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"Why? How could you? Did I never mean anything to you? And with my best friend." I whispered with tears rolling down my face. He leaned forward to wipe them away but I turned my head. "No, you can't just wipe my tears away and act like everything is going to be alright when YOU are the reason for these tears." I told him standing up from the piece of driftwood I was sitting on. I started to walk away.
"Tay, wait up." He yelled jogging to catch up with me, he grabbed my arm and spun me around. "I know it was a stupid mistake and it is completely unforgivable. I know there is no excuse for what happened but I still love you and I want to try and work things out between us." He told me with a hopeful expression on his face. I shook my head.
"Chase, I can't. I would never be able to trust you. Anytime you were gone, I would think you were hooking up with someone else. It just wouldn't be worth it, you wouldn't be worth it. But I still love you too, and I probably always will. But I can't do this. I can't go on with that little bit of doubt in the back of my mind. It just wouldn't be fair. I have to go." I told him turning around and walking away. I didn't wait for him to catch up to me and I didn't look back to see if he was still there.
I decided to go to the cliffs, a place where I could sit and feel sorry for myself without being interrupted by anyone. When I got there I contemplated diving into the ocean, I wanted to feel the rush of the wind against my skin and the impact of the water to hit me, so I would know this was reality and not just some sick and twisted nightmare. But I decided against it, the current was too strong for me to swim back to shore and it would just be a death wish. And although I was hurt and sad, I wasn't suicidal. So I sat down on the edge of the cliff with my feet dangling over the edge. I sat there and cried quietly to myself, and then the rain started. This weather was perfect for the mood that I was in so I stayed there and cried in the rain. I looked up into the sky and wished my mother was here to give me some advice or to comfort me. But she wasn't. I cried for my mother.
A Month Later..
The timer went off and I picked up the small stick that would hold my future. As I looked down I let out a strangled cry. There were two lines, meaning one thing. I was going to be a mommy, at the young age of 18. I guess fate just hated me. I must have been a horrible person in my previous life and karma was finally catching up with me. All in the matter of six months too. I picked up my phone and called the one person who wouldn't judge me.
"Hello?" a cheery voice answered.
"Em, can I come over. Please" I whispered with tears falling.
"Of course honey. You don't have to ask, just come over anytime." She told me.
"Thanks Em, I will be over in a couple of minutes." I hung up the phone. I went to my room and put on shoes and a jacket, grabbed my keys, and got in my car to go to the Uley household.
When I got there I knocked on the door, even though she always told me to walk right in. I just felt like that was rude so I always knocked. "Come in" I heard her yell from what I figured was the kitchen since she was always cooking. I walked in and went straight to the kitchen and saw her cooking something that smelled absolutely delicious. "Hey sweetie, how are you holding up?" She asked me, and I broke down in tears. She rushed over to me and wrapped me up in a comforting hug and walked us over to the table. "What's wrong?" She asked concern dripping from her voice.
"Everything. First my mother dies in a horrible car wreck, and I am left with a selfish father who cares about nobody but himself and whatever whore he is hooking up with at the time. Then my boyfriend of two years cheats on me with my best friend at some party, that I was at. And now I am pregnant with his child. I am to young, and we had always been very careful. Why does this have to happen to me? What did I do to deserve this?" I sobbed, it just wasn't fair. She rubbed my back comfortingly.
"Sweetie I don't know why bad things happen to good people. But things always find a way of working themselves out. And all of this will make you a stronger person in the end I promise." She told me seriously.
"But Em, I am only 18. I don't know how to be a mother. And I certainly don't want him to be a part of this. And when my father finds out he is definitely going to throw me out of the house." I whispered.
"I will talk to Sam about you moving in with us. He should be okay with it. We also need to get you to a doctor to find out how far along you are. And you are going to have to tell Chase about the baby. I know it's going to be hard for you, but he will need to help out with child support or something, it wouldn't be fair for you to do this all on your own. Don't stress too much it can't be good for the baby. Go lay down and rest on the couch, I am going to finish making lunch and make an appointment for you." She told me ushering me to the living room. I nodded and went to lay down on the couch to take a quick nap.
I woke up to the front door being slammed shut, and started to fall back asleep. "Boys quiet down. Tayler is trying to sleep on the couch." Emily whispered to whoever came into the house.
"Sorry Em." I heard someone whisper.
"Who is it?" Another person asked.
"She is my cousin. And she has been through a lot in the past six months. Which reminds me Sam I need to ask you something." I heard Emily ask her husband.
"What is it Em?" He asked. But that was the last thing I heard before sleep consumed me again.
I was woken up again, but this time to someone gently shaking me. I slowly opened my eyes and saw my cousin Seth staring back at me. "Hey, dinner is ready and Em said you need to eat since you missed lunch." He told me in a soft voice, like he was scared if he spoke any louder I would break. I nodded and started to stand up but got dizzy. Seth noticed and grabbed my arm. "You okay?" He asked me with concern. I nodded my head.
"Yeah, I must have stood up too fast." I told him with a small smile. He smiled back at me and led me to the kitchen table where there was already a plate of food made for me. I sat down and thanked Emily. She waved it off like it was no big deal. Which made me smile and think of my mother, she always did stuff like that.
"Tayler, Sam agreed to you staying here. On one condition though." Emily told me as she sat down next to Sam, I nodded my head for her to continue. "You have to tell Chase about well you know." I smiled thinking that it was going to be something horrible.
"Okay, I can do that." I said looking at Sam giving him a small smile. "And thank you so much!" I said jumping up and hugging them both. They laughed and said you're welcome, and I went to sit back down in my seat.
"Well Tayler since you are going to be living here with us, I guess I should introduce you to everyone since they are here all the time." Sam told me smiling. "You know Seth, and Leah, that's Jake, next to him is Embry, Quil, Jared, Kim, Collin, Brady, and lastly that is Paul." I smiled at each person as he named them. But when I got to Paul I felt this strange connection, like a pull to him. He must have felt it to because the next thing I know he is standing up from the table and walking out the back door. Everyone else is staring at me, or smiling in the direction of the back door.
"I'll go talk to him." Emily said standing up and walking out the back door.
Paul's POV
"Boys please try and keep it down." Emily told us as we were sitting at the table, joking around and eating lunch.
"Em, why is Tayler here?" Seth asked. Emily frowned and told us what happened recently in her life. I've gotta say, that fucking sucks. Her ex sounds like a dick. And her best friends sounds like someone I need to meet. After lunch we all went back into the living room and watched TV since Emily didn't want us to be too loud. A couple of hours later dinner was ready and Em had Seth wake up their cousin for dinner. She came in and sat down where Emily put her plate of food, she thanked her and of course Em just waved it off like it was no big deal. She told the girl that she could live with them as long as she told her ex about the baby. She agreed and thanked Sam and Emily. Then Sam introduced us to her. When I looked into her eyes I knew right then and there I was a goner. I no longer thought of other girls, the only thing, scratch that person that mattered to me was her. She was keeping me grounded to the Earth, not gravity anymore. And then I realized I imprinted. I did the only thing I could think of, I stormed out the back door and paced.
Why her? She already has too much baggage, there was no way we could have a normal relationship. I didn't even want a relationship. I just wanted hook-ups, and there was no way this girl was going to be just a hook-up
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