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The night, clear sky. It never failed to refresh me, even though I have felt many pain because of it.
Right now, I'm watching the night scenery, only with one cup of tea and my friend who is sitting next to me.
"Reimu..." she called me with a nervous voice.
"I'm okay" I replied, then I took a sip of my tea.
I shouldn't answer that, because that wasn't the truth, but a lie.
"You really don't like to return to this world again?" My friend asked me again with a simliar tone.
"No, I'm glad"
Dammit, I really glad that I could return here, but why...why do my chest hurts so much?
"Do you miss him?"
Her third question made me silent.
It'ss not about my current world, neither about me, but it was about someone...who have befriended with you, fought together with you, and already made you fell in love with him.
"Huh...That jerk?...I don't"
Why am I thinking about him again? It gives nothing but sadness. I have tried to stop thinking about him so many times, but...Deep down in my heart...
"...No...I missed him...a lot"
Tears slowly appeared on my face, then I sobbed.
At that moment, for the first time ever, I cried... for someone.
In order to get my world back, I had to cover my hands with blood, and watch as my friends died...before my hands.
But you know what? No matter how many days has passed, no matter how many years has passed, even if I forget his face...I will not forget that I love him.
My scattered memory made me unable to know who I am, but one day...I found another, unknown piece. I was afraid to use it at the start, but when I gathered it with my memories, I became more wonderful than ever. The piece that I mentioned is...him...that bastard that I found in the parallel world, in a city...named Tokyo.
I know that he was a jerk, the most ignorant person that I ever met. Still…without him, without his dumbness, without his arrogant smile…I really do not know what to do. I even sometimes wondered since he died 'Can I follow you to the death?'
To think I can be with someone that I love…It is really an selfish act…don't you think?
