward slapped him, despite their size difference Edward slapped him hard enough to knock him to the ground. Emett looked up at him shocked.
Edward ran, jumped back in his car and fled, the tires screeched loudly as he drove away.
~End flashback~
Edward gritted his teeth and tore his eyes away from the stripper, who sashayed off the stage in nothing but a red thong with twenty dollar bills hanging out.
Edward saw someone pull up a chair next to him and he fought the urge to groan. Couldn't people see he was pissed and depressed?
Surprisingly the voice that floated to him was compassionate instead of lewd or aged with time.
"are you okay? That's a stupid question of course your not. Would you like a shoulder to cry on?" the voice was deep and if it wasn't heavy with compassion Edward was sure it would be sensual, even if not on purpose.
Edward looked over at the owner of the voice. He had wavy medium long blond hair and light blue eyes Big & hard was too dark for him to see anything else.
"thank you for the offer but I'm fine" Edward had mumbled signaling the bartender for another drink.
The deep voice chuckled, it was full of warmth. "Well you are positively fine" the deep voice said scanning Edwards body appreciably "but I don't think you meant it that way" he said going from sensual to compassionate again.
Edward was surprised when he felt a familiar feeling creep up on him, he laughed for a good two minutes.
"well thank you, actually I'm with some-" Edward cut himself off and grimaced.
The blonde nodded knowingly "so that's the problem"
Edward hid his face a little, embarrassed that he had been found out so easily.
"well let me tell you, any man that was dumb enough to cheat on someone like you isn't worth it" the blonde reached over and squeezed his shoulder.
"someone like me?" Edward said confused and happy he had someone to talk to who wasn't bragging about how big their package was.
"well your gorgeous and you seem like a pretty nice guy" the blonde said hesitantly, Edward blushed and put his head down to conceal it.
The bartender came back with Edwards sixth or seventh drink and he gulped it down in less then seconds. Edward laughed and leaned a little against the blonde. He was obviously drunk off his ass.
"You know I don't even know your name"
The blonde looked from Edward to the empty glass in his hand then back to Edward. "im Jasper"
"Edward" he said laughing again and swaying in his seat.
"Well Edward your drunk" Jasper said looking at him and standing up.
"What? No I'm not" Edward said although it came out slurred and hard to understand.
"yes you are" jasper paid the bartender for all seven or eight of Edwards drinks then put his arm across his neck, supporting the brunette while they walked out.
Edward was hardly paying attention to where they were going as jasper put him in the passenger seat of his car and buckled him in. then got into the drivers seat and started driving.
"Where do you live?" jasper said suddenly as they started to drive out of the parking lot.
"I don't want to go home" Edward said dosing off against the side of the car.
Jasper sighed and made up his mind, he was taking the brunette to his house. He hadn't gone to Big & Hard just to leave early with a crying guy, but jasper was too nice and anyone could take advantage of the hot brunette in his drunken state.
They were about five minutes away, and stole several glances at Edward on the way.
Edward woke up as jasper parked the car in his driveway, jasper opened Edwards door. He slipped from the passenger side and almost fell, but jasper was there to catch him.
He had to find his keys with one hand and some how open the door with Edward in his hand. He propped Edward against the door so he could dig in his pockets for his keys, when he finally opened the door Edward fell first then Jasper on top of him.
Edwards eyes were foggy as if he was half awake and leaned up to kiss jasper.
Jasper cleared his throat and brought them both up off the floor, closing the front door behind him.
Edward was standing close behind Jasper and when he turned around Edward brought their lips together and wrapping his arms around jaspers neck.
Jasper was at a loss of words and didn't resist the kiss, opening his mouth when Edwards tongue flicked against his bottom lip Their tongues met and Edwards swirled around jaspers before he ravanged Edwards mouth.
Edward pressed himself against Jasper grinding his semi against the blonde's. That brought jasper to his senses and he pushed Edward away.
Edward looked hurt and jasper hurried to explain the brash rejection. "its not that I don't want to, god you don't know how much I want to, but your drunk and I don't want you to regret anything tomorrow" jasper said.
"I wont regret anything" Edward slurred coming back in front of jasper to palm him through his jeans. Jasper's eyes became lidded in pleasure and he was close to pushing Edward against the wall or fucking him on the floor.
Edwards hands reached into jaspers shirt and tugged it off, breaking the kiss to lick jaspers nipples and unbutton his pants.
"Edward no" he said firmly breaking away from the delicious contact.
"yes" Edward said rubbing his hands along jaspers sides.
"No" jasper said pushing Edwards hands away from him.
"please" Edward said looking down sadly, jasper understood why Edward wanted this. Edward had just been cheated on, he needed someone to make him feel good, desirable, wanted. Jasper knew all of this but he knew that if he slept with Edward tonight he would regret it, he was emotionally broken right now so jasper had to reject him gently.
"later" jasper said brushing some hair from Edwards forehead.
Edward pouted but nodded reluctantly eyeing jaspers impressively large hard on. Jasper went to the kitchen and brought him a tall glass of water to sober him up and suggested they watch a movie to pass the time.
"sure, you pick" Edward said staggering onto jaspers couch.
Jasper though a minute before retrieving Underworld from the CD case and shoving it in the DVD player.
In the beginning of the movie Edward had thrown his leg across jaspers lap, claiming he was more comfortable that way. Minutes later his right arm followed saying it was cold. Seconds later Edward moved to straddle jaspers waist and ground against it kissing jasper again.
It was a battle for jasper because a part of him wanted Edward to stop, but the larger part located in his groin and libido was determined to push Edward face down on the couch and fuck his brains out.
Their tongues twisted together again and jasper put his hands on Edwards hips grinding up into him.
Edward moaned and deepened the kiss more, thankful jaspers shirt was still off, he led a trail of open mouthed kisses on jaspers neck.
"I want you to fuck me so hard I cant stand tomorrow, will you? Can you ram into my tight little ass until I come all over our stomachs?"
jasper groaned at the dirty talk making him impossibly more hard. They were franticly grinding against each other and it was obvious that they both wanted this.
Jasper went to work sucking on Edwards neck, hard making sure it would leave a big dark bruise. Edward turn his head to the side licking the shell of jaspers ear.
"or should I suck you until you come on my face, i think I might like that. Is your cock big jasper? I want to taste you"
jaspers hand were working to unbutton Edwards pants and nibbled on his earlobe, causing a moan to come from his bruised lips.
"you can taste me all you want, fuck im going to fuck your ass so hard" jasper moaned as Edward ground against his hard on .
At that moment jaspers phone rang and he was jolted from his thoughts, or lack of anyway. The phone stopped ringing.
Jasper realized what they had been doing and gently moved Edward off his lap, clearing his throat a little and sliding to the opposite end of the couch.
Edward got on all four and moved jaspers zipper down with his teeth.
"Edward stop, I said later" Jasper said with some effort. Edward pouted again but sat properly and put his head against jaspers shoulder.
It was almost at the end of the movie that Edward finally fell asleep against jaspers shoulder, jasper adjusted the raging hard on trapped in his jeans and sat there a moment letting Edward nuzzle his head more comfortably onto his shoulder before carrying him bridal style to his room.
Jasper tucked him into the covers laying ontop of the sheets himself, partially to give them some space and partially so that he wouldn't be tempted to wake Edward up just to fuck him and that pretty little mouth of his.
Jasper lye facing Edward watching as his chest moved up and down slowly and how his auburn hair contrasted beautifully against the pale skin.
On impulse jasper reached out to touch his face smiling when Edwards face moved against his hand and smiled a little crooked smile.
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Sending you mental lemonade~ Sadistic Lover
Edward groaned feeling the after effects of all the drinks hed had last night and turned over falling of the bed with a thud.
"owww stupid fucking bed" he groaned finally opening his eyes. He looked around confused aware that this wasn't his house.
Slowly he got up off the floor as memories from last night drifted through his mind.
"I see your awake" jasper said amusingly eyeing Edward who looked bewildered.
Edward blushed remember how slutty he behaved and that hed managed to fall asleep in a strangers bed.
"yeah…well I guess umm" Edward had no idea how to end the sentence.
"you can stay if you want" jasper said although it was clear to himself that he very much wanted Edward to stay, but eward was oblivious.
"no that's okay I have to get going" I have to clear out of my apartment Edward thought gloomily.
Jasper sat up and Edwards eyes flicked down to the sculpted but not at all bulky abs.
"okay I can drive you home, if you don't mind" he said standing up and stretching leisurely.
"okay" Edward said following jasper to the front door.
"aren't you going to put on a shirt?" Edward said and was relieved when jasper shook his head.
"nah im just going to stay in all day anyway" jasper said opening Edwards door and closing it when he got in.
jasper walked around the front of his car and got in starting the car and backing out of his driveway.
Edward came him directions to his house and jasper was surprised to notice that he lived fair close to his own hom.
"thank you for umm" Edward wanted to thank Jasper for not taking advantage of him in his drunken state besides his advances but did know how to say it.
Jasper seemed to understand and nodded turning to the left to move into the driveway of Edwards house.
Jasper parked the car and turned to Edward putting his hand on the brunettes thigh.
"I put my number in your phone, call me if things don't work out with your boyfriend" jasper leaned in to kiss Edward gently "and I pray to god it wont" he said sincerely looking Edward in the eye.
Jasper was amazing, something about jaspers sincerety made edwardbelieve him and that body,m deep voice, and blue eyes made Edwards groin twitch in excitement. But it was more then just that it was something about him that was just pure…jasper, Edward had no idea how to explain it but it made him feel wanted and warm and good. It was then that Edward realized jasper was also wearing cologne and he took a little sniff in his direction enjoying the smell, unaware that it would also be on his clothes.
Instead of telling him this Edward brushed his lips against his cheek and smiled "so do I".
Edward opened the passenger door and walked out to the front of his door opening it smoothly with the key in his hand, but before he walked in he looked over his shoulder. Jasper was still there Edward smiled realizing he was making sure he got in the house safely and waved a little closing the door behind him.
"who was that Edward?" emette said in an unusually quite voice, Edward was shocked then looked at him sitting on a bench in front of the window now facing the door.
"nobody" Edward said walking away.
"you kissed him, he was shirtless, you have a hickey on your neck" emette said crossing his arms in frustration.
"all true" Edward said not backing down and taking a bowl from the top of the cupboard and laying it on their blue and brown marbled table.
"Did you sleep with him?" emettes voice was tight and he was staring at Edward intently.
"So what if I did?" Edward said pulling a box of frosted flakes from on top of the fridge and setting it on the table.
"what the fuck did you just say?" emette said standing up so quick that the stool he was sitting on fell back against the tile floor loudly.
"I said so what if I did?" Edward repeated taking milk from the fridge and pouring it onto the frosted flakes in his bowl.
"you cheated on me! You bastard how could you!" emette couldn't stop himself and his face was red in anger.
Edward smiled somhow managing to make the smile sad and gloating at the same time, he let emette words sink and and emette felt the blood drain from his face realizing the irony in his words.
"Edward i-" emette reached out to embrace him as hed tried to do a day ago and again Edward wasn't having that, he sidestepped the arms and sat at the table slowly chewing his cereal.
"its fine, but you should know that I did sleep with him" Edward knew that it wasn't right to play on words but he did technically sleep in the same bed as jasper so his words were valid.
Emette went silent and a dangerous edge came into his eyes, in a second emett had Edwards arms pined above his head with his back on the top of the table, the cereal bowl shattered on the floor along with its spilled contents.
"no you didn't let him touch you, I know you didn't, you couldn't have your mine, mine" emette said again as if willing the word to imprint into Edwards forhead as a constant reminder.
"emette get the hell of me!" Edward shouted trying to wiggle himself out of his stronger lovers grip.
"your mine, mine, mine, mine ,mine, only mine" emette repeated nuzzling into Edwards neck, not letting go of his wrists. Then he stilled sniffing Edward loudly smelling the cologne ,that jasper had doned the day before, all over him.
"you...smell" emette said in a voice similar to a growl.
Suddenly emett was tearing Edwards clothes off.
"what the hell do you think your doing!" Edward screamed attempting to kick emett of him.
When emette had successfully removed all of Edwards clothes he used one hand to hold Edwards wrists together while the other on shed his own clothes. When they were both bare emmet half-carried half-dragged Edward to their bedroom.
Edward sighed happily when they bypassed the bed and instead went into the bathroom.
Emett turned the water on and seemeed happy when the water was already hot, he shoved Edward inside of it then hopped in behind him.
Emett didn't let go off Edwards wrists as he took a bar of soap and rubbed it over every part of his body, when Edward tried to voice a complaint emett thrust a washrag into his mouth.
"dirty, dirty, dirty" emett repeated over and over again as he scrubbed Edwards body until it was red and raw.
When all the soap was rinsed of emett took his time to lick every part of Edwards body, in the process he let go of Edwards hands.
Starting from the top of his spine emettes tongue licked a long slow path downwards, Edward moaned and stuck his ass out.
Emet spread Edwards cheeks and plunged his tongue into his tight hole, thrusting into it and stretching it with his tongue Edward moaned loudly it echoed off the bathroom walls and Edward put his palms against the tiled wall to stabilize himself.
Emette abrutely turned Edwards hips around and took his cock deep into his throat making Edward moan throatily.
One of emettes hands came to fondle Edwards balls while the other probed his entrance.
"Oh god!" Edward moaned loudly failing in any attempt to keep his voice down. He didn't know whether to push back into the fingers scissoring him or thrust into the hot wet mouth swallowing him deeper every second, finnaly the pressure built up in him until he yelled in exctasy tossing his head back as he released into the mouth sucking him with vigor.
Emett hummed as his lovers seed filed his mouth, sucking softly to milk all that was left.
They were silent for a few moments Edward coming down from his high and emett with Edwards length still in his mouth until he sucked it hard on last time and removed it from his mouth.
Edward couldn't stand and emett had to catch him, he turned off the water and carried his exausted lover onto their bed.
Edward cringed when he hit the bed, royally pissed of that he had given into the pleasure so willingly and also that this was the same bed emett had fucked some stranger in.
Emett seemed to still be in some sort of trance state as he sniffed Edwards body, probably trying to make sure the cologne was off of him, satisfied he finally looked up at Edward and smiled.
"its gone" he whispered snuggling into Edward cutely, he didn't respond but melted into the snuggling emett rubbing his head affectionately.
"im sorry" Edward said before he knew he was saying it, emett had a tendacy to overreact when he felt his position in Edwards heart was threatened and Edward could help but notice the bags under his eyes and they way he had been sitting in front of the window waiting for him to come home.
"were you sitting in front of that window for two days?" Edward said quietly.
Emett nodded slowly, his eyes still closed. A pang of regret took over Edward and he stroked emett's back affectionately.
Edward sighed, it was the first time emett had ever cheated and he said himself that it hadn't meant anything, Edward decided to forgive him.
As if he knew this emette rubbed his head against Edwards stomach and hummed a smile on his lips.
Although emetts reaction to the whole situation had scared and worried him ,how many other peoples lovers would obsees over anothers persons cologne and bathe their lover to get rid of it?, he found it endearing that emett was so territorial it made him feel…wanted.
Edward could feels emettes erection against his leg and Edward sat up, feeling guilty that he had staved off his own pleasure just to satisfy him.
Emett looked up to see what he was doing and let out a soft groan when he saw Edward reach into the nightstand by their bed and pull out the lube.
"do you want me?" Edward asked laying back down and pulling emett on top of him.
Emette grinned, a grin that said 'isnt it obvious?' and said in a voice laced with pleasure "the question is how do you want it?"
Edward smirked and pulled emette down for a rough kiss. Emette took the hint and applied a small amount of lub on his manhood leaving Edwards already stretched entrance bare.
Edward opened his legs for emett and gasped as all nine inches of uncut hardness hit his prostate.
"Oh fuck! Harder!" Edward moaned breathily as emett immediately started pounding into his prostate making him see stars.
"that's what im doing" emett chuckled but yet in still managed to fuck Edward almost to the point of tears.
Edward hung onto emett for dear life, he loved it when emett seriously fucked his brains out. He loved the friction, the sorness when he tried to walk later, and the pleasure tinged with pain emett could give.
Emett pounded against his prostate with more force then before and reached inbetween them to simultaneously jerk Edward off in time with his thrust again both sensations were too much to handle and he came violently clampng down on emetts member making him come as collapsed on Edward, still not pulling out of Edwards warm heat.
Both men lyed there breathing heavily.
"this is why I keep you around" emett said dozing off into sleep, Edwards eyes had snapped open the moment the words had left emettes slips.
SL:Oh dear stupid emett, why on earth would you say that?
Emett: …
Edward: do you really feel that way?
Emett: *about to answer*
SL: ahh! Wait until the nexy chapter please! I have to write about something in the next one.
Edward: But I have to know!
SL: yes and you will find out when everyone else does
Edward: But-
SL: no buts!
Emett: *stares at Edwards ass lustfully*
SL: keep your head in the game you oaf! *snaps fingers in his face*
Anyways do you guys think emette was serious or not? And what about that reaction? Remember reviews make the laws of gravity apply and no one wants floating cows.
Sending you mental lemonade~Sadi
