"I didn´t want to admit it. I was too scared and I was ashamed of what I was."

I couldn´t breathe anymore. The rain was pouting over us but it didn´t mattered to us. I was staring at him with shocked eyes while he was staring at me with begging eyes. He looked so little and so lost. That wasn´t the Logan I used to know. Not that I didn´t like he had run after me and he was telling me all this. It was just that I wasn´t used to. It was a surprise for me.

"But I realized that if you are not ashamed; why should I be? Why should I let you go just because of some society rules?" Logan took some steps closer and I didn´t move. I wanted this to happen for some long that I couldn´t get my brain to get the idea it wasn´t a dream. Or maybe it was? I couldn´t remember falling sleep.

"The truth is…that I love you." He sighed at last almost in a whisper.

He was too near and I could feel his warm breathe over my face. Only inches away and I wanted so badly to just to push myself further to connect our lips. I wanted it so badly.

"Are you not going to say something else?" he asked me and I could do was shock my head. I had no more words. I had the feelings but not the words. Logan was always the expert in explaining unexplainable stuff. All I had was my instincts and my boldness. I used the last one and finally kissed him. It was soft and warm. Not to rush and it made us forget about the rain and the coldness. I loved it; everything was just perfect. I smiled but didn´t break the kiss. I didn´t want this to end. I wanted this to be eternal.

The obnoxious sound of my stupid alarm made me open my eyes again and find myself in the middle of my room next to James.

Damn it! I need to learn when it is a dream and when it is not!