Nothing else mattered.
I was absolutely ready to sacrifice myself, and again, i know.. but Matt deserves life more than me, and what i have accidently put him through.
I told him i will always feel guilty that i strung him along, all those years ago when we used to date. Then i saw Stefan again like in the past, the accident with my parents which is almost the same as what is happening right now.
Almost out of air. Matt isn't responding.
Stefan rips off the door, i keep insisting and mouthing to save Matt but he reaches for me, over and again, but he finally gets why i have to do this. I have to do this, it will solve a lot of problems. Alaric will be gone, everyone can live without me.
I am trouble.
I attract it.. all the time. Dangerous Vampires, Evil Hybrid Men and Angry Witches.
Maybe Alaric was right, maybe.. but then again, he turned into one in the end. And now he is another being.
In between having memories flashing back and forth of my parents dying, and me slipping away.. i can only hope everyone can live if i am gone. Good lives.. Futures, and things that have been taken away from them..
I feel the water around me. I close my eyes, can no longer breathe...
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I feel something.. it's like i am still alive, but i am now numb, i feel wetness under my fingertips. I feel cold, but it's different. I feel different..
Then i feel someone grab my hand... i think i recognize the person.. it's got to be Stefan..
I still lay.. but i feel.. feel.. i am gonna puke or that i am out of air...
I hurl up... i gasp.. i see everything around me..
Oh no.. i can't be alive... wha... i can't be alive unless.. I then scream...
