Disclaimer= I do not own Naruto.
Holding back tears
Dealing with the pain
Battling my demon
Not sure how much more of this I can take
My problems seem disdained
Yet oh so plain
To some it is all white
For me, it is a big black taint
I always want to complain
Just cannot go that way
I have to roll on
And hope I do not faint
At times, it is impossible to deal with it all
Its unbearable to witness drama unfold in front of you
It is nerve-racking when blokes surround you
It is especially crushing when you are the center of everyone's jokes
How can you not get furious?
How can you not get upset?
No matter what your actions are
People will never accept
Makes you one complex person
Despite what people think
On the outside, you are a man
While on the in you are raging like a beast!
Exclusions and misperceptions
It all hurts
They do not know me
Yet the have the audacity to judge me
Assuming they know my worth
Don't know what it is
I know I'm not plague
If I actually was one
I'd forever hide my face
I'm done spewing
I'm all out of word juice
Maybe I should be a keep to myself kind of dude…
I'm just like him
Hopeless, helpless, and deprived
I'm just like him
Lonely and at times socially blind
I'm just like him
When the world turns its back on me
I just want to disappear and cry…
