Disclaimer= I do not own Naruto.


Holding back tears

Dealing with the pain

Battling my demon

Not sure how much more of this I can take

My problems seem disdained

Yet oh so plain

To some it is all white

For me, it is a big black taint

I always want to complain

Just cannot go that way

I have to roll on

And hope I do not faint


At times, it is impossible to deal with it all

Its unbearable to witness drama unfold in front of you

It is nerve-racking when blokes surround you

It is especially crushing when you are the center of everyone's jokes

How can you not get furious?

How can you not get upset?

No matter what your actions are

People will never accept

Makes you one complex person

Despite what people think

On the outside, you are a man

While on the in you are raging like a beast!


Exclusions and misperceptions

It all hurts

They do not know me

Yet the have the audacity to judge me

Assuming they know my worth

Don't know what it is

I know I'm not plague

If I actually was one

I'd forever hide my face

I'm done spewing

I'm all out of word juice

Maybe I should be a keep to myself kind of dude…


I'm just like him

Hopeless, helpless, and deprived

I'm just like him

Lonely and at times socially blind

I'm just like him

When the world turns its back on me

I just want to disappear and cry…